I’m kinda disapointed to where bodybuilding took my body.
I’m 31 years old and i don’t understand what am i doing wrong. Everybody seems to be bigger than me .If i trained lightly or didn’t took training seriously i wouldn’t even question myself about it. But i think it is not the case.
It seems to me that i’m the one who is lifting the heavier weights in the gym. I deadlift every week. I squat. I eat my protein.The only thing i never tried is steroids.
When i take off my shirt, i don’t look anywhere near like a “natural” bodybuilder. i look like someone who trains just like everyone else.
I use 465 pound to deadlift 5 series of 5 reps with smaller plates so i can bring it up from a deficit. I don’t see anybody in the gym working as hard or heavy as i do.
i deadlift. i squat.i always go heavy
What is this that i’m doing wrong? Or there is nothing wrong and i just reached a natual limit ? Am i setting unrealistic goals ?
I don’t believe that everybody who is bigger than me is taking steroids, i refuse to believe in that excuse.
Of course, getting phisically stronger is good, but i don’t use my strenght nearly as often as i use my looks.
I don’t think i look bad, but i don’t think lifting a ton of weight is paying off the way it should.
Does anybody feel the same sometimes ?