Hey guys/gals,
I’m sure that common sense prevails here, and I doubt that I’ll get any general advice that I couldn’t figure out for myself… but maybe some of you guys have specific tips/ideas that’ll help me out.
(Not so) quick background:
30/M/6’1"/215lbs… lifted a little in high school and college, but never made any real gains, so I gave up (didn’t know anything about nutrition or anything else, really). After 10 years of pretty much drinking and farting around, trying diets to lose the beer gut, I decided enough was enough. Been lifting seriously and eating right (by comparison) since November. Made pretty awesome progress right out of the box.
I knew that those beginner’s gains wouldn’t last and I’d just have to keep plugging away, and was happy to do so. I loved lifting. It was the most theraputic thing in the world for me. I read everything I could find, wasted a lot of work hours on T-Nation, thought about the gym all the time. I still made gains, but not as fast, but I was proud of myself and the fact that, at 30, I’ve never looked or felt better.
It was a Good Thing.
Then, one day, I decided to see how much I could press overhead. Used a Hammer Strength “Behind the Neck Press” machine. Normally I don’t do anything behind the neck, but I guess I figured if it was a machine, it would restrict me to a safe ROM.
Wrong.
Felt a little ping in my left shoulder/neck, and while it didn’t bother me too much then, after a night of sleeping on it wrong, I sure felt it the next day. Nevertheless, I had to move some heavy equipment… my left arm was aching and considerably weaker. It hurt bad. Then, I slept on it wrong again.
I was all fucked up. My left arm was, for all intents and purposes, useless.
Fast forward a month… I’d been through physical therapy (mostly a waste of time and money), and hadn’t had an honest workout in all that time. Some of my PT took place in the gym, low weight, high reps, but I don’t think they were really working on what I actually injured and they sure didn’t want me to work hard.
So, here I am. Shoulder doesn’t really hurt anymore (occasional twinges if I move it the wrong way)… back in the gym and trying to get the fire back. To be honest, I don’t enjoy it as much as I did and it’s starting to feel like a bit of a chore.
Could be my imagination, but my gains seem to have melted away… it’s really discouraging.
Anyways, I’m still eating “right”, still lifting. My presses don’t seem to have suffered too much, but my pulls are atrocious. My whole left arm is riddled with “weak spots”. Curling? Forget about it… the left arm just isn’t there. Rows? I can pull 70lbs with my left arm maybe 7 or 8 times with less-than-perfect form… could pull it all day with my right. Cable flyes… my chest wants to do the work, but my left shoulder will occasionally just “give”. Doesn’t hurt or anything… it’s just like somebody pulled the plug on my left arm. I could go on, but you get the point.
What really sucks is, I had a goal in mind for late July (basically to look a shitload better at this year’s Company Beach Party than last year). I was going to meet this goal until I hurt my shoulder. Now, while I might be in slightly better shape, I doubt anybody’d be able to tell at this point. It’s really been a huge setback.
So, my concerns are as follows:
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How do I best get my left arm back up to snuff? Less weight, more reps/better form? Twice as many sets for the left arm? Cheat reps? A combination of all three? Or is it, as I fear, simply a matter of time and I will reinjure it if I push too hard?
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How do I avoid imbalances? If I use the same (lighter) weight on both arms, then I’m afraid my right side will either stagnate or atrophy.
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How do I get the “fire” back? I still make sure that I get to the gym every day, but I’m getting closer and closer to finding convenient excuses to skip a day. Right now I’m slapping myself and saying “NO! You WILL go!”… but how long before I stop listening?
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What’s my best option to prepare for the Company Party? Should I keep trying to bulk, or should I try and cut as much as I can to uncover the gains I’ve made so far?
I know it seems silly to be so concerned about this “Company Party”, but after seeing pictures of me at the last one, I was really disgusted. Maybe a silly goal, but it’s MY goal.
Thanks for letting me vent here, and thanks in advance for any helpful advice. Once I feel “worthy”, I’ll post some pics, although I don’t think I have any good “before” pics.
Later!
Bob