(While I am not over 35, I decided this is the most appropriate section, due to the issues discussed here).
I have been suffering from fatigue and lack of drive. It has gradually got worse over the last few years (I am currently 20). Several days ago, I felt exhausted and physically HAD to lie down and rest, at midday. This was not the usual ‘mentally tired’ feeling from lack of sleep, it was an overpowering sensation of fatigue and lethargy. There was no apparent reason for this episode, which disturbed me greatly.
I think this is very unusual for someone of my age. I exercise regularly (not to the point of overtraining), eat a reasonable diet, and get 7+ hours of sleep each night.
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I rarely drink, and take no drugs, medication or supplements, except EPA/DHA extract.
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I am 5’9’', 150lbs. I have an ‘estrogenic’ build:
My measurements are (chest 38’’ waist 31’’ hips 38’‘), and I can pinch about 0.5’’ on my abdomen, but almost 2’’ on my butt. I am weak; two months into a fullbody compound routine, I deadlift 100kg (225lb), squat 80kgx5 (180lb) and dip (BW + 10kg)x10.
Note that this is after an extended layoff, previous to which I trained for 1.5yrs, so these numbers are not due lack of familiarity with the movements.
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My libido is weak. I do not get spontaneous or morning erections. It’s very rare for me to get strong sexual urges out of nowhere. I feel that I could give up sex/masturbation with relative ease. My testes are small, each about the size of a walnut. However, (and thank f***) I have no problems with sexual function, with stimulation I can maintain an erection indefinitely.
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I lack drive. I get things done, but only by calculated decisions and willpower. I am naturally lazy and stress-free. I would not say I am depressed. However, I am lucky enough to live a ridiculously easy life, as a rich student.
My general sense of wellbeing tends to fluctuate. At the highs I feel confident, invincible and a kind of ‘sexual power’. At the lows I don’t really feel unhappy or depressed, but I am very tired, lazy and unmotivated.
I live in the UK, but have health insurance. I am going to see my GP about these issues soon. My only guess is that I have weird T/E levels, so I will have these checked, but I’m unsure how to persuade him - I’m afraid he will not take this request seriously (of course, every 20yr old man has average or higher T).
I would like to hear from anyone who has had similar experiences, especially wrt to getting the blood tests in the UK.