Not at all!
I’m extremely guilty of the whole not doing whats good for me. If I were to have done the sensible thing, which would be to follow a program, say 5/3/1 and programmed in strongman/weightlifting at a reasonable pace, I probably wouldn’t be as broken as I am now.
Simply put, I was greedy and I’m paying the price for it. Funny thing is, I’m STILL greedy. The only reason why I’m running smolov is cause… I’ve very little interest in the deadlift and I somewhat loathe it to be honest and I believe that having a high squat will help a ton if/when I get back to weightlifting.
As for YOU. Don’t stop what you’re doing! I actually do follow your training log and you seem to be hitting some sort of volume PR every other week or something. That’s great news. **Imagine hitting a PR of some sort every other week for the next 3 years or so. That’s 78 different PRs. You’re gonna be one hell of a monster by then.
If you’re wondering bout the huge difference in your squat/deadlift, I wouldn’t sweat it. Maybe you’re lacking in the technique department in the squat or maybe you just have shitty leverages, it doesn’t matter. So long as they’re both going up, keep at it. Oh and posting videos once in a while doesn’t hurt.