More Trouble Than I Am Worth: Chaos Is The Plan (T3hPwnisher Log)

I reminded myself of the carb meal after reading that.

I’m currently at my lunch duty next to the food trucks. I’m loosely ‘starting’ the diet today. I finished off my prepared foods with cheese so I guess you could say tomorrow would be a better day one. Anyway, I find it freeing to remove choice from the equation. Are they going to offer me leftovers? Am I going to cave and eat it? No, because it’s not meat and eggs. It’s simple because it’s not on the diet so it’s not even open for discussion.

Everything I’ve seen about the carb meal says ‘every 3-4 days’ or ‘every 4-5 days’. Would every 3 days still work? Maybe leaning towards the smaller interval would help me stick to it. And I’d actually probably end up with two carb meals per week. One on the weekend and one on Wed or Thurs.

One thing I’ve realized is I need to eat bigger portions. Seeing your McDonald’s comparison showed me why my meals aren’t sticking with me longer. I’ve only been eating about 6 oz of steak.

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Yes! Isn’t that a funny thought. There’s freedom in limitation. And it frees up mental bandwidth too. This concept is known as “food freedom” in many circles. Food no longer controls you, you’re no longer thinking about the next meal, you no longer waste any time or mental energy deciding, it’s just “What am I eating? Oh yeah: meat and eggs”.

Would every 3 days still work?

I honestly can’t say. I haven’t ever done that before. I do once a week, which stretches it long. Vince says every third or fourth day, which would permit it. It’s worth appreciating that the purpose is to refill glycogen stores, so it would need to coincide with periods of training hard enough to deplete glycogen. If I ate a high carb meal and then skipped the gym for 3 days and went on a bunch of walks, I wouldn’t feel like there’s a need for another high carb meal. Consequently, I have my meal on Sunday night, and hit the gym for my first lifting workout of the week on Monday morning, follow it with a high intensity session on the rower, and then Tuesday is another high intensity conditioning session, so I try to make the most of that glycogen.

Worse comes to worse: experiment and find out what works for you. If you’re leaning out at a meal every 3 days, it’s working. If not: change it. For me, I run into the issue that, by the end of the week, I am totally washed out and flat, and it’s easy to think “Crap, I’m not getting lean anymore, I better stay away from the carbs”, but it’s actually that carb meal that GETS me lean again.

One thing I’ve realized is I need to eat bigger portions. Seeing your McDonald’s comparison showed me why my meals aren’t sticking with me longer. I’ve only been eating about 6 oz of steak.

Yup! This is huge. We’ve been conditioning to believe that meat (especially red meat) and eggs are bad for us and should be eaten in small portions, but when it’s ALL you’re eating, you need to eat until you’re done. You’re a larger individual than me: you most likely need MORE fuel than I do. I’m eating 12.5oz of meat and 3 whole eggs, 5 whites and a tablespoon of tallow at breakfast in order to gradually lose some weight, and I was actually losing at 16oz of meat at the start, so that’s about 1300-1500 calories in breakfast alone, and then a similar meal at dinner. And it’s because it’s so substantial I have zero issues going from meal to meal. In truth, I could skip dinner and still feel satiated.

And with that, you are eating some leaner cuts of meat at the moment, so it’s even less energy. A good avenue for fattier cuts, more whole eggs, or butter as needed. Ideally, the time away from carbs gets you into a fat adapted state, where you’re using fat for fuel.

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Maximum Definition Diet recap


Fasted through breakfast, for a 19 hour fast, and met my kiddo for lunch. Got 6 quarter pounder patties, no salt.

For dinner, we did a piedmontese 93% lean grassfed meatloaf. Since that’s a family style meal, I didn’t take any photos of it, but I did get photos of the eggs. 4 pastured eggs, topped with the drippings from the meatloaf and some tallow I rendered from some grassfed piedmontese short ribs. I actually didn’t have much appetite for this meal, since I had eaten so close to it. If this was intermittent fasting, it would seem I did a 19 hour fast and had a 4.5 hour eating window, as I had lunch at 1230 and dinner at 1700.

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OPERATION PLANET MONGO

AM WORKOUT (0510 wake up via Valkyrie’s alarm)

Tactical Barbell Operator Cycle 1, Week 5, Workout 2

“OXYGEN DEBT 101” on rower

4 rounds of
25 seconds max effort
30 seconds rest
x3

With 3 minutes rest between rounds

10 chins

Notes:

  • Wasn’t feeling KB snatches this morning, and this is sparring week so I should get a decent workout in Tang Soo Do, so went with the classic of Oxygen Debt. That said, with the rower, it’s less my oxygen that gives way and more my body, so it’s a bit of a different hit. I think I’ll keep Fobbits as more of a primary, but this was a good diversion.

  • The 10 chins as the end were effortless. Planet Mongo is paying off.

  • Daily sandbag yesterday was another winner. The bearhug style is suiting me, and sparing my elbows.

  • Didn’t have much appetite yesterday after those McDonald’s patties, but it came back this morning, so that’s good. Was worried I may have gotten a food bug.

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Maximum Definition Diet recap

Breakfast was 12.5oz of grassfed Australian lamb, air fried in grassfed wagyu beef tallow, alongside some beef liver and an omelet of 3 pastured eggs, 5 whites, and a tablespoon of tallow. That will be breakfast for the foreseeable future.

Dinner was similar to breakfast, but only an 11oz portion of lamb, which I bulked up by pairing it with part of a leftover burger patty from a place we went out to this weekend. Same total amount of eggs, whites and tallow on the side: just different presentation.

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OPERATION PLANET MONGO

AM WORKOUT (0400 wake up via alarm)

Tactical Barbell Operator Cycle 1, Week 5, Workout 3

MAIN WORK

Buffalo Bar Squat (low bar)
3x5x335

ALTERNATE w/

Axle strict press from rack
3x5x173+1 push press rep per set

Sets of 6 chins between sets (65 total before moving on to mat pulls)

(2) Texas Deadlift Bar Mat Pulls
15+6+5x405 (12 deep breaths between attempts)

ASSISTANCE

4 rounds of

  • 11x80lb db rows
  • 11x270 reverse hyper
  • 6 standing ab wheels
  • 20x38lb axle rows

Notes:

  • Once again, the days I don’t want to train are the days I train the best. I have a double Tang Soo Do class tonight, so there was no possible way to delay this training day, despite me waking up wondering if it was possible. Had a rough night of sleep with the dog getting up at 0130 to poop. I moved slow through the warm-ups, but once it was time for the work sets, I felt incredibly strong. The squats didn’t feel heavy on my back, I crushed all the pressing sets (redeeming myself from Monday), and those mat pulls moved the best they’ve moved in a long time. Just really firing on all cylinders.

  • Elbows continue to feel awesome. I’m thinking switching to a bearhug carry on my daily sandbag is paying off there for preservation sake, because I’m squatting stupid low bar again without issues.

  • About the only issue I have with the mat pulls is I still struggle to hold my breath past the 7th rep, and get a reflux like feeling. But it’s not slowing me down. Focusing on getting my hips under my shoulders at the start and leg pressing the weight rather than hinging it to break off the floor is really paying off. I save a lot of strength for the remainder of the set, and my hips feel SO much better.

  • Kept the assistance at 4 rounds. I upped the reps on rows and hyper, and upped the weight on curls. I can try for 5 rounds next week. I COULD have squeezed in that 5th round if I rushed, but it wasn’t worth it.

  • Miscalculated my schedule, but for the better. I won’t have an extra week after the final week of this cycle, but just an extra day or 2. We depart on Tuesday, rather than Friday. I’m contemplating doing something really stupid and challenging on Monday to cap off the program and kickstart my 2 weeks of rest.

  • Sparring last night went pretty well. I completely shut out one of our black belts during the opening match, going 3-0 without running into the time limit. First point was a sneaky hook kick to the head, and last 2 points were body punches, with the final one involving moving off angle and sending it straight through an open guard. From there, the Valkyrie and I got to spar, and I used that same punch with the same effect to score my initial point, and managed another body punch for a second, before we went into overtime and she managed to come in with a body punch to secure the W and move on to the finals against our Senior black belt. Great seeing her get more reps.

  • Also still got in my daily sandbag, and a 3 mile walk with a 20lb vest with the puppy last night. Lot of general activity.

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That set of deads would have been enough for me. LoL. Killer workout man. Very impressive.

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Hey thanks so much man! There’s a reason I do them AFTER the strength work, haha. I’m pretty much toast after that. I really baby myself on the circuit afterwards.

I’m, amazingly, NOT reaching my absolute limit on these sets like I used to back in the day, which is probably allowing me to still live to fight another day. But next week, when I pull from the floor, I might dig deep into the well…

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I know when I used to do my plus sets on 531 and go almost all out on deads my biggest fear was blacking out and becoming instagram famous on a gym blooper reel. :joy:

You ever get really light headed on these sets or is that just me?

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Every single time. It’s why I stagger backwards at the end.

This was the best ever example: at the end of the set, I kept TRYING to move forward, but my body had other plans

Christ, it’s hard for me to believe I used to be able to do that, but I have to keep in mind that I weighed 30lbs more.

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Damn. That was an impressive set.

Good to know it’s not just me. I like the idea of the big deep breaths too. That is also my fear is dying from lack of oxygen to the brain. Haha.

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That’s hilarious.

Do you think you’ll get back to that performance again? I guess that throws up other questions: with your current focus and strategy will you be able to get back to that? Is that even an aim? Presumably you’re not looking to gain that much bw back, so the question is also is it feasible to do that at similar to current bw?

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Impressive headstone though, deadlifted himself to death.

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This is true! Might be worth it. :rofl:

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@shaneinga very much appreciated dude! The big deep breaths were more out of necessity: I held my breath until rep 12 or so, and at that point I NEEDED some air, haha. It honestly feels like deep water swimming when I do it. In fact, it’s WHY I listen to that specific Nine Inch Nails track that has the lyrics “break through the surface and breathe” when I do these sets.

Philosophically, there IS no going back: only forward. And in that regard, per “is that even an aim”: not presently. COULD I do that. I have no doubt in my mind that I could surpass that, if it were my goal. But it would mean sacrificing a LOT, primarily: my happiness. The way I was eating to support that back then was not a way I’d want to eat today, and the body composition I had back then is not the body composition I want today. And, along with that, the training schedule I had back then is not what I’d want to do. I basically built a “shrine” around those deadlift sets. I’d place them in the middle of the afternoon on a weekend, so that I was my most primed and ready for it, and I’d eat a MONSTEROUS fast food meal beforehand, in the thousands of calories (I calculated one of these meals one time and it was 5000 calories), and then I’d spend the rest of the day with a workout hangover, completely worthless to my family, and then the NEXT day, if I dropped my keys on the floor, they were going to stay there until Tuesday, because there was no bending over to pick them up.

But that’s honestly the cool thing here: I know EXACTLY what to do if I ever wanted to be that strong again, and there’s a lot of confidence and security in knowing that. If this is DBZ and the Sayians are coming in a year and I have to get ready for their arrival: I know how I’ll do it. But until that happens, I live a life of peace.

And I’m pretty sure Jon Pal Sigmarson died from a deadlift workout…which immediately gets you into Valhalla, so that’s pretty cool.

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I took a dive back in 2021 and I get light headed on nearly every tough deadlift rep now. For that reason, my sets end with me lowering the bar to the floor and immediately dropping to a knee just in case the lights go out.

Link to the post with the video.

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I didn’t need to go back and read it all, but this confirms what I thought upon my return to your log this year: change.

I couldn’t help but notice your squat sets and volume seem so low compared to some of the stuff you used to do. And then I wondered how it was working for your overall strength. Your overhead pressing is still ridiculous. I’ve never pressed my weight overhead - not even close. And you’re repping yours plus a few pounds after cutting a decent amount of weight.

I always enjoy seeing people grow/change with their training and training philosophies. It’s cool to see how people adapt as life circumstances change. Some people use those changes as an excuse to throw in the towel. Others learn how to adapt their old training ways to the new circumstances and create something new.

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It’s definitely been a big season of change since about late 2022. Once I started healing, things changed a LOT. The volume dropped so low because I finally didn’t NEED to train so much to get outcomes. J M Blakely talked about how getting older is like going up to a vending machine and you used to get a soda out of it for $1, and now you put in your dollar and it says “Please pay an extra $3 for soda”. You can still get the same outcome: you just have to put more in. Well while I was still sick, I could still progress, but I had to LIVE training and eating, and that became a self-perpetuating downward spiral for my physical and mental health, as I just became obsessive and damaged.

And the squats in particular got interesting that way. I completely changed the way I squatted for 2 years: going from mega low bar, wider stance and belted to practically feet touching together, high bar, no belt. It worked for a while, and allowed me to get out of my own head worrying about previous squat weights, but eventually it tore up my body to squat with that style, since it didn’t suit my body at all. I JUST recently came back to low bar, and all that time with the high bar really helped my mobility: I can hit depths I never could before. And at a 25lb bodyweight drop, I can get a little out of my own head.

I appreciate that nod to my overhead. It honestly completely fell apart, and I’m in the process of rebuilding it, but far away from where I was at my best. It’s the same with the deadlift, but I NEEDED all that time away so I could focus on my health. It took some time to rebuild, but I’m so much happier with where I am right now. And as you said, it’s been about adapting. I love that I’m lifting weights 3 days a week instead of 7, spending more time walking, and getting to be more than just the machine living in the house that is always eating, cooking or training.

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Love this part in particular - I recall the key dropping moment you’ve mentioned in years gone by in your log too. Brilliant to read your own development/progress here mate, previously it was physical growth, now you’ve dovetailed nicely into personal growth too.

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That was wild. Thanks for the share. I have definitely walked around the gym trying not to black out before. It comes on quick.

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