Xanax: you need to slowly get off of that [crap]. There are real long term problems and changes to the brain that are a harmful trap.
Antidepressants: SSRIs make things a lot worse. Research the negative effects of xanax. If you find that you still need something, get generic wellbutrin. Note that wellbutrin gives you energy, something that might create some issues. If you cannot sleep, start with 100mg of trazodone at night with the expectation that you will need to go to 200mg.
If the wellbutrin gets you too excited, use less and/or get some l-tryptophan, recently now freely available but not yet widely available. This will increase your serotonin and balance the effects of increase dopamine from wellbutrin.
Many guys with low T suffer from doctors giving them drugs that create other problems. They end up on antidepressants and Viagra.
There is a ton of stuff here that you need to read in this forum.
Delivery: to inject or not inject? Read about these issues.
Estrogen: If you do not take an aromatase inhibitor [AI], E2 will increase and the results will not be good!!!
When you do TRT, testosterone replacement therapy, the HPTA [google “HPTA WIKI”] will shut down, LH is near zero. LH is needed to keep the testes working. hCG can be injected to keep them working and alive. Nothing other than hCG is available that works.
Without hCG, the testes shrink, 24x7 ache for a few, the scrotum pulls up tight like a pre-pubescent boy’s. That looks lame and alters your sexual self image and how women will perceive you. When the testes shut down, you loose the largest single source of pregnenolone on the body [do not confuse with [progesterone]. Pregnenolone is vital to brain functioning.
Low pregnenolone then also means lower DHEA levels, again important for many reasons. Just to not have any expectation that you can find a doctor who knows much or anything about these factors.
If the testes are allowed to shrink and stay that way, they can have permanent structural degradation and turn into useless lumps of tissue. Loss of fertility probable over time.
An ideal start to TRT would be:
100mg/wk testosterone cypionate [test cyp], injected IM, into muscle. Most self inject. More frequent injections such as 50mg twice a week can provide better results. Some inject EOD, every other day.
AI: 1mg/wk of Arimidex in divided doses. Arimidex, aka anastrozole, is an oral drug. You need to get your estradiol [E2] levels down into the lower 20s. Find and read issues of anastrozole over responders who need to take much less.
hCG, is a water based peptide [protein type] hormone. 250iu injected SC [under the skin] EOD works very well to maintain baseline testicular function. Baseline for older guy is lower than young, but still something that you need.
TRT will often lower LDL and not reduce HDL. If you are on statin drugs, you might need to reduce the dose of the statin drug. Do not take your total cholesterol lower thann 180. You can also take niacin, folic acid and B-6 to increase HDL if needed.
You may need to change your diet and review all of the drugs that you are taking, OTC and prescription.
If you have low energy after all of this, have your thyroid tested.
LEF.org has a sale on blood work on for April and May [ends June 2nd]. You can get the male panel for $198 if you are a member.
You need the PSA and DHEA-s levels [included in that panel] as well as the other obvious other items. You have to pay out of pocket for this and cannot get your insurance to pay for that. [but you could pay with an HSA debit card] With those test results in hand, you can research things and guide your doctor or use when looking for another doctor.
Always get and retain copies of all of your lab results!!!
I cannot stress enough that you will probably have to learn a huge amount about these things and most find that they need to know more than almost all doctors. Do not think that endocrinologists or urologists are going to be any better at these things than a GP. Anyone, including doctors, can understand these issues and treatment if they are motivated to research and learn.