OK, as promised here is my update:
I basically had a meltdown lol.
I believe as stated earlier my last batches of test were bunk and I had nothing to fall back on for the last few deca shots. My hormones and libido crashed like humpty dumpty.
Blood pressure through the roof, anxiety, sleeplessness, confusion, no libido, limp dick, no urge to work out at all.
After already being emotoinally vulnerable and reading online here and different forums the problems some people have coming back from deca and waiting too long before seeking a medical opinion, I went to my doctor.
I told him my regiment and what I was doing.
He was completely cool with the whole thing.
He is a teaching doctor at a major university hospital.
He said he will refer to some endocrinilogist collegues to help me out.
First thing is he took blood work. Lots of blood.
The results showed my prolactin was within normal range but my sex hormones were suppressed. I also still had lots of test in my system but it was only 2 weeks since my last deca shot.
He told me everything will return back to normal in time but I needed to lay off everything so they can get a baseline for my hormones for the next few months. And that If I didn’t come back, he could give me some things to help with that. I assume its low doses of test.
My blood pressure was 155 over something. I don’t remember the bottom number but its through the roof. He gave me some blood pressure medicine which has helped tremendously.
He also prescribed some viagra to help fill the gap until my guy starts working normally again.
So, that’s been about 2-3w weeks. Im talking HCGenerate and Post Cycle Unleashed Combo.
I cannot tell if they are helping or if my body is returning to normal but I feel much much better.
I will see him in another two months for follow up blood work to see how my body is returning to normal.
**I was also taking clomid and accutane toward the end. I was having a bad reaction to the accutane with brain pressure and blurry vision.
I left that off as well.
One thing I will say is that DECA had a profound effect on my body. Some of it good and some of it bad.
It transformed my physic. I am way bigger than I was previously, though Ive lost some of those gains becuase of this crash.
My sex drive was the highest I have ever encountered. I could fuck 3 times a day and it still wasn’t enough
But it also had bad side effects.
Acne blemished my entire upper torso. From arms, to chest, back, shoulders and neck. I am still waiting for this to clear all the way up.
And of course the hormonal and libido crash was significant.
I think this may have been lessened had my test been legitimate but who knows, it could have happened regardless.
I think I should have run HCG more regularly throughout the cycle and possible had something like letrozole?
Either way, I will update this as my body comes back till everything is fine.
In the meantime, Ill be stocking up for my eventual next cycle which will NOT include DECA. Possibly EQ