Side effects take a while to accumulate at times
Both sdrol and tren have fairly pronounced reputations for inducing what you’re experiencing. I mentioned to be careful prior to use in relation to implementing superdrol (I said watch out for hyper/hypoglycaemia), I believe I recommended monitoring blood sugar.
You aren’t invincible, you may think you are due to familial history, being (acutely) fine on high dosages but you need to think about long term or even intermediate repercussions. You’ve had a serious hypoglycaemic episode due to what I’m almost certain is uncontrolled type 2 diabeties, yet you’re adament a gram of tren is fine for you (long term).
At this point I’m bowing out, you do whatever you feel is best, whatever consequence arises isn’t my problem. When you arrive in the ER because shit has hit the fan (this is a when, not if at this point), don’t act like it wasn’t a premeditated event
I apologise for my attitude, I’m 100% being a dick right now. I don’t believe there is anything I can say or do that will stop you from systematically destroying yourself, and it enrages and upsets me to see someone other than myself who I care about (in terms of you’re health and well-being) indulge in relentless self destruction in terms of you’re physical, emotional and mental health and well-being, relationships with others and more. Perhaps I’m a hypocrite here, as I’m indulging in my fair share of self destructive behaviour here in Europe, but to equate my behaviour to the internal damage induced by 1 g tren (long term) I reckon perhaps three weeks of smoking three packs per day, snorting large amounts cocaine nightly whilst binge drinking whilst using MDMA on the weekends and eating fast food for every meal would equate to 2 months of 1000mg tren, high dose sdrol, test, uncontrolled blood sugar and letting BP run wild (unless hypertensive crisis occurs, then acutely extremely dangerous). This is purely a hypothetical example just to be clear, I haven’t been doing this in Europe haha. One can say “nope, the first scenario is more harmful”… and I’d disagree, I’d say with this level of PED use they’re about the same, esp if you’re brushing with the concept of inducing a diabetic coma.
I suppose what irritates me the most is the fact that you’ve decided to use (and I’m not going to judge or say you’re not doing the right thing, this is you’re individualistic choice) such high dosages prior to even going to you’re first meet. This game is a marathon, not a race and you’ve decided to haphazardly use an equivalent of 5g test + at a bodyweight of around 180-190 to progress, when you could’ve easily made progress (perhaps just as good if not better) at lower dosages. Then there’s the complications that arise from uncontrolled type 2 diabeties… some of these complications are just nasty…
You may need high dosages later on, but currently it appears you’re relying on drugs and ONLY drugs to progress, at this point in you’re career that hasn’t even taken off yet you’re dosing is absurd. You’d barely even completed you’re first cycle, and decided to instantly jump on enormous doses.
Yes, you can put up some damn good numbers, but without THAT dose of tren, where would you be? I hypothesise at my bodyweight, if I hopped on what you’re on and trained for strength I’d be smashing records for my age and weight class within 5 months or so. The amount of drugs you’re using will downregulate you’re AR quite a bit, and to continually progress (if reliant on drugs), you’ll need higher and higher dosages
What do you think you’ll be using in five years from now when you’re career takes off? Do you expect to make it to 30? At the moment, that may be a stretch… if you’re going to use high dosages like this you need to stop being so callous
REGULAR cardiac evaluations, monitoring of glucose, blood lipids, liver and renal function is imperative… if you can catch an issue before it becomes serious (unlike now), you have a far higher chance of getting out alive.
What you’re doing at the moment is “I want to be the best, so before I’ve competed and tried my hand in trying to make a career out of this I’m going to use the highest dose of drugs possible, without thinking about long term implications because yolo and I don’t particularly care if I die tomorrow”. The mentality you’ve acquired on tren has also been somewhat of an unhealthy transformation. It may take someone else to point it out to you… but you’re judgement/decision making at this point appears to be impaired.
The “but I want to compete” rhetoric is no excuse at this point… fine, you want to compete… use drugs, blast heavily even if that’s you’re motto, but the dosages you’re using now and the durations (wanting to cruise long term on a gram of tren… perhaps you’re using 1.5-2 grams now I don’t know) is overkill.
With anabolics as I’ve said before, the first perceivable sign of serious toxicity is unexpected, asymptomatic sudden cardiac death, a healthy lifestyle can only make up for so much, when you’ve got 50x natural male physiology running through you’re veins at all times the notion of longevity is well out the window. You have family, friends, a girlfriend and more… how do you think they’ll feel when you drop at a very young age? Not caring about this at all is a profoundly selfish ideology to have, however if this thought doesn’t phase you then it is what it is I guess.
You can be pissed off with me at this point for bringing these qualms to light, I just felt I had to get it off my chest. I don’t want to see you die, but at this point I don’t think there’s much I can do so I’m bowing out of the situation. If you were using these dosages a few years down the line I wouldn’t have a problem with it… but you’re career in powerlifting hasn’t even started yet
I like you, you seem like a cool dude. But I don’t think you’re realistically comprehending the consequences and sheer level of danger associated with you’re current situation
@Singhbuilder out of curiosity did you use 7-900mg tren before you’re first ever competition?