I feel ashamed for you
Me too. I have never regretted anything so bad in my life as blowing my chance to have sex with this woman.
You sound lame as hell in general. Thats why I feel ashamed for you.
Which is hard to do after 2 internet threads asking for advice, and on-and-off dating that never involved sex.
I hope I never meet you in person.
Stay scared.
No, she probably thinks you’re weird and have emotional issues.
Troll?
I dunno man… Not too much surprises me about people anymore.
I’m curious OP… were you strongly religious or brought up in a strongly religious household. Or did you have an overbearing mother and weak or absent father figure?
You don’t have to answer, it’s just some food for thought.
I’m not trying to be mean, but if so or even if not so I recommend seeing a therapist. They are there to help. I just get the feeling that all this drama and the lack of emotional maturity is a symptom of some underlying issue that someone with training and experience would be able to better understand and help you with.