Socialized Healthcare Cost Me My 20s, Starting Again at 30

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I grew up in an extremely rough part of London as a small ginger white kid got in fights constantly at school, in the streets etc to defend myself, got into knickboxing etc. Was small at 5 foot 9 but in good shape and tough, went from being bullied all the time to one of the tough kids in my postcode, road life etc.

At 21 I was jumped, had my head stamped on multiple times while unconsciouss and stabbed left for dead in a side street by a group from another postcode looking for revenge. I was found by a passerby and though I died for a minute I was resuscitated and recovered. For years i felt awful, couldn’t muster energy to get out of bed. I had blood work done MULTIPLE TIMES, had scans etc and yet they kept saying I was fine.

I couldn’t hold down a job or focus on anything at all, I was constantly freezing cold or boiling hot, I stopped growing my beard, I lost all my muscle mass and found I was gaining weight like crazy, my stomach got massive stretch marks making it look hideous etc.

Turns out in August after going for another blood test that I had shown almost ZERO testosterone in multiple tests that somehow no one had even noticed for a decade. A fucking decade of being told there was nothing wrong it was all psychological. Yet it turned out id been getting the same results every time.

I said fuck the NHS forever and went online and bought test E and started taking 500mg for a cycle. I gained over 20lbs in 16 weeks and kept it after coming off and waiting 5 weeks then running Clomid and Nolvadex.

I also ran HCG at 3000IU EOD and I am now far healthier and my testosterone jumped all the way to the highest end of the low range but still in the red bit just.

I have ordered loads of test, dbol, tren, superdrol etc as I was just going to say fuck it blast and cruise forever. But seeing my test jump so high compared to where it has been for a decade, not sure whether to do another cycle and HCG and clomid/Nolvadex againsee if I can jump start it even more, or just do what I was going to do and blast and cruise.

I simply refuse to go to the NHS ever again unless I am dying so whatever I do ill be doing it on my own without a doctor and using medichecks etc at most. Could use some experienced opinions.

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How long did you wait after finishing PCT to check your levels?

You’d get better responses if you would provide whatever bloodwork you have as well as information of any underlying conditions such as thyroid issues etc

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I checked my levels 3 weeks after the last clomid and tamofixen which i think is what Americans know as Nolvadex. Since I no longer trust the NHS I have not been back to get more medical advice seeing as they saw I was devoid of testosterone for a decade and told me I was fine.

I did ask a friend of the family who is retired but had his own medical practise and he said that the rebound could be from getting leaner and that he had patients who were hyper gonadal in their 30s while obese after health issues who took anabolics for a year and then came off them and had higher testosterone after recovering at a new healthy bodyweight and BF%. He is a very old man now though so I doubt he is up to date regarding medical science.

My level after PCT was 225 ng/dl where as before it was 82 ng/d.

I am still learning about this but that seemed a promising jump. And I am still over 30% fat so if I ran a TRT dose and did a few blasts to try and regain some more lost mass I thought I might be able to get into the bottom end of the “healthy” range.

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Just a short in the dark here guys but I was hoping I could get some answers regarding what could be causing the low testosterone after all this time and why doesn’t it affect my ability to get rock hard? should it not completely have crushed my erections etc?

I have a really big dick at over 8 inches and 5.6 inches girth and it still gets as hard as it did when I was younger. My twin brother has an equally big package and hes told me hes starting to have issues with his and thought it might be a size thing and issues with blood circulation or low testosterone and checked with me about if I have similar issues. He got his testosterone levels checked and his came back at 872ng/dl so its not being caused by him having low testosterone.

Also I seem to have no negative mood swings or irritability but I get crazy hot at ngiht and have to sleep with a fan on and windows open even in uk winter. Seems odd I would be able to get erections and not be extremely irritable with such low testosterone.

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Ok

You may have found the culprit. Damage to putuitary gland. Not uncommon for those who have sustained extensive head trauma to wind up with low T

No one needs to know about the size of your cock btw…

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I wasn’t w+aware you could more than double your testosterone after getting leaner if it was caused by brain damage…

I mean they do if its in the context of explaining im still getting hard which is rare for guys with big dicks due to erections being harder to maintain for us. Seems odd someone with such low testosterone would be getting very strong erections doesn’t it? Especially when I had less than 90ng/dl.

ED is the most common issue for people with large dicks and its due to blood flow, low testosterone etc. That seems to point to my testosterone not being low overall but being throttled or not used by my body properly in other areas, There is no testicular shrinkage whatsoever and they are the size of large eggs. That shouldn’t be the case if my testoserone is so low. Which is why the doctors didn’t even bother to glance at the testosterone results and were looking for other issues.

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So you’re saying the doctor determined your hpta function by measuring your dick?

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The doctor looked at his dick and said “what a MONSTER! That’ll be all…”

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No they basically didn’t even look at my testosterone levels they thought I had some form of illness from a complication of one of my surgeries. Then they contacted me after I did a private blood test and enquired why they hadn’t informed me I was hypergonadal and apologized and my GP who went pver my results multiple times faced internal disciplinary action and ended up leaving his practise over it.

His defense of why ne never even bothered to look was that I had no testicular atrophy at all and that I didn’t suffer any loss of sexual function. He said this wouldn’t be possible if I was at below 90ng/dl of testosterone.

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Not sure why when penis size comes up certain guys feel so insecure. Get the fuck over it bro and fuck out of my thread. Go do some jelqing on your own time.

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Did they check your estrogen levels?

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Yeah said I was an official sassy bitch. But I was born that way.

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Ok big sir

My penis very small

Your penis very big

:pray:

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My man tits are bigger than yours too.