The lifts aren’t so bad. I just have a habit of over-thinking things, most probably. The technical aspect is one of the things that I enjoy, though. I get satisfaction from feeling like I’m making progress acquiring a technical skill. Certainly did my time practicing with a stick and then the smallest bar I could find (10kg) and only trying more once I could reliably get the previous. It isn’t so scary missing a broomstick or 10kg (you just hold it out in front of you to help rebalance yourself if it doesn’t go where it is supposed to).
The incremental changes aren’t so scary, really. But I certainly did my time with unweighted squats before I ever got to touch the bar… And I guess I’m getting a bit nervous of trying more than 32.5 because if it doesn’t go where it is supposed to I’m not sure I have the muscle to rebalance things without toppling or really needing to get out of the way. I guess thats what bumpers are for once you do get to 35kg… I’m sure you guys could do it if you wanted to…