Mike Matarazzo Passed Away

[quote]CLUNK wrote:

[quote]BrickHead wrote:
Can someone chime in as to what moderate use is? [/quote]

No, but your avatar is epic! What are you on? :wink:
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Thanks for the compliment Clunk and Minotaur. I am still on my standard HRT with 100 mg per week of T and with added 1000 IU HCG three times per week for fertility (want to have a kid ASAP!)

I believe it is a ā€œmagic photoā€ one of those in which you look good because of the precise combo of lighting, post-workout pump (though it was after leg day), and camera angle. :slight_smile:

[quote]BrickHead wrote:

[quote]CLUNK wrote:

[quote]BrickHead wrote:
Can someone chime in as to what moderate use is? [/quote]

No, but your avatar is epic! What are you on? :wink:
[/quote]

Thanks for the compliment Clunk and Minotaur. I am still on my standard HRT with 100 mg per week of T and with added 1000 IU HCG three times per week for fertility (want to have a kid ASAP!)

I believe it is a ā€œmagic photoā€ one of those in which you look good because of the precise combo of lighting, post-workout pump (though it was after leg day), and camera angle. :slight_smile: [/quote]

Aw, man! I was joking about what you’re on, Brick! It was more a way of telling you that whatever you’re doing in the gym and kitchen, it’s fucking working!

[quote]CLUNK wrote:

[quote]BrickHead wrote:

[quote]CLUNK wrote:

[quote]BrickHead wrote:
Can someone chime in as to what moderate use is? [/quote]

No, but your avatar is epic! What are you on? :wink:
[/quote]

Thanks for the compliment Clunk and Minotaur. I am still on my standard HRT with 100 mg per week of T and with added 1000 IU HCG three times per week for fertility (want to have a kid ASAP!)

I believe it is a ā€œmagic photoā€ one of those in which you look good because of the precise combo of lighting, post-workout pump (though it was after leg day), and camera angle. :slight_smile: [/quote]

Aw, man! I was joking about what you’re on, Brick! It was more a way of telling you that whatever you’re doing in the gym and kitchen, it’s fucking working!
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Thanks dude! I think you’re a good hearted guy and you’re one of my favorite posters around here, so I don’t mind responding transparently with you. I am open with my TRT. To me it’s nothing but medicine, all done with my doc of thirteen years.

[quote]dt79 wrote:
There are a lot of points in this thread I would like to counter.

Then I see shit like this:
http://tnation.T-Nation.com/free_online_forum/sports_training_performance_bodybuilding_gear/510_120_take_dbol

…[/quote]

Exactly…

Brick I’d love it if you’d report back with how the hCG therapy works for you

[quote]Yogi wrote:
Brick I’d love it if you’d report back with how the hCG therapy works for you[/quote]

Thanks for the interest!

I have gone over it a bit in the TRT forum, but I will sure talk about it here also. So here’s how it goes.

In, if I recall correctly, March of this year, the doc took me off T and put me on high dose HCG for 3000 IU three times per week (9,000 total IU per week). After three months of that mono therapy, my T was only in the 400’s and high 300’s on two separate tests, one done one month after, and one done three months after starting that mono therapy. I did not feel like myself by the end of three months, which was by then early summer or late Spring and I was running around like a maniac wedding planning and I did not want to go on another trial of an even greater dose (my doc has some guys go up to 5000 IU EOD!!!).

So he put me back on T at 100 mg per week and 500 IU HCG twice per week. Some time after and shortly before my honeymoon cruise, I took a semen analysis. I get back from the honeymoon (the fertility specialist staff did not call us with the results, likely because they did not want to relay the bad news before a honeymoon!) and the test shows low sperm count and poor motility, which is 700,000 sperm versus the norm of 15 MILLION sperm in an ejaculation sample. So my urologist discusses the results with my wife and I and we’re both upset. He suggested going up to 5000 IU EOD. I complain that I do not like mono therapy because of the other unpleasant experience. He said a little test can be used with the 5000 IU but also offers to have me on 100 mg T per week with 1000 IU HCG three times per week.

So now I am on T 100 mg per week and HCG 1000 IU three times per week and I feel very good! My last T value was 944 and E2 was 47.

So I will be taking another semen analysis this month (just got the Rx in the mail). I am praying there will be an improvement! Tears have already been shed by me over this nuisance (literally). I’m 36 and I want to have a kid ASAP.

Let me know if you want to know about anything else. Will you be using HCG?

And while we are talking about Mike Matarazzo and others who passed away…

One of the reasons I am not fond of AAS use outside of sports with DEFINITE HIGH PAY. You know, like a baseball or NFL player that does not want to leave anything on the table. I never used roids and never injured my pituitary or testicles and for some unknown reason because hypogonadal at age 22. I wish I never even had to use TRT. Doctor’s visits, making sure medicine is always on hand, co-pays, pre-authorizations–to me all this is one giant pain in the ass!

I actually think someone who uses roids for a year will indeed wind up hypogonadal. And who wants that?

So I can’t understand why someone would voluntary induce problems they could be without unless there is guaranteed reward. You know, like a starting SALARY of $400+K for a rookie MLB player.

Many people think, ā€œHey, it’s no problem. When I come off cycle, I will just use HCG and bust out a kid with no problem.ā€

Well, here’s me, someone who never even volitionally abused his endocrine system and is stuck with a fertility problem that apparently is not being solved so easily. We do hear about men who recovered their fertility with no problem, but we usually don’t hear about those who are having serious problems, likely because most people don’t like to share problems, some of which are embarrassing. That’s what I believe.

And I believe we do not hear or read about the thousands of other people with other problems induced by AAS use besides those well known in the BB world or on the 'net.

I am not putting it down here MORALLY speaking. I just can’t see the point of taking on the risk of problems… for muscle… of all things… when muscle can be gained, albeit in lesser amounts, with far less problems! Bodybuilding is a HOBBY, and I can’t wrap my head around the lengths people will go to for a hobby.

People sometimes say, ā€œIt’s not affecting anyone else.ā€ This mentality works… for adults living on the top of a mountain, or on a desolate island, or as a single basement dwelling hermit with no ties to anyone. Someone winds up on dialysis or in the hospital or dead from a heart attack – sorry, he’s not the only one affected. Children, spouses, parents, siblings, friends, all have to clean up the mess or grieve.

Again, I am not thinking of this topic MORALLY in the sense that there is something ā€œwrongā€ with using roids in itself. I am talking about the risks and problems involved, especially when I believe there is little reward to counteract them.

[quote]BrickHead wrote:

[quote]Yogi wrote:
Brick I’d love it if you’d report back with how the hCG therapy works for you[/quote]

Thanks for the interest!

I have gone over it a bit in the TRT forum, but I will sure talk about it here also. So here’s how it goes.

In, if I recall correctly, March of this year, the doc took me off T and put me on high dose HCG for 3000 IU three times per week (9,000 total IU per week). After three months of that mono therapy, my T was only in the 400’s and high 300’s on two separate tests, one done one month after, and one done three months after starting that mono therapy. I did not feel like myself by the end of three months, which was by then early summer or late Spring and I was running around like a maniac wedding planning and I did not want to go on another trial of an even greater dose (my doc has some guys go up to 5000 IU EOD!!!).

So he put me back on T at 100 mg per week and 500 IU HCG twice per week. Some time after and shortly before my honeymoon cruise, I took a semen analysis. I get back from the honeymoon (the fertility specialist staff did not call us with the results, likely because they did not want to relay the bad news before a honeymoon!) and the test shows low sperm count and poor motility, which is 700,000 sperm versus the norm of 15 MILLION sperm in an ejaculation sample. So my urologist discusses the results with my wife and I and we’re both upset. He suggested going up to 5000 IU EOD. I complain that I do not like mono therapy because of the other unpleasant experience. He said a little test can be used with the 5000 IU but also offers to have me on 100 mg T per week with 1000 IU HCG three times per week.

So now I am on T 100 mg per week and HCG 1000 IU three times per week and I feel very good! My last T value was 944 and E2 was 47.

So I will be taking another semen analysis this month (just got the Rx in the mail). I am praying there will be an improvement! Tears have already been shed by me over this nuisance (literally). I’m 36 and I want to have a kid ASAP.

Let me know if you want to know about anything else. Will you be using HCG?

And while we are talking about Mike Matarazzo and others who passed away…

One of the reasons I am not fond of AAS use outside of sports with DEFINITE HIGH PAY. You know, like a baseball or NFL player that does not want to leave anything on the table. I never used roids and never injured my pituitary or testicles and for some unknown reason because hypogonadal at age 22. I wish I never even had to use TRT. Doctor’s visits, making sure medicine is always on hand, co-pays, pre-authorizations–to me all this is one giant pain in the ass!

I actually think someone who uses roids for a year will indeed wind up hypogonadal. And who wants that?

So I can’t understand why someone would voluntary induce problems they could be without unless there is guaranteed reward. You know, like a starting SALARY of $400+K for a rookie MLB player.

Many people think, ā€œHey, it’s no problem. When I come off cycle, I will just use HCG and bust out a kid with no problem.ā€

Well, here’s me, someone who never even volitionally abused his endocrine system and is stuck with a fertility problem that apparently is not being solved so easily. We do hear about men who recovered their fertility with no problem, but we usually don’t hear about those who are having serious problems, likely because most people don’t like to share problems, some of which are embarrassing. That’s what I believe.

And I believe we do not hear or read about the thousands of other people with other problems induced by AAS use besides those well known in the BB world or on the 'net.

I am not putting it down here MORALLY speaking. I just can’t see the point of taking on the risk of problems… for muscle… of all things… when muscle can be gained, albeit in lesser amounts, with far less problems! Bodybuilding is a HOBBY, and I can’t wrap my head around the lengths people will go to for a hobby.

People sometimes say, ā€œIt’s not affecting anyone else.ā€ This mentality works… for adults living on the top of a mountain, or on a desolate island, or as a single basement dwelling hermit with no ties to anyone. Someone winds up on dialysis or in the hospital or dead from a heart attack – sorry, he’s not the only one affected. Children, spouses, parents, siblings, friends, all have to clean up the mess or grieve.

Again, I am not thinking of this topic MORALLY in the sense that there is something ā€œwrongā€ with using roids in itself. I am talking about the risks and problems involved, especially when I believe there is little reward to counteract them. [/quote]

awesome post, thanks so much for the detail!

I’m not on TRT, but I am a moderate steroid user. I understand that every time I fuck with my HPTA that it could permanently damage it and I’d end up on TRT, hCG therapy, etc.

The fertility problems are the only side effect of steroid use that worry me. I do everything ā€œrightā€ in that I use all the ancillary drugs, take long breaks, use my PCT drugs properly etc etc etc but even still there’s always the chance that I’ll not recover.

I’m 30 now, and I think realistically I’ve a year left as a user, if that. It’s something my girlfriend and I have talked about (she’s 32 and there’s a definite tick tock tick tock coming from her these days!), and I think that as much as I’d like to be blasting these drugs forever, the party has to stop soon in case it starts to impact the rest of my life.

I sincerely hope it all works out for you, mate. Report back with how it’s going if you don’t mind

Good post, Brick. Thanks for your candor!

Thanks people.

@yogi

Thanks.

Like I said, full recovery after using is highly unlikely. I am not saying this to be a downer, but if one has been on for years at even moderate doses (I guess, from my knowledge, being I don’t use, that a moderate dose is something like 500 mg per week).

I suggest you see a urologist who knows what he is doing with TRT and fertility when you come off and make it known you want to have kids a year or more before you want to have kids. And I suggest people don’t listen to the high dose HCG scare. All over forums there is excessive estradiol fear and the belief that HCG should only be used in doses not exceeding 500 IU at a shot and no more than about 2000 IU per week considering people usually use it EOD. Some guys can become fertile or maintain fertility on low doses of HCG, but some like me, need more. Like I said, my doc goes up to 5000 IU every other day, and has had some guys on 9000 IU per week for years, with no testicular shutdown.

Others do well with HMG or clomid for fertility from what I’ve read and heard. If this 3000 IU per week with T for 100 mg doesn’t workout, we will go down a different road, perhaps 5000 IU EOD with a small dose of T. I don’t feel symptomatic at all with E2 being at near 50. I think this aim of E2 being at 20 to 30 unneeded.

I have insurance which covers HCG and all my healthcare visits, but my god I do not want to spend fifteen to 20 thousand bucks on IVF!

And right, the party has to end somewhere. Thank god some guys out there get this.