Well I messed up my back, I think. No more lifting at all for a bit, I think. Well, nothing that requires my back, so, pretty much nothing now.
It hurts while walking, and it was hurting when I sat down. Hurts to turn left.
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Mom agreed to let me go to the doctor sometime soon. So thatās good.
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ughhhhhh
Im sick, I guess. I feel like crap.
So yesterday mom gave me a naproxen, which Im not sure what it was supposed to do, as it did literally nothing. If it did anything, it made me feel sick. Still feel sick, as I probably am sick. I had a cough yesterday, and now its gone mad. Stuffy nose, and my head is congested, if thatās the right word.
Power went out last night around 11:30. Was off for nearly 30 minutes I think. Man, the silence was DEAFENING! It also reminded me of my tinnitus, which I havenāt noticed in a while.
When the power went out, and it wasnāt coming back on, I think I had a borderline panic attack or something. I had to try to calm myself down, which I did after maybe 10 minutes or so. So thatās not great
In any case, Iām not doing anything today.
I donāt know why God has allowed all of this resistance, but his reasons are always good and just, so whatever happens, Iām fine with.
It feels like the last month or two Iāve just been trying to swim upstream. So much resistance for everything. Nothing goes to plan. So I think, I need to not plan anything except for what I am currently doing. If I want to do something, its not a plan. Its a hope I will be able to do it.
Time for breakfast I guess
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Food today has beenā¦ food. Had 2 packets of cream of wheat, made with milk, with sugar. for breakfast. Had a can of soup for lunch, with turtle crackers. Then a bit ago I had 2 scrambled eggs, 2 sausage patties, 2 slices buttered toast, and a cup of orange juice. Its not the healthiest I suppose, but its okay. Oh, had 4 oreos also. Meh. Crappy.
I should probably rest a bit more. Also, I think maybe the naproxen did actually help my back, I didnāt notice it a ton but now i feel it a bit more just sitting.
Watched a bunch of The Big Bang Theory. I wish we had young Sheldon to watch. Oh! Il check the TV downstairs.
This is one of my all time favorite shows!
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Not sure if I mentioned this on here before, but I think I found a new way to eat dippy eggs (or whatever the "properā name is).
After cooking the eggs (with a buttered pan obviously), you let it cool down enough where the yolk wonāt burn your mouth (if that is actually a problem). From there, you cut around the yolk, carefully, and then when its seperated from the white, you place the whole thing in your mouth and eat it. Its amazing! So much flavor! And this way, thereās NO mess.
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March 22 2026
Time for another day of rest. Not too tired sitting down, but I donāt like to stand up.
I had this dream where it relates to math. Instead of mapping the complex plane In a linear and orthogonal fashion, it was mapped in a spiral sort of way. The axis were still orthogonal in each point, but it was twisted. Heres a crude drawing
I think its interesting because in a way, the complex numbers are more so points on a circ 1 is 0 degrees, i is 90 degrees, -1 is 180 degrees, and -i is 270 degreees. I donāt see how it would be helpful with math but I thought it was interesting.
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I understood your Deustche much better than your math. But then I was mathās version of dyslexia as a growing up.
A combination I have never thought of. But, I put mayo on broccoli. Naproxen is an nsaid. If you have a virus cold/flu might help alleviate the aches and pains. Like Ibuprofen. One of the keys to nsaids? You need to take it with food. Maybe you did, but they do cause stomach discomfort.
Keep up the fight!
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It isnāt the normal sides we have with meatloaf. Normally its noodles and baked beans. Mashed potatoes werenāt bad though.
I did take it with food.
I took a naproxen earlier in the day (Afternoonā¦ maybe? I canāt remember). Still had a fever, so I just took a tylenol. If it doesnāt go down within an hour, Iāll have to take another Tylenol.
In other news, Iām a drugged up mess 
I feel like Iām going to die. Coughing become worse after having the tylenol. Almost threw up. But I think its fine now.
I got some sunlight earlier. I know its supposed to help (it did), so I sat in a chair outside with my shirt off (about 70 degrees out, nice warm sun). Hopefully it will also make me a bit more tan, but, I donāt care that much.
The outside air made my coughing almost go away completely. Then I came back inside, and coughing began again. I think the indoor air is bad.
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March 23 2026
Not sure If I can go to school today. I still feel sick, but I think I feel a lot better. Throat is SUPER sore and hurting though, and I think my head isnāt in the best quality at the moment (I have a headache). Nose is stuffy, too.
I think it would be best to just let myself rest up.
In an unrelated topic; Ive developed a LOT of stretch marks on my chest. I thought they were pretty cool but now Im not sure I really like them that much. Some of them look REALLY new, like, past week. Advice on how to stop them from appearing, if possible?
Breakfastā¦ maybe in 19 minutes, if I feel like it.
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You could try cocoa butter lotion.
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Here is a virus killer: tomato juice, a squeeze of lemon juice, a clove of garlic, and a dash of cayenne pepper. Blend that and enjoy. That will burn that sore throat right out of you.
I used to have stretch marks on my chest. They go away, particularly when my wife told me they were very unattractive.
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@BethB Will try that. If my parents get it for me,
Had a fever, so no school. Layed in bed for a few hours.
@Friedrich We donāt have (Fresh) garlic, we donāt have lemon juice, and I donāt think we have tomato juice. Sounds like it would work though.
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Here is a virus killer
Since viruses arenāt alive to start with, is this more like an exorcism? Or, to go full DnD Nerdmode: āturn undeadā?
A tan is an excellent solution for stretch marks.
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Well, the article in Good House Keeping called it a virus killer. I guess it is like killing a vampire. They are undead, but put that stake in their unbeating heart, or cut their head off, and yep, they are dead. Yes, viruses need a host cell.
but put that stake in their unbeating heart, or cut their head off, and yep, they are dead.
Pro-tip: this works great on non-vampires too!
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AUSTRIALIAN Business woman,
with a JAPANESE email,
giving to me (a 15 year old with NO connection to her)
2 million EUROS
ā¦seems pretty legit! lol.
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March 24 2026
I feel a bit better in mind today, but it feels like it might get worse as the day goes on. Throat is still crazy sore. Coughing got worse last night. I think the bit of phlegm in my throat contributes to it, its really awful. It can be so painful when I cough, and sometimes I almost throw up (was close last night)
I hope I donāt have a fever, because that means I can probably go to school. But I might have one. In that case, Il be going to the doctor.
Breakfast eventually today.
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Fever. Oh wwllā¦ time to nap more. Will go to the doctor later.
Hope you feel better soon.
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