I am still alive.
Actually quit the tren after 13 weeks, 4 days ago. Felt like I had been hit by a fucking truck towards the end. It was time to finish. By body was finally telling me: enough is enough. Liver was stressed to the hilt and people were telling me I was starting to look yellow. FUCK! I decided it was time to stop, no more for the tren. I couldent push it further without feeling like I needed to check myself into accident and emergency.
Let me tell you, Tren is fucking magic. Let me repeat: IT IS FUCKING MAGIC. If you have legit tren and you make it to 2g of tren. You will get dick skin shredded despite pounding all the carbs in the world. Don’t let anyone bullshit you on that. But never again lmao. Lean as fuck, veins over everywhere and, literally no subcutaneous fat left. But with tren, it gradually just wears you dow and down and down. You feel emotionally flat, zoned out and just fucking lethargic all the time. Despite regular naps during the day.
Test - I feel amazing. Tren, you eventually end up feeling like an 80 year old dude and one day, sides that are manageable become magnified all at once. That is tren telling you: give up now. This might happen at 8 weeks, 12 weeks. For me, it was 13.
Honestly, the reason for taking tren was simply to squeeze into a lower weight class for my upcoming meet. The problem was, I underestimated how much mass I had gained and fat I had lost. I was literally carrying too much muscle for the lower weight class. With not much fat on me, I had little room to go down. So 3 weeks before Xmas, I increased the tren dose to 2g (very risky fucking move) and went harsh on the diet. But I knew the tren would help cling to every bit of strength and muscle I had. Holy mother of god. Shredded. I couldent keep up. I felt so aweful and I could not push the diet harder. I felt 3 weeks away from a bodybuilding stage. Having little fat on me, messed with my recovery and during deadlifts I strained my right glute muscle. Totally pulled me back in terms of meet prep. My body shredded like crazy, but my recovery went to shit.
After Xmas, I decided to just ditch the tren and maintain on a higher weight class. Feel so much better now and my strength is re climbing. Glute is recovering. Back to a moderate dose of test at the moment.
I wish I took pictures because despite pounding the food, veins all over your abs was a sight. But it was holding me back in terms of powerlifting. Having such a low body fat was asking for it in terms of major injury. I needed to take a step back and realise this is me trying to be a bodybuilding competitor and not a powerlifting one. Stupid fucking move on my part.
Basically I have my meet on 4 weeks. Competing in the 90kg class. Let’s just say that Tren took my body composition to new heights. More than I could have imagined. Even on a 1000g of carbs. At 2g of tren, I was so sick of hammering carbs and shit foods just to keep me half human on tren. My body was shutting down. At the rate I was going, I was getting closer to a hospital bed rather than the meet.
Things are good now. Test has brought my sex drive back, appetite and yesterday was the first night I fully slept.
Test treats me well. Why the fuck did I decide to cut weight???
From here on out, I am just wanting to get as strong as possible. No more cutting, no more tren. Just test only with the occasional oral 4 weeks before a meet
My tren experience.