Here’s a list of some “atheist in fox holes”
The list of Atheists in Foxholes is over 200, starting with the most-recently submitted.
Navy Petty Officer 2nd Class John Yockachonis
Specialty: Aviation Structural Mechanic (Safety Equipment) - AME
Dates of Service: May 1986 - May 1990
Decorations: Good Conduct Medal
Tours of duty: VR-60 Squadron, 1987 - 1990
I had no problems with religion being pushed on me, excepting boot camp, where church attendance was compulsory. I was not openly atheist, and did not identify as atheist until years later, but I did not believe. It was something we never talked about, and I didn’t give it much thought, but I thought of heaven, hell and god as ridiculous constructs of men, not to be taken seriously.
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Air Force Staff Sergeant Derek Traywick
Personal Site
Specialty: Cyber Operations
Dates of Service: July 2003 - Present
Decorations: Joint Service Commendation, Air Force Commendation, Air Force Achievement, Good Conduct, National Defense Service, Iraq Campaign Medal, Global War on Terrorism Service, Korean Defense Service, AF Overseas Ribbon Short and Long, Air Force Expeditionary Service Ribbon with Gold Border, AF Longevity Service
Tours of duty: Ali Base Iraq 2006, Baghdad 2007, Other Iraqi locations 2008, 2010; Kabul 2012
My experience with religion in the military has been nothing but positive. I’ve been able to have discussions about various religious ideas with many other military members. My beliefs have always been respected by the military religious community (to include chaplains). It saddens me to hear that this is not the normal way we atheists are treated. I have spent most of my time deployed with SOF units and have seen first hand that there are a lot of us in foxholes out here!
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Navy Ensign Aaron Gaither
Specialty: Enlisted Aviation Maintenance Technician for 13 years, Aviation Maintenance Officer for 1 year
Dates of Service: May 1998 - Present
Decorations: Navy Commendation Medal, Navy and Marine Corps Achievement Medal (Five Awards), Meritorius Unit Commendation, Navy Battle “E” (Five Awards), Navy Good Conduct (Four Awards), National Defense Service, Armed Forces Expeditionary (Two Awards), Iraq Campaign Medal, Global War of Terrorism Expeditionary, Global War on Terrorism Service, Humanitarian Service, Sea Service Deployment (Five Awards), Overseas Service (Four Awards), Recruiting Ribbon, Navy Pistol
Tours of duty: Many tours with many dates
As a person who strives to see our government adhere to the Constitution, I am bound by that passion to pursue the separation of church and state, in this case, the separation of the military and religious affiliated activities. The evening prayer onboard ships and the invocation and benediction that I must listen to at ceremonies are obvious breeches of the Constitution and are seen by many as a way for a command or activity to show support for religion. As a scientist and a realist, I am also bound by a moral obligation to stand up for what I know to be true. I have spent more time studying the Bible and other religious scripture than most people who consider themselves “religious”. I have come to the common sense conclusion that is is just not factual. The case against the Intelligent Design theory is building everyday as we uncover new evidence of our evolution and it is becoming more increasingly difficult for theologians to support their claims. If I can be a small part in helping someone open their eyes to the truth, then I will be satisfied. In the 1700s, Thomas Paine put it best (substiute the word Christian with any other religion): “The study of theology, as it stands in Christian churches, is the study of nothing; it is founded on nothing; it rests on no principles; it proceeds by no authorities; it has no data; it can demonstrate nothing; and it admits of no conclusion. Not anything can be studied as a science, without our being in possession of the principles upon which it is founded; and as this is the case with Christian theology, it is therefore the study of nothing”
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Marine Sergeant Steve Dixon
Specialty: Aviation Electrician
Dates of Service: 1975 - 1979
Decorations: Good Conduct Medal
Tours of duty: June 1975 - June 1979, VMFA-251
I do not recall being forced to attend any kind of religious service (except in boot camp, but that ceased nearer to graduation), we were pretty much left alone. As for dog tags, I seem to recall a no preference choice, but cannot remember. My dog tags have long since disappeared in the numerous job related moves our family has made over the years, so cannot confirm. Why a religious choice is necessary for a dog tag is beyond me. Should it come to it, the family can take of any religious matters, if any.
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Air National Guard Captain Howard Grantham
Specialty: Former enlisted Combat Engineer, currently a Nurse Corps officer
Dates of Service: 1996-2000 United States Marine Corps; 2001-Present California Air National Guard/United States Air Force
Decorations: Marine Corps Good Conduct Medal, Armed Forces Expeditionary Medal, Armed Forces Reserve Medal, Global War on Terrorism Service Medal, National Defense Service Medal, Air Reserve Forces Meritorious Service Medal, Small Arms Expert Marksmanship Ribbon (Rifle and Pistol), Marine Corps Expert Rifle Badge (2nd award)
Tours of duty: 11th Marine Expeditionary Unit June-December 1999
I have encountered subtle and not-so-subtle pressure regarding religious belief from time to time. While it has not often been an issue for day-to-day service, religious influence and privilege are pervasive, both in the active and reserve forces. I have noticed, however, that more of my comrades are keeping their heads up during prayer services disguised as formations (the only way to know this being to keep your own head up!). As an officer nearing the end of my twenty years, I have developed more confidence speaking out against religious statements phrased as policy. I have also been more outspoken regarding the excess of political conservatism in the service, which seems to go hand in hand with religious extremism. Military personnel, and junior personnel specifically, are more likely to be pressured to conform, so it is imperative that those of us who have been around a while exercise leadership in promoting the secular values our country and military were founded on.
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Army National Guard Sergeant Donald Ferguson
Specialty: Combat Engineer, Radio Operator-Maintainer, Automated Logistical Specialist
Dates of Service: 1998 to present
Decorations: Purple Heart, Iraq Campaign Medal, Army Commendation (2 awards), Army Achievement (3 awards), Joint Meritorious Unit Award, Meritorious Unit Commendation, Army Good Conduct Medal, Reserve Components Achievement Medal (6 awards), National Defense Service Medal, Global War on Terror Expeditionary, Global War on Terror Service, Utah National Guard Commendation Medal, Armed Forces Reserve Medal (Mobilized), Combat Action Badge
Tours of duty: Baghdad Iraq 2003-2004, Tallil Iraq 2005-2006
I was raised as a Mormon in Utah. Everyone around me, neighbors, friends, family, extended family were all Mormons too. I believed because I never had a reason to question things. At the age of 19 I served a two-year proselytizing mission for the church. I joined the Army at the age of 25, by that point I had begun to question some things about the church, but I still considered myself a Mormon and still attended services all through basic training and AIT. Once back home and drilling with my unit, I met a few soldiers who were not Mormons or liberal Mormons, or ex-Mormons, those guys working alongside believing Mormons led to many, many interesting discussions where more and more I belonged on the side of rational skepticism. It was 1999 or 2000 and Carl Sagan’s book Demon Haunted World made me realize I could no longer believe the irrational. I quit going to church and no longer considered myself a Mormon, but it was 2008 and the church’s involvement in California’s Proposition 8 that made me decide I could no longer tolerate any affiliation with the organization, so I formally requested my name be removed from the church roster. At that point I was refused new dog tags to update the religion block with ‘atheist’ or ‘humanist’ so I just had my own made online. One says ‘atheist’ the other says ‘secularhumanist’ (had to make it all one word, but it fit). Like many here I have stood quietly through invocations at formal ceremonies or dinners, and through prayers for strength and safety before combat operations.
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Army Private 1st Class Ian Wilson
Specialty: Cryptologic Linguist
Dates of Service: June 2010 - Present
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Navy Reserve Petty Officer 3rd Class William Chambers
Specialty: Diesel Mechanic
Dates of Service: 2007 - present
Tours of duty: 2008 - 2009 Iraq
I haven’t had a big problem with this really. I wasn’t yet open about my beliefs or certain yet at that point in time. It has not been a quick process. You know undoing 30 years of upbringing and life experience, but I believe it is right. And about prayer in combat? whatever keeps you sane. I might utter some words if i were scared to death or something, I dunno I might not. You would certainly be able to think more clearly in a critical situation though if you didn’t have to think about what time it was and whether you missed your prayer. whether you slipped up and said a curse word you could use all your mental effort to find a way to complete your mission and/or survive the situation. sometimes that little bit helps. it also doesn’t help if you are blinded by thinking that god is going to miraculously abracadabra your butt out of a bind either. Because it will not happen. you will die. I will say this though about religious tolerance, the first friend I made after bootcamp was a girl who was born and raised muslim and still is muslim. her husband is an active duty marine. I later deployed with her and went to “A” school (job training) with her as well. She is a great friend. Some people might think …“oh no a muslim”… but they would be ignorant.
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Army Major Domingos Robinson
Specialty: Army Band Officer
Dates of Service: August 1998 - Present
I’ve been an agnostic most of my life and an atheist for almost half my life. I’ve never encountered any problems being an atheist in the military, and even have a good friend who is a chaplain (and he knows I’m an atheist). But, the overt religiousness of the military does get old sometimes. The strangest thing was having a chaplain provide support to my change of command ceremonies, knowing that not only did the other people participating in the ceremony expect a chaplain, so did everyone attending. I wonder how it looked for me to stand up there with my head high, eyes forward during the invocation…
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Air Force Airman 1st Class Patrick Madden
Member of RAF Lakenheath AF
Specialty: Fuels Vehicle Mechanic, Fuels Distribution Operator
Dates of Service: 15 May 2009 - Present
Decorations: Air Force Overseas Ribbon Short, Global War on Terrorism Expiditionary Medal, Air Force Expeditionary Service Ribbon
Tours of duty: Ali Al Salem Kuwait Operation New Dawn Jun 2010, Aviano Italy Operation Odyssey Dawn May 2010-Mar 2011
I do not believe in a god and I have served my country without a god. I won’t fall to my knees and pray in combat when I could do something more productive with my time like reload, use the radio, or perform Buddy Care. I think if people want to pray in the Military then they should do it at the Chapel or in their home with their family.
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Air Force 2nd Lieutenant Madison Scaccia
Specialty: Logistics Readiness
Dates of Service: Aug 2011 - present
I used to be afraid of my atheism. As a child, I tried so hard to believe. I did the youth groups, the Bible study, all of that. It never clicked. It never made sense to me. Everyone tells you to work hard and to push yourself, but then, at the end of it, you’re supposed to thank god? What gives? In high school, I asked myself: honestly, do I believe this stuff? When I realized the answer was a resounding “no”, I finally decided enough was enough, and that I wasn’t going to buy into it anymore. I’m fine with religion for the most part. If someone wants to live their life based on a theistic doctrine, that’s fine by me. What really gets me is the fact that every military event I attend begins with an “invocation”, meaning “prayer”. I was given the opportunity to give an invocation at an ROTC event a few years ago, and not once did I reference a god. It IS possible to remind your fellow service members to think about their deployed buddies, to keep their families in your thoughts, to remember the ones you lost without going through a deity first. I do admit that this specific tradition is part of the military culture, and not something I want to speak out against at the risk of putting personal beliefs before the mission. However, when it all hits the fan, I’ll be depending on the airman next to me, not god. If you’ve got my back, I don’t really care WHAT you believe. My dog tags say “Atheist” and it’s not something I’m PROUD of; it just IS.
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Army National Guard Sergeant 1st Class Casey Braden
Specialty: CBRN (Chemical, Biological, Radiological, Nuclear)
Dates of Service: June 1999 - Present
Decorations: Army Commendation Medal (x2), Army Achievement Medal (x3), National Defense Service Medal, Global War on Terrorism Expeditionary Medal, Army NCO Professional Development Ribbon, Army Service Ribbon, Army Reserves Overseas Training Ribbon
Tours of duty: Operation Noble Eagle October 2003-June 2005, Operation Enduring Freedom July 2011-Present
I recently had someone learn that I was an atheist and say, “But you are one of the nicest, happiest people I know! That doesn’t make any sense!” I aim to change people’s opinions about what it means to be an atheist, and to show that you don’t need belief in some supernatural being to be a good person. I also think that the military needs to realize that not everyone in their ranks is a Christian, and that Chaplain-led Christian prayers in formation are grossly inappropriate. It seems that our Chaplain believes that if he prefaces every prayer with “I invite you to pray in your faith tradition as I pray in mine,” it makes it all okay.
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Marine Master Gunnery Sergeant Cody Heaps
Specialty: Intelligence Chief
Dates of Service: January 1991 - Present
Decorations: Bronze Star Medal, Navy and Marine Corps Commendation Medal, Joint Service Achievement Medal, Navy and Marine Corps Achievement Medal (2nd award), Combat Action Ribbon
Tours of duty: 2011-Pres 3D Marine Logistics Group Okinawa Japan, 2008-2011 1st Marine Aircraft Wing Okinawa Japan, 2007-2008 MNSTC-I Baghdad Iraq, 2006-2007 1st Marine Aircraft Wing Okinawa Japan, 2005-2006 6TH Marine Regiment Camp Lejeune NC, 2004-2005 24th Marine Expeditionary Unit (OIF2-1, 2-2, 3-1), 2002-2003 2nd Intelligence Battalion (OIF), 2001-2002 Joint Military Intelligence College Washington DC, 2000-2001 Navy & Marine Corps Intelligence Training Center Dam Neck VA, 1998-1999 HMM-266 (24th MEU) New River Air Station NC, 1996-1997 6TH Marine Regiment Camp Lejeune NC, 1996 JAC Molesworth England, 1995-1996 6TH Marine Regiment Camp Lejeune NC, 1994-1995 JTF-160 Cuba, 1994-1995 1st Battalion, 2nd Marines Camp Lejeune NC, 1993 2nd Battalion, 2nd Marines Camp Lejeune NC, 1991-1992 B Co Marine Barracks Philippines, 1991 MCRD, MCT & SOI Rifleman San Diego and Camp Pendleton CA
I started rejecting the theists’ claims in summer 2009 while serving as an elder in the 7th Day Adventist Church. After 40+ years of faithful Christian service in two fundamental faiths, Latter-Day Saints (Missionary & Temple Worker) and 7th Day Adventist, I accepted the position that God is a myth and religions are a scam, based on exhaustive study in comparative religions and everything associated with the “New Atheist” Movement. Bottom Line: God never revealed himself to me so I had no reason to continue the delusion. I actually care if my beliefs are true and nothing infuriates me more than a theist who lacks the courage to be intellectually honest. So far, I have had a chaplain and former pastor admit, after hours of intense discussion, that they don’t know if God exists either. Outside of a few faith-heads, most Marines I talk with are ambivalent, especially younger ones, towards the nature and existence of God. I hold no honor for anyone who ‘lies for the Lord’ so most chaplains just look sheepish and cowardly after they discover my secular, atheist position. So far, no worries but hell at this point in my career, take your best shot - I am ready!
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Air Force Tech Sergeant Kenneth Labelle
Specialty: Cryptologic Language Analyst
Dates of Service: 2 Jan 2002 - Present
Decorations: Joint Commendation Medal (one oak leaf cluster), Air Force Achievement Medal, Army Achievement Medal
Tours of duty: Jan 2002 - Feb 2002, Basic Training, Lackland AFB; Feb 2002 - June 2003, Presidio of Monterey, CA; June 2003-June 2005, Beale AFB, CA; June 2005 - June 2008, Misawa AB, Japan; June 2008 - Present, Goodfellow AFB, TX. 2 deployments to Baghdad, Iraq - July 2006-January 2007, March 2010-September 2010
With regards to hazardous duty, as mentioned in my tours above, I’ve been deployed to Iraq twice as an analyst. 2006 was definitely more hairy, but I honestly had a harder time the 2nd time around in 2010. More political stresses than combat, it seemed. As to prayer in combat, as long as its done privately and doesn’t hamper accomplishment of the mission, I have no problem with it. But the military doesn’t seem to see it that way, particularly the private side of it. My biggest issue currently is the tendency of the military to trot out a chaplain at every major event - be it a commanders call, change of command ceremony, drill competition, etc - and have them ask everyone to bow their heads and pray to “the Lord”, apparently meaning Jesus. It’s bad enough being an atheist and having to hear that (not that I bow my head, I usually spend the prayer looking around to see how many other non-praying people I can spot), but I can’t imagine how offensive it must be to people there who may privately worship other things. It does not fit with the party line in the military that we support freedom of religion and/or religious tolerance. Its official endorsement of Christianity, as far as I’m concerned.
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Air Force Lieutenant Colonel Christine Legawiec
Board Member
Specialty: C-130 Pilot
Dates of Service: 1996-present
Decorations: Aerial Achievement, Meritorious Service, GWOT Service
Tours of duty: Kuwait, 2000; Balkans, 2000-2005; OEF, 2001-2005; OIF, 2003-2004, ONE, 2008
No atheists in foxholes? Really? So when things get tough I’m supposed to forget my training, put away my courage and just pray? No way. I have to count on me, on my crew, and on my fellow service members to do our jobs to the best of our ability. Our lives depend on it. If you stop performing the mission to pray, you are putting all of us at risk.
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Coast Guard Petty Officer 3rd Class Richard Carrier
Specialty: Sonar (operation, maintenance, and repair of all sonar and torpedo systems); Duty Gunner’s Mate; Flight Deck Firefighter
Dates of Service: September 1990 to August 1992
Decorations: (1) National Defense Service Medal, (2) USCG Marksman Ribbon
Tours of duty: Training Center Cape May (New Jersey), Security Clearances Division (1990); Fleet Antisubmarine Warfare Training Center Pacific (FLEASWTRACENPAC) San Diego (California) (1990-2991); USCGC Sherman (WHEC 720) Pacific Northwest Patrol (1991-1992)
Certainly when I was in service the Coast Guard had a strong contingent of liberals and progressives in all ranks devoted to its peacetime law enforcement and search and rescue mission, and in result the entire force was professionally secular in all active components and very accommodating of diverse religious views in private affairs. Pretty much the way the rest of the services should be.
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Army Reserve Staff Sergeant Louis Goldstein
Specialty: 12B Combat ENG. Spent my year in AFG as a squad leader and member of a Route Clearance Platoon that cleared over 100 IEDs during our year in country.
Dates of Service: Nov2002-current
Decorations: Bronze Star, Purple Heart x2, Army Commendation Medal x2 1w “V” for Valor, Army Achievement Medal
Tours of duty: 20 Aug 2010 - 20 Aug 2011
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Marine Sergeant Joshua Greenfield
Specialty: Combat Camera
Dates of Service: April 2004 - April 2012
Decorations: (1) Afghanistan Campaign Medal, (1) Iraq Campaign Medal, (1) Global War on Terrorism Service Medal, (2) Marine Corps Good Conduct Medal, (1) National Defense Service Medal, (1) NATO Medal-ISAF Afghanistan, (1) Navy and Marine Corps Achievment Medal, (3) Sea Service Deployment Ribbon
Tours of duty: Iraq: Feb 2005 - Feb 2006. Afghanistan: April 2009 - April 2010, March 2011 - Present
Being a Marine and an atheist is an interesting challenge. The three pillars that the Corps values are founded on are “God, Country, and Corps.” I can honestly say that I’ve never been discriminated against personally, but that’s only because I generally don’t make my atheism public. But I will definitely speak up when I hear a fellow Marine spouting ignorant religious dogma. Most of them don’t even know why they’re religious in the first place! That being said, it sometimes feels like I’m the only one. I know that’s not true at all, which is why I joined this group, to meet other atheists in the military. There’s one thing I know for certain, that if it wasn’t for religion, I wouldn’t be stuck in this hell hole of a country fighting an invisible enemy. Atheists as a whole need to be more assertive, with respect, to help people see the folly of their archaic beliefs. I know it’s not easy, but I’m in it for the long haul. Let’s get organized and let others know we’re here!
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Navy Master Chief Petty Officer Larry Bucher
Specialty: Communications
Dates of Service: 1952-56, 1958-77
Decorations: Two Navy Achievement Medals and about eight geographical medals
Tours of duty: 1952-53 boot camp and a service school. 1953-54 USS Iowa. 1954-55 Naples Italy. 1955-56 London England. 1958-59 another service school (converted me from Teleman to Radioman). 1959-61 NAVCOMMSTA Asmara (Ethiopia). 1962 USS Rhodes. 1963-65 Naples again. 1966 USS Franklin D Roosevelt. 1967-68 NAVSUPPACT Danang. 1969-71 Asmara again. 1971-73 Naval Air Station Dallas TX. 1974-77 COMCRUDESGRU TWO (cruiser-destroyer group, rear admiral’s staff) Newport RI briefly then Charleston SC.
Although I spent 19 months in-country Vietnam, it was in a relatively safe rear area and I never experienced anything resembling combat, never carried a weapon, and never felt myself in any imminent danger, not even during Tet. Plus another five-six months on a ship offshore. I’m reasonably sure that if ever in combat the closest thing to a prayer I might have uttered would have been, “Oh, shit!” In 1952 boot camp we were told that everyone had to go to a religious service Sunday morning – unless you had identified yourself as an atheist on your enlistment papers. But it was apparent that it was not being enforced, no names taken, so after the first couple weeks only the incorrigibly devout continued to attend. On my first ship a friend and I were caught on the quarterdeck when the chaplain came on the PA system for the evening prayer. Masters-at-arms yelled at us to take off our hats. We did. In Naples a friend was hassled when he reenlisted; he had indicated atheist on his reenlistment papers, some meddler in personnel brought it to the chaplain’s attention and the chaplain called him in for spiritual reclamation. Neither converted the other. In Danang I had to get the chaplain’s initials on my request for six-month extension. It went well until the end, when he asked my religion. “None, sir.” I had no choice but to endure his grumpy disapprobation which was thankfully brief, and included indictment of Radiomen in general. Some of my sailors had earlier earned his disapproval. In the 50s, beards were legal with prior approval, but as beards became identified with hippies, radicals, the 60s counterculture, they fell out of fashion were banned in 1982.
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Air Force Staff Sergeant Nathan Meier
Specialty: Financial Management and Accounting
Dates of Service: 1998 - Present
Decorations: Air Force Achievement Medal, AF Good Conduct Medal (x4), National Defense Service Medal, Global War On Terrorism Expeditionary Medal, Global War on Terrorism Service Medal, Air Force Expeditionary Service Ribbon with Gold Border
Tours of duty: 1998 - 2002 Ramstien AFB Germany, 2002 - 2005 Little Rock AFB AR, 2005 - 2009 Misawa AB Japan, Jan 2009 - Jun 2009 Ali Al Salem Kuwait, 2009 - Present Vance AFB OK
I was a Christian when I joined and subsequently became a Chapel rope during Tech School. I stood up for the unpopular Wiccans at the time who had a Chapel Rope of their own which I thought was really great. Later after studying more about alternative religions I fell into the “No Religious Preference” crowd. In my search for religion and a way to describe my beliefs I found no religion. Now I am proud of my secular beliefs and made sure to update all of my records so that they reflect that in the best way possible. I have not had any problems though I know the more active I get in the community to try and educate the public on Secular beliefs I will encounter some.
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Army 1st Lieutenant Landon Fisher
Specialty: 11A, Infantry Officer
Dates of Service: 29 May 2009 - Present
Decorations: Bronze Star, Global War on Terror Service Medal, National Defense Service Medal, Afghan Campaign Service Medal (two campaigns), Army Service Ribbon, Overseas Service Ribbon, Nato Service Medal.
Tours of duty: Afghanistan (Feb 11 - Nov 11)