SSooooo now i lost my old one (sigh) im here to start a new one minus program/nutrition info.
Found this today, not in TC’s book pretty much sums up my mindset at the moment
http://www.T-Nation.com/readArticle.do?id=1934115
That man amazes me with his outlook on things.
So ya going to the gym for Day 3 in 20 minutes thought id restart it again, found it quite helpfull just posting random shit helped me sleep better that all the babble was out of my head.
Thought for the day was where the fuck am i going in life.
Im everywhere and nowhere, i know lots of people but know no one, so im pruning my phonebook tonight even more tonight, whittle it even further down.
Read bartls story last night, the guys life fits perfectly onto mine freaky stuff whereas he got a free ride im paying for it ^^ (damn him xD)
That helps just to know that others use the gym for what i do just to relax and just lift some damn weights.
All for now more later.