oh no Cbear 
please except this HUGE internet huge/hump for your Brute!!
things are lookin up…
except, my web browser is fubar. facebook is nothing but a left aligned list of hyperlinks that take me nowhere, T-Nation has no ads at the top and is mostly white, and a i can barely navigate my email.
this makes me sad. gonna go into school early to see if its me or my stoopid computer.
yes. im whining.
Happy Freak Day!!
yes, I know, everyday is freak day. Don’t know if you recall your request for something bloody Dexter-style a while back? you even told me the recipe: corn syrup and food coloring? well I’ve been working on it 
this one’s for you Bear.
Take care
xx
few moar missing buttons on that, but thats just cuz im greedy.
GAWD DAHYUM!!
I should make requests more often.
On a better note, one of my assignments was moved to a week from tomorrow instead of tomorrow, my newly downloaded browser lets me play on teh interwebz per my own volition, and, i haz a grizzry bear in my life again.
Pegg is fucking retarded sometimes, but it seems that things have been sorted out.
does this mean i dont get the bacon and champagne butt spankin bubble bath? cuz i could postpone the get back together things for a few more days…
[quote]CBear84 wrote:
On a better note, one of my assignments was moved to a week from tomorrow instead of tomorrow, my newly downloaded browser lets me play on teh interwebz per my own volition, and, i haz a grizzry bear in my life again.
Pegg is fucking retarded sometimes, but it seems that things have been sorted out.
does this mean i dont get the bacon and champagne butt spankin bubble bath? cuz i could postpone the get back together things for a few more days… [/quote]
So does that mean there is a CBear/Pegg show again? Or just that you’re still on good terms/friends?
How about you have Pegg takes pix of said champagne butt spankin’ bubble bath? Nekkid Bear is always a good thing.
Your back together! Hmm, I’m sorry for suggesting that your boyfriend might be gay…okay I’m not really sorry, but I’m glad things got worked out.
http://vodpod.com/watch/5224846-please-dont-fuck-me-in-the-ass-tonight-musikvideo
This song, Poop Noodle, please don’t fuck me in the ass tonight, is obviously NSFW and not to be viewed or played around small children. I apologize in advance for its crudeness, but well, it’s funny.
Glad to hear things are sorted out. Pegg may be retarded at times, but he’s a guy all of the time (albeit a gay one sometimes, nttawwt) so that’s where much of the retardedness comes from.
Speaking from experience.
I will contribute to butt spanking/champagne whatever may be going on in your life.
Glad Mr Pegg has seen sense. Men can be idiots sometimes. And you’d have to be a special kind of idiot to break up with you, I’m pretty sure.
Glad you have your grizzly back. Pegg’s pretty cool, despite being a guy and retarded and all.
hmph.
I’ll just wait around for the next round and make my move faster I suppose…
seriously glad all is ok in the bear/pegg world.
[quote]inkaddict wrote:
Glad to hear things are sorted out. Pegg may be retarded at times, but he’s a guy all of the time (albeit a gay one sometimes, nttawwt) so that’s where much of the retardedness comes from.
[/quote]
Yes!
XX=Female
XY=Retarded Mutant
Its science.
Awesome vid bear!
OMG what if this is the last post?!
is it poor form to kill my own thread?
now i think i must!
alright well get on with it then…
so i’ve been to the gym TWICE this week. yes TWO TIMES. please, hold the applause.
no, DONT! give me MORE!
no but seriously. pushing/pressing type stuff monday, pulling type stuff tonight.
all well and good, really, but i didnt write the shit down so i cant do very well reporting it.
light stuff, sets of 10 mostly, not enough to get me sore for standing for 12 hours on friday or lifting then standing again on saturday and sunday.
thats RIGHT i have to work this weekend after EFS.
of COURSE, because i procrastinated like a motherfucker and spent all day sunday in bed sleeping or in the bathroom throwing up. it may SOUND fun, but really, no. and not NEARLY as productive as i wouldve liked. and the caloric deficit i hafta make up for now on TOP of the schoolwork? sigh. whats a bear to do?
rant. because that’s what i’m good at.
so i’ll pick school, fully acknowledging my procrastination problem. which leads to my bullshit problem.
procrastination- i don’t remember a time when i didnt do it. i remember being very small sitting by myself at my family dinner table, arguing and crying with my mother over doing addition and subtraction tables. when it was dark outside. because i had to do it before bed, and i’d spent too much time playing, and i was tired and frustrated… (hold on i need a beer. not small me, big me.)
so if i didnt have to turn anything in, i got very good at the bullshit. which seems counter productive, because, why wouldnt i have just done the work?
easy answer is that i was (am) too smart for my own good. its quite easy for me to talk about anything, or LOOK like i’m paying attention, and mostly, theres things i’d rather be doing. its taken me nearly a decade to learn to buckle down and play the game according to the rules.
easy question is why didn’t i get placed in advanced courses? no fucking way was i gonna do all that EXTRA work. come on, adults. if i wont do the work of an average 10 year old why the FUCK do you think i’m gonna do the work of an 18 year old?
so i got fucked when i went for testing. i didnt figure out that it was really testing while i was talking with the old lady, i still thought tests were the written on paper things.
sit down for this one
I got 100% on the ethical portion. pre puberty. so there was NO way i was ever gonna convince my parents that i didnt know any better, and THATS why i lied about the party and got drunk anyway. because i know without a doubt, each and every single time, the difference between right and wrong.
which leads me, still, to my bullshit problem.
since september, i’ve been plagued with my fellow students excrement. i dont know when, if ever, it became acceptable to look at you professor, say that you didnt do the syllabus assigned work, and not only participate in class anyway, but expect deadlines to be pushed back for you and you alone.
believe it or not, i respect the fact that the other students are paying $100 a credit hour to piss their own education down the drain, i dont hafta do it for em. and i dont appreciate their piss in my drain.
so yes. ive shown up on occasion without the work completed. i either keep my goddamned mouth shut or bullshit my brilliant ass up one side of the boulevard and down the other. rarely, i email or speak quietly with said professor and bullshit some good excuse or apology. (youre still wondering why i know the diff btwn right and wrong. that said nothing about acting upon it.)
so i had two classes today. first, in spanish, after the chapter test had been handed out! some dumb cunt waddles up to the front tells the prof that his email to her said that she could review today and take the test later. he said he told her the review was in the office and the test was today. he finally gave in, and i almost threw my desk at her. so now he has to make a new test for JUST HER, and the rest of us had to listen to this 5 min of bullshit. goddamnit if you didnt study, take the bad grade. you deserve it.
second class was irish film and lit. for the second time, we were sposed to have read a play about hugh o’neil. girl in front of me who regularly comes in 15 min late, when called on, said, “i didnt get a chance to read it.” WHAT?? its been on the syllabus, its been printed and handed to you, youve had it for a week. and the prof moved on… i didnt. i couldnt very well throw her out of class, so when we broke into small groups to “discuss” said play, i went on a rant to my bitches in my group about this very thing. i know the offendercunt heard me, she was still 2 feet away.
kids these days and their bullshit, its gonna kill me.
sigh. i know hes retarded but i love him so much i’d rather he be retarded and with him than without. I love all the support, and some of that shits kinda funny. nobody need apologize, but alisa and mainy are the only ones who mentioned the bath and spanking anyway.
mental note**
and maschy, as long as you’re bringing up the x’s and y’s, i’ll say this. i believe the second “x” is the “denial” gene, and the “y” is OBVIOUSLY the retard gene. for better and worse in both regards.
ok. i’m tired now. /rant.
I have a hell of a procrastination problem. It’s brought me to some pretty terrible situations. It was only this year that I figured out that other people – smart people – are in the same boat as me, and that there are actually things I can do to cut down on procrastination, instead of just hating myself all the time.
My tools: goal tracking software ( http://www.joesgoals.com/ ) and a selective internet blocker ( http://visitsteve.com/made/selfcontrol/ ) and lots of to-do lists. Also, TELLING my friends that I’m working on being more productive means they support me.
But I definitely feel you. Work is just … usually not the most fun thing to do. And I like fun way better than not-fun.
I think we’re all guilty of it to a certain extent. I either procrastinate or I do a half-arsed job to get something out of the way as quickly as possible. I went through university via the latter method and got a mediocre degree as a result. (I suppose if I’d been enthused about the subject, I’d have done a lot better, but a lot of it bored me, to be honest, so I rushed my essays in order to get to the bar and socialise).
I wouldn’t beat yourself up too much, you’re obviously doing well and a lot better than the other students. Congrats on the 100%.
glad things are workin’ out. =+)
lol @ offendercunt … makes me wanna say “to the rescue”
Offendercunt made me lol. If you’re the queen of procrastinating, I must be the princess. I have a bad habit of putting things off and then getting them done as quickly as possible. Sometimes I think about how much better I could do if I did it the right way, and then I remember that an A is an A.
It blows my mind that a student would ask for an extension on an assignment. Well, maybe it doesn’t.
I used to get some serious ragemode when people would do that.
What do you mean you want an extension because you “couldn’t figure the homework out”? I couldn’t figure it out either and I stayed up until 4 fucking AM figuring it out.
Even worse were the people who would show up for a LAPTOP COURSE on test day without their computer and want time to run home and get it.
My take is simply that some people are just too stupid to be successfully educated. Unfortunately colleges and universities are businesses.
Not to change the subject, but I can’t wait to hear about your weekend EFS training.