Bb row 60 kg x 12,10, 80 kg x 8
Chins x 13, 8, 10
Cheat curl 40 kg x 5,6,5
Db curl 3 sets
overall, today sucked. I woke up earlier and got little sleep due to university-related anxieties. I felt sleepy and had to pause and take a 30-hour nap twice today because I felt I was shutting down from how tired I was.
What really killed my mood was the fact that my gut was feeling funny. I had some belly pain and I still do: I’ve had it all day, in the background. It got pretty annoying.
Long story short, I didn’t want to train. I felt weak, etc. I trained anyway, but let’s forget about today. My chins sucked, too. I got less than last time. My lats are always a little sore, these days, due to the fuck ton of them I do throughout the day. Hopefully this means that I’m subjecting my body to a novel stress and it’ll adapt, so I’ll stick with it. Maybe I’m not getting as many as I can in a single training set, but throughout the day I’m totaling a pretty high number of reps. I haven’t been counting them, I’ll do that tomorrow as a reality check.
Today I also chose to give in to comfort food. I decided that, as I’d get back from my walk after training tonight, I’d allow myself to have what I wanted. I figured I’ve been dieting for around 6 weeks so why the hell no. What I also knew, though, was that I had very little “diet unfriendly” food at home. So I ended up having a serving of pumpkin risotto, chicken with a fair amount of cheese, two crispy pancakes, a clementine, and before I go to sleep I’ll have porridge.
I’m craving some pasta with pesto right now, so I might have that tomorrow. Or before I go to sleep if I’m feeling savage. At lest my belly will be hurting for a reason.
I also figured that, either for the rest of this week or for next week, I might take a planned diet break where I raise calories to maintenance for 7 days. I think taking things slowly, now that I have already achieved a fair bit of fat loss (around 12 lb), might help me retain muscle and even just enjoy tasty food again while I’m leaning down. On top of that, there is no hurry, is there? After all, this summer it’s not even sure I’ll be able to go to the beach at all, so I’m in no rush to get shredded. My plan will be to lose fat and retain my gains for as long as this weird situation extends.
When gyms open, it’ll be time to attack full-on a mass gain phase.