Cal: No that was a vacation for her. She went to several other countries in Africa too. “Yes, The animals were nice,” she said weakly. She’s a very strong woman–did death penalty cases for long time–it’s hard for me to see her so despondent.
Lula: I guess there is a silver lining. I do need to work on my squats. And yes, the sciatic pain has been going on too long. I think the rehab/corrective stuff is helping me. I got some quick and early relief, but I actually feel a little worse today. Not sure why. Progress is not always forward I guess.
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5-5-5 MP/Pullups
MP did some.
Rehab stuff did more.
Pullups:
The assignment was 10x10. Like the goal of 25, I’ve wanted to be able to do 10x10 for a long time.
I felt a little shitty through the first set. And things didn’t get any easier for me. I don’t know why. I thought about running. Sometimes, on a day when you’re supposed to be adding distance, those early miles hurt. And you worry, “If I’m struggling at 8 miles, a distance I have run many times before, how am I supposed to get to 12?”
The secret is not to panic. Take each mile as it comes. I tried to do that with the pullups today. I told myself that if I was smart, if I rested appropriately and didn’t panic I could make it. I got through 8 sets okay. Not great, but I did them. On the 9th set, I thought, “Don’t fuck this up. Because if you get through these than it counts. Hit the reset buttom and let the real work begin. All of those other sets, don’t matter–easy, hard, who cares. The only set that counts is set 10. You’ve done 9 sets before.”
Yeah I choked. I fucking missed. Totally. I only got 9. Mother fucker. I was so angry with myself, that I decided to grant myself a do-over. I?d try set 9 again. I got 8. God damn-it. I tried again. I got 6.
It?s so hard for me not to beat myself up on the pullup bar when I fall short of what I want to accomplish. And that?s all I?m going to say about the rest of that workout. Besides FUCK, FUCK, FUCK.