[quote]buddaboy wrote:
[quote]Singhbuilder wrote:
[quote]buddaboy wrote:
[quote]BONEZ217 wrote:
[quote]Singhbuilder wrote:
commencement of future cycle.[/quote]
???
seriously?
Youve almost certainly destroyed your HPTA at this point. Why are you still entertaining the idea of cycling? The shutdown/recovery/shutdown/recovery process is wreaking havoc on your system.
Go on trt, blast and cruise and be done with it.
You are putting all these extra drugs in your body for no reason.
Obviously it’s your body and your choice but youre clearly being naive about your current situation. [/quote]
Singbuilder: Bonez has beaten me to the punch. I was planning on saying exactly this to you, albeit with a little more sugar coating. The prospect of HRT is daunting, I know, I’ve been there, but if you always plan on training, using AAS on and off, and having a great sex life,whilst actually KEEPING your gains, then it’s the best option. I procrastinated for years and wasted all of that time as far as gains are concerned, and probably (I can’t prove this) stressed my body MORE with the repeated attempts at recovering.
I was in EXACTLY the same position as you. You have two choices now: stop using AAS, recover as best as possible and forget about using AAS again, whilst hoping you recover fully.
Your endocrine system, like mine, is NOT robust enough for cycling. HRT is the most viable option, life is short, too short to be skinny and weak with a tanked libido and void of the capacity to maintain an erection.
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I understand that if I have in fact destroyed my HPTA axis that TRT will be my only route. The only thing holding me back from TRT at this point is the ability to have a child (or a couple lol). If there was no impact on fertility with TRT I would be on it right now.
I have looked into freezing sperm but it seems its quite an expensive process.
My best bet would be to recover, stop AAS, have kids then jump on TRT.[/quote]
I asked exactly the same question before I went on HRT (I posted it in this forum actually), and that is why HCG is included in a proper HCG protocol.
If I were you I WOULD, however try and recover to the best of my ability and try out Triptelorin.
Good luck my friend…
BB
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And now that you are on HRT im sure you feel great, however what is your stance on fertility now? You have included hCG into your HRT program, are you convinced this will ensure that you remain as fertile as possible?
Also if you dont mind me asking how old are you?
To be honest since my last cycle which ended in december 2010 I have not felt as good as I felt when I was on the latest cycle, even though my bloods were normal and in the mid range I still didnt feel just quite there if that makes sense.
I suppose I have alot of thinking to do…