Hello everyone, i have posted two threads before on these forums regarding my issues i have been going through with varicoceles that popped up around 2 years ago.
I am now about 8 months after my varicocelectomy operation, i had a follow up and everything seems to be good. Yet my symptoms still remain. I have very bad hypogonadal like symptoms i would like to deal with.
I have soft erections, penile shrinkage, really bad penile dryness, extreme fatigue to the point where my muscles joint and bones hurt constantly and i cant walk for more than 10 mins without having to catch my breath, im losing muscle, gaining fat around my waist, and my left testicle has shrunk completely.
I have done ALL required analysis, 3 hormonal panels, blood works, kidney analysis, urine analysis, sperm analysis, neurological analysis brain scan analysis you name it.
What i know until now is that i have a small pituitary adenoma, that doesnt seem to secrete prolactin nor growth hormone according to endocrinologists so they didnt prescribe anything like dostinex.
I also have azoospermia and i am below the normal level of fertility due to low mobility of sperm. My testosterone levels seem to be in the average range between 500-600 but my symptoms STILL remain.
Is it possible that i may be having symptoms despite my “average” Test levels? Is it possible that my natural levels were way higher than that average level and doctors are completely incapable of helping me out due to their ignorance in TRT and male health issues? They are all telling me i have psychological issues and i simply am fed up! Are they so unable to treat patients that had varicoceles in the past? Are they truly all this fucking dumb in the medical “industry”? Because thats what it is. They have completely drained me of all my money and will to live.
I am going to an Andrologist on thursday and i hope he can help me out, because i have another year of university coming up and i am losing all hope, i wont be able to make it through the year like this. I simply dont have the energy to, im like a sack of meat sitting on a chair all day long unable to be the man i used to be.
Is it possible to re-grow my testes with some clomid and HCG? I’ve asked a lifting friend about this and they advised me NOT to take it as it would cause me gynecomastia. And honestly thats the least of my worries at the moment. I simply want something, anything, to boost me up and get me back to where i was. I’m 23 and i cant sleep with a woman anymore or go to the bloody gym.
If nothing helps out, i might opt out for full on TRT and since my levels are “average” as the numbers tell me, and use small amounts of T-Gel to get the health benefits with some HCG EOD and Anastrozole. Any suggestions are appreciated, i am willing to also post my latest (1 month old) hormonal panels.