thoughts
i hate this shit. being injured is literally bringing me down, physically and mentally.
like i mentioned before, there are 4 sweeeet power racks over olympic platforms that i can not use for another month or so because of my knee. :\
the only other restricting injury ive had in the past is a sprained wrist… and i got that from cross facing a kid so hard that it hurt me. the trainer taped that shit up n i was good to go, but this shit… is depressing.
sigh.
my energy is rock bottom. and i dont know, i feel like this accident has changed me…
my game (with girls) have been shaky and i cant sleep well cuz of the throbbing.
im gonna propose a goal for myself right now.
500lbs deadlift as soon as this mcl heals.
no workout today, stuck at the library studying for two big exams this week
on a lighter note, feeling a bit better.
took an Alpha Male and i feel fuckin great. its probably not meant to have drastic effects, but i feel more like a tman already. maybe its in my head? dun care though.
werd i threw in some deadlifts… actually some hang cleans also. i can feel that the joint is very tender and stiff from lack of use, but at the same time its a relief because i can actually use my knee and not feel like a total cripple.
lat pulldown
206lbs 3 x 5
226lbs 2 x 5
136lbs 3 x 8
DEADS
95lbs 3 x 6
145lbs 1 x 3
185lbs 1 x 3
275lbs 1 x 3
350lbs 5 x 1
various arms and abs
note
i am a fool… my ego will be the death of me. i went from not deadlifting to pulling 350lbs for 5 sets. my knee started to kick halfway on the walk back to my dorm.
its not a harsh pain, but its very reminiscent of the throbbing i felt the first month of the injury. hopefully its just a lil soreness from using it after such a long time. im gonna ice it and hope for the best.
but it felt damn good to finally pull some weight.
[quote]ZeusNathan wrote:
on a lighter note, feeling a bit better.
took a midol and i feel fuckin great. its probably not meant to have drastic effects, but i feel more like a tman already. maybe its in my head? dun care though.[/quote]