This is what’s bothering me. I’m not struggling with the maths, it’s the logic behind how games work. There’s actually a maths major in the class who’s having a similar problem (to a lesser degree)
Below average, within 1/2 standard deviation
Already doing that. Everything makes sense when I’m reading the book or listening to lecture, but when it comes to doing problems and applying the material, I struggle
That’s essentially average. I wouldn’t worry about it.
The only thing you can do is practice more. “Fake it till you make it” generally works for academia. I can’t really be much help other than that. You can’t be incredible at everything…
@unreal24278 regarding the money thing.
I agree, money beyond a certain point doesn’t buy happiness. I’m also okay with living an extremely frugal lifestyle.
However, I would still like to have a LOT of money
it’s an insurance policy. lots of money = don’t have to worry about emergencies and when shit hits the fan.
Money is a scorecard. I either earned it or made intelligent investments/asset allocations. This is why I do NOT want any sort of inheritance from my parents even though they will likely have a substantial amount to give. Inheritance = cheating. In this regard, I’d be just as happy with upping my h- factor or getting recognized professionally
money = freedom. Case in point, because of my parent’s status and willingness to sacrifice for me, I can pursue a career in academia, which will probably pay substantially less than what I could do otherwise given my education and abilities. They’ve bought my freedom
Money is my love language. I LOVE buying things for others. One of the regrets I have about the academia thing is that I probably won’t be able to set up a massive trust fund for my little bro’s children ( he wants children)
For example, I might never buy brand name clothes for myself, but I’d like to have the financial confidence that I could walk into any store and get whatever I want or buy my little bro’s children a wardrobe full of brand name clothes
I’d consider working out amongst the peasants. JK. If a career in academia is what you’re seeking, then this might be the best (possibly only?) point in your life to get out among “real” people. You can even think of it as studying them, or learning from them.
I saw a Tweet once that said young people should work, at one point in their lives, an in-person service job (like being a waiter), an online/over-the-phone customer service job, and two other things that I can’t remember. One may have been a manual labor job? I’ve done manual labor, IT support over the phone, and worked in a bar, among other things. I didn’t just spend my entire shifts thinking, “Wow, I’m learning so much about the world” but at the end of the day, I can look back and think that I got something out of it.
Manual labor type of stuff usually involved (very) early mornings and horrible weather. Toughens one up a bit. IT support taught me how to give clear instructions regarding something that the (often elderly) person on the other end of the phone had no idea about, so my communication and patience probably improved. I was the janitor and bouncer at a bar. I will never look down on someone for cleaning toilets after I spent two years of my life doing it for an unappreciative boss and the bouncing required learning how to deal with a-holes.
I’ve also been a cashier, grocery bagger, and shelf stocker (and tutor, and UPS driver, and many other things, haha). Again, I just think it’s good to know what goes into the jobs, and it should give some people some appreciation for what others do in our society. In an ideal world, people would look back at their own experiences as, say, a server, and would be polite and a good tipper (when deserved) when they’re at a restaurant. Doesn’t always happen though. Having certain jobs won’t turn you into a good person but it might, and they’re just good experiences. I imagine sometimes schools/employers look for “real world” experience? I don’t know, but I feel like I’ve heard that.
Depends on the industry/employer.
for non- academia jobs. 100% In many cases, jobs are secured based on an internship or that those without experience aren’t even considered
For academia, depends on the field. Some of my friends in CS and engineering say that industry experience is valued, correct me if I’m wrong @cyclonengineer@mnben87
I’ve spoke to my advisor(s) and a couple of grad students. For my field, research experience is valued above all else in terms of experience. I’ve been an RA for three profs, and will graduate with at least 3 projects under my belt
squat: 100kg
Bench: 65kg (touch and go)
Deadlift: 125kg
everything went smoothly (except for failing the squat the first time), totally did NOT expect to hit the bench. I CAN SQUAT 2 PLATES!!! This is huge for me
IN terms of actual progress though, my deadlift and bench are still lagging. I’d need to hit 140kg deadlift and 70kg bench to match where I was.
I’m actually surprised my deadlift improved at all given how little focus I put towards it
Ultimately, I want a 3x bodyweight squat and 4x bodyweight deadlift.
I am going to treat myself to a double portion of roast chicken thigh (~2lbs) and a large piece of gluten free soda bread with cream cheese as a reward
Moving forward:
I am going to run two months of GZCL.
Not sure what gym access will look like on winter break (going back to FL and might not have access to weight over 135lbs) so there might be a slight interruption where i’ll be hitting conditioning
IF I get lucky, Mum will be back in China before then and I’ll be able to either get the weights OR join the gym ~2.5 miles from the house
Another option would be to get a job at the publix across the street from the gym, then go before or after work