Simo - The Red Shoe Diaries (Part 1)

Starting weights and pics were above in post 8335.

In terms of gainz so far, I was 88kg at the start and weighed 91.1 on Friday, so 3kg gain in 2 weeks.

I didn’t take measurements but based on how my clothes fit I am bigger everywhere, shoulders, chest, arms, legs, ar$e and of course stomach !!
I am surprised at how much this program is effecting my upper body. I expected my legs to swell a little but right now it seems to be my pecs that are responding very well to higher rep higher frequency and of course more food.

I will do before and after summary at the end in 3 and a bit weeks time.

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100 burpees - they were hard

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Wed 11th May - SS W 3.2

Seated BNP
60 x 10 x 3 sets - 9, 9, 9
Shoulders are sore. Couple of extra reps which is good.

Bench
95 x 12 x 3 sets - (209 lbs) 11, 11, 10
Big papa pump. Happy with these again.

Bent over row
90 x 15 x 2 sets (198 lbs) - 13 13
Grip was going at the end of the sets.

Barbel curl
47.5 x 10 x 2 sets - 10, 10

Squat
Bar x 10
70 x 5
90 x 3
127.5 x 20 - (281 lbs) did 17 reps then had to rack it. Rested a few minutes then did 5 more reps - total 22
Pissed at myself for having to stop, lower back was the main issue. That and a soft mind tonight. Grrrr angry.

Dumbell pullover
30 x 20

SLDL
127.5 x 15 - 12 reps and shut it down, back a little upset with me.

Dumbell pull over
30 x 20

Abs - some

Not sure how to feel about this session other than disappointment.

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Anything but this, my friend!

You’ve been absolutely crushing this SS program, day in and day out, for weeks now. I can understand the disappointment, but take a second to step back, look at how far you’ve come, then destroy it next time.

You’ve got this!

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Video of tonight’s squats, I added some commentary thoughts to the video after having to rack the bat at 17.

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Thanks for the kind words mate. It wasn’t failing at 17 that pissed, heck I’ve failed in a lift plenty of times. What did it was mentally I was beat before I even got to the gym. Sometimes I need to find a way to get out of my own head. I will get better at this, at least I have three more weeks to practice. :joy:

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For sure! And once you figure it out, please let me know your secret…

:slight_smile:

Edit: You took those last 5 reps to church, my dude! I know you said, “Next time, do better!” but those were freakin’ strong.

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Personally I let things like this upset me. The next time I think about giving up I think back to my past failures and how much I hated the feeling. And I get a bit more of a push.
My recent Grace work out was 100% fuelled by the fact that a few days earlier I had (like you) allowed the work out to get into my head and failed. Pulling reps 25-30 on that where 100% a “f&*k you” to that failed last work out.

I found this. Massively surprised by it effects on my upper chest more than any where else.

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I had to make up for racking the bar somehow. They did hurt. LOL

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Here’s hoping I can do the same on Friday

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Dude, this is legit part of the program. Every one who runs it has. Its part of the value. You get to experience these feelings and overcome them…and get a little PTSD, haha

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You’ve got this!

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Feels a little better to read that, thanks mate.

I knew I would not get through this without failing or having to rack and rest to get to 20. But I definitely wasn’t prepared for the mental anguish that this program causes.

It’s a total lesson on obsession, haha. You dread that set of squats, but if you DON’T get it, you spend the next 47 hours regretting it.

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I did a set of 8 breathing squats with the SSB bar yesterday as my light squat day. Only 102.5kg.

The voice in the back of my head kept saying after about 5 reps “8? Only 8? Do 28. Go on. Do it. This is easy. Fuck your adductors.”

Lol. I blame this forum. Never have I had to actively STOP myself from doing More reps in a set of squats lol.

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I would love to see you trying to walk today if you had done 28 :joy:

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Why would we need to ask @T3hPwnisher when we have your log here to prove it?

So much respect for the training you do in here mate. This is an absolute masterclass in doing the basics hard and doing them consistently without getting distracted by shiny things.

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Really appreciate the comments mate, that means a lot. Thank you.

You are so spot on about not getting distracted by shiny things. I can tell you though that it is not easy, especially with all cool stuff others are doing.

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Burpees tonight. Interval style. 7 burpees per round, 7 breaths rest - 15 rounds - 105 burpees.

Damn I am sore.

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So half a litre of ice cream counts as part of the milk for the day right ?

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