Good news everyone. The X-ray came back, the nurse said its not broken, it’s not fractured and there’s no sign of arthritis or osteoporosis, she said it looks completely healthy.
I asked her to have a look at the X-ray myself and even I have to admit it looks remarkably healthy.
I thought there would be a fracture. She said my symptoms was caused by the swelling, she gave me a splint to wear for up to 7 days and she told me to elevate my hand to drain the fluid.
So it’s been 8 weeks since I’ve added the primo to my HRT protocol, I can feel it further saturating my body, I feel really good. I think I was DHT deficient before. Its basically how I described it 2 weeks ago but better.
I reintroduced the Mk-677 from last night at 5mg. Feeling good so far, I’ll see how I feel in a few days.
The deca should be here in a couple days…
Hi everyone, I thought I would let you know my thoughts on the 2nd medicinal blast I’m planning (I haven’t done the first one yet lol, Im planning to do the first one when the timing is right, that might be in around 6 months, I believe timing is important). For my 2nd medicinal blast I’m thinking to run 200mg deca, 100mg primo, 100mg masteron per week for 12 weeks, my testosterone would be kept the same at 96mg per week. And maybe 5mg mk-677 per night. I’ll keep you guys updated.
Also, for those who want the words of God, for those who want the knowledge, below is a translation of the words of God
[Yusufali 14:1] A. L. R. A Book which We have revealed unto thee, in order that thou mightest lead mankind out of the depths of darkness into light - by the leave of their Lord - to the Way of (Him) the Exalted in power, worthy of all praise!-
[Yusufali 14:2] Of Allah, to Whom do belong all things in the heavens and on earth! But alas for the Unbelievers for a terrible penalty (their Unfaith will bring them)!-
[Yusufali 14:3] Those who love the life of this world more than the Hereafter, who hinder (men) from the Path of Allah and seek therein something crooked: they are astray by a long distance.
[Yusufali 14:4] We sent not a messenger except (to teach) in the language of his (own) people, in order to make (things) clear to them. Now Allah leaves straying those whom He pleases and guides whom He pleases: and He is Exalted in power, full of Wisdom.
[Yusufali 14:5] We sent Moses with Our signs (and the command). “Bring out thy people from the depths of darkness into light, and teach them to remember the Days of Allah.” Verily in this there are Signs for such as are firmly patient and constant,- grateful and appreciative.
[Yusufali 14:6] Remember! Moses said to his people: “Call to mind the favour of Allah to you when He delivered you from the people of Pharaoh: they set you hard tasks and punishments, slaughtered your sons, and let your women-folk live: therein was a tremendous trial from your Lord.”
[Yusufali 14:7] And remember! your Lord caused to be declared (publicly): “If ye are grateful, I will add more (favours) unto you; But if ye show ingratitude, truly My punishment is terrible indeed.”
[Yusufali 14:8] And Moses said: "If ye show ingratitude, ye and all on earth together, yet is Allah free of all wants, worthy of all praise.
[Yusufali 14:9] Has not the story reached you, (O people!), of those who (went) before you? - of the people of Noah, and 'Ad, and Thamud? - And of those who (came) after them? None knows them but Allah. To them came messengers with Clear (Signs); but they put their hands up to their mouths, and said: “We do deny (the mission) on which ye have been sent, and we are really in suspicious (disquieting) doubt as to that to which ye invite us.”
[Yusufali 14:10] Their messengers said: “Is there a doubt about Allah, The Creator of the heavens and the earth? It is He Who invites you, in order that He may forgive you your sins and give you respite for a term appointed!” They said: “Ah! ye are no more than human, like ourselves! Ye wish to turn us away from the (gods) our fathers used to worship: then bring us some clear authority.”
[Yusufali 14:11] Their messengers said to them: "True, we are human like yourselves, but Allah doth grant His grace to such of his servants as He pleases. It is not for us to bring you an authority except as Allah permits. And on Allah let all men of faith put their trust.
[Yusufali 14:12] “No reason have we why we should not put our trust on Allah. Indeed He Has guided us to the Ways we (follow). We shall certainly bear with patience all the hurt you may cause us. For those who put their trust should put their trust on Allah.”
[Yusufali 14:13] And the Unbelievers said to their messengers: “Be sure we shall drive you out of our land, or ye shall return to our religion.” But their Lord inspired (this Message) to them: "Verily We shall cause the wrong-doers to perish!
[Yusufali 14:14] “And verily We shall cause you to abide in the land, and succeed them. This for such as fear the Time when they shall stand before My tribunal,- such as fear the punishment denounced.”
[Yusufali 14:15] But they sought victory and decision (there and then), and frustration was the lot of every powerful obstinate transgressor.
[Yusufali 14:16] In front of such a one is Hell, and he is given, for drink, boiling fetid water.
[Yusufali 14:17] In gulps will he sip it, but never will he be near swallowing it down his throat: death will come to him from every quarter, yet will he not die: and in front of him will be a chastisement unrelenting.
[Yusufali 14:18] The parable of those who reject their Lord is that their works are as ashes, on which the wind blows furiously on a tempestuous day: No power have they over aught that they have earned: that is the straying far, far (from the goal).
[Yusufali 14:19] Seest thou not that Allah created the heavens and the earth in Truth? If He so will, He can remove you and put (in your place) a new creation?
[Yusufali 14:20] Nor is that for Allah any great matter.
[Yusufali 14:21] They will all be marshalled before Allah together: then will the weak say to those who were arrogant, “For us, we but followed you; can ye then avail us to all against the wrath of Allah?” They will reply, “If we had received the Guidance of Allah, we should have given it to you: to us it makes no difference (now) whether we rage, or bear (these torments) with patience: for ourselves there is no way of escape.”
[Yusufali 14:22] And Satan will say when the matter is decided: “It was Allah Who gave you a promise of Truth: I too promised, but I failed in my promise to you. I had no authority over you except to call you but ye listened to me: then reproach not me, but reproach your own souls. I cannot listen to your cries, nor can ye listen to mine. I reject your former act in associating me with Allah. For wrong-doers there must be a grievous penalty.”
[Yusufali 14:23] But those who believe and work righteousness will be admitted to gardens beneath which rivers flow,- to dwell therein for aye with the leave of their Lord. Their greeting therein will be: “Peace!”
[Yusufali 14:24] Seest thou not how Allah sets forth a parable? - A goodly word like a goodly tree, whose root is firmly fixed, and its branches (reach) to the heavens,- of its Lord. So Allah sets forth parables for men, in order that they may receive admonition.
[Yusufali 14:25] It brings forth its fruit at all times, by the leave of its Lord. So Allah sets forth parables for men, in order that they may receive admonition.
[Yusufali 14:26] And the parable of an evil Word is that of an evil tree: It is torn up by the root from the surface of the earth: it has no stability.
[Yusufali 14:27] Allah will establish in strength those who believe, with the word that stands firm, in this world and in the Hereafter; but Allah will leave, to stray, those who do wrong: Allah doeth what He willeth.
[Yusufali 14:28] Hast thou not turned thy vision to those who have changed the favour of Allah. Into blasphemy and caused their people to descend to the House of Perdition?-
[Yusufali 14:29] Into Hell? They will burn therein,- an evil place to stay in!
[Yusufali 14:30] And they set up (idols) as equal to Allah, to mislead (men) from the Path! Say: “Enjoy (your brief power)! But verily ye are making straightway for Hell!”
[Yusufali 14:31] Speak to my servants who have believed, that they may establish regular prayers, and spend (in charity) out of the sustenance we have given them, secretly and openly, before the coming of a Day in which there will be neither mutual bargaining nor befriending.
[Yusufali 14:32] It is Allah Who hath created the heavens and the earth and sendeth down rain from the skies, and with it bringeth out fruits wherewith to feed you; it is He Who hath made the ships subject to you, that they may sail through the sea by His command; and the rivers (also) hath He made subject to you.
[Yusufali 14:33] And He hath made subject to you the sun and the moon, both diligently pursuing their courses; and the night and the day hath he (also) made subject to you.
[Yusufali 14:34] And He giveth you of all that ye ask for. But if ye count the favours of Allah, never will ye be able to number them. Verily, man is given up to injustice and ingratitude.
[Yusufali 14:35] Remember Abraham said: "O my Lord! make this city one of peace and security: and preserve me and my sons from worshipping idols.
[Yusufali 14:36] "O my Lord! they have indeed led astray many among mankind; He then who follows my (ways) is of me, and he that disobeys me,- but Thou art indeed Oft-forgiving, Most Merciful.
[Yusufali 14:37] "O our Lord! I have made some of my offspring to dwell in a valley without cultivation, by Thy Sacred House; in order, O our Lord, that they may establish regular Prayer: so fill the hearts of some among men with love towards them, and feed them with fruits: so that they may give thanks.
[Yusufali 14:38] "O our Lord! truly Thou dost know what we conceal and what we reveal: for nothing whatever is hidden from Allah, whether on earth or in heaven.
[Yusufali 14:39] "Praise be to Allah, Who hath granted unto me in old age Isma’il and Isaac: for truly my Lord is He, the Hearer of Prayer!
[Yusufali 14:40] O my Lord! make me one who establishes regular Prayer, and also (raise such) among my offspring O our Lord! and accept Thou my Prayer.
[Yusufali 14:41] "O our Lord! cover (us) with Thy Forgiveness - me, my parents, and (all) Believers, on the Day that the Reckoning will be established!
[Yusufali 14:42] Think not that Allah doth not heed the deeds of those who do wrong. He but giveth them respite against a Day when the eyes will fixedly stare in horror,-
[Yusufali 14:43] They running forward with necks outstretched, their heads uplifted, their gaze returning not towards them, and their hearts a (gaping) void!
[Yusufali 14:44] So warn mankind of the Day when the Wrath will reach them: then will the wrong-doers say: “Our Lord! respite us (if only) for a short term: we will answer Thy call, and follow the messengers!” "What! were ye not wont to swear aforetime that ye should suffer no decline?
[Yusufali 14:45] “And ye dwelt in the dwellings of men who wronged their own souls; ye were clearly shown how We dealt with them; and We put forth (many) parables in your behoof!”
[Yusufali 14:46] Mighty indeed were the plots which they made, but their plots were (well) within the sight of Allah, even though they were such as to shake the hills!
[Yusufali 14:47] Never think that Allah would fail his messengers in His promise: for Allah is Exalted in power, - the Lord of Retribution.
[Yusufali 14:48] One day the earth will be changed to a different earth, and so will be the heavens, and (men) will be marshalled forth, before Allah, the One, the Irresistible;
[Yusufali 14:49] And thou wilt see the sinners that day bound together in fetters;-
[Yusufali 14:50] Their garments of liquid pitch, and their faces covered with Fire;
[Yusufali 14:51] That Allah may requite each soul according to its deserts; and verily Allah is swift in calling to account.
[Yusufali 14:52] Here is a Message for mankind: Let them take warning therefrom, and let them know that He is (no other than) One Allah: let men of understanding take heed.
I just realised I was misunderstanding the tracking information for the deca, the website is not in English and is being translated by Google. There was an update a few hours ago and according to that it should be with me within 7 days, hopefully sooner.
I’m excited to add it to my HRT protocol, I will measure the efficacy of the dosage with push ups, I’m hoping to see a vast improvement on 35mg per week.
For those who are curious, my thoughts have been with Elizabeth Short and Carina Saunders.
I hope if I’m good our Lord will let me watch their killers thrown in hell and all the other evil creatures too.
For those who want to get into the real spiritual progression, you would need to worship the one God, Allah, The Most Glorious and Exalted. And only worship Allah.
He will guide you through it, if he wants to guide you. Some of you might need to chase him harder than you chased anything before in your life. You need to attain his favour and guidance.
At first you might experience paranormal resistance but don’t give up. It’s just like bodybuilding, apply similar teachings to begin with. step by step, build yourself up then you will be able to do more.
There is resistance here on earth. when you see results you will be wondering why you didn’t start sooner.
When I say resistance, just experiment see. It shouldn’t be so hard. In the heaven there is still more spiritual progression but less resistance. Sometimes when i see the potential in people I feel like I want to see them do it. Like it would be a shame not to. Man has the potential to become better than angels or worse than devils. The earth is a perfect environment for spiritual progression.
Knowledge will change you. He truely is worthy of all worship, trust me if you will.
He is the source of all goodness, he is the reason we know what good is, he is The Artist, he is The King, The Most Holy
For those interested in Spiritual progression
For the application of wisdom a man must know when to adapt and change his plans, make new plans or update/improve/expand his current plans because of new information or changing circumstances and the variables varying through time.
You might plateau but there’s things you can do to increase your potential, don’t give up. Potential can be increased or decreased because of cause and effect, action reaction, the butterfly effect. Man has free will, choices and decisions.
The scholars say Allah(the ancient name of God) updates our destiny every year depending on what we earn, good or evil, some call this karma.
We have so much potential for exponential spiritual progress here on earth. If only you knew.
There is copious evidence throughout history and in the present of people who God favours attaining superpowers but most hide it and keep it secret because that was probably the inspiration they had. only few was inspired by God to go public with the superpowers and miracles that God had gave them. Its bad for spirituality, most people can’t handle it.
He put us on the earth as pure babies, innocent, without sin. There’s no reason that should change, it’s a result of environment, nurture, free will, choices decisions and butterfly effects. but we can return to that state through action, don’t give up, it’s never too late to throw yourself at the mercy of God. Resistance can be increased or decreased. Ask The Guide, the Lord of Honour and omnipotence to set your resistance, ask Allah, The Master, The Reckoner to handle your accounting and help you fix your affairs.
We can make transformations, be like the caterpillar that turns into a butterfly. you have so much opportunity here on earth. we have been given by God everything necessary and the potential to solve problems and save the lives on earth and there is a responsibility too. We could live like heaven on earth if we all submit to the teachings of God, we can all live happily and coexist peacefully, he has given us everything necessary for that. Allah is the only one who can remove the evil from our souls, we need his help and his teachings to become how he loves and do what he loves to make him happy and try to impress him. I realise I could make money giving spiritual coaching and I see other people doing it but I would never charge money for spiritual coaching, it’s bad for spirituality.
when I see people with potential I like to reflect on how long a spiritual transformation would take for each individual case and how long it will take them to see results(like bodybuilding) sometimes Id think certain people can do it in 3 months others 2 years or maybe 5 years, but there are shortcuts here on earth, for example someone who I would estimate could make a transformation in 2 years could do it in less then 1 year by saving a life and impressing God. so don’t give up, it can be done. I would never take money for this but I would try to help everyone, I would hear everyone out and offer them my thoughts and advice according to what I think is wise for them to hear.
I’m not saying anything here for praise, fame or money, to please God is my intention, all praise belongs to God for everything good about me and all blame is mine for everything bad about me, i dont want fame but money helps with spiritual progression so I’m looking at other ways to improve my finances.
I believe you all want to know more which is why I’m speaking about spiritual progression and I think God wants to see reactions which is why I believe he wants me to speak about certain things. And I would honestly rather be silent, I prefer to be hidden and silent now, I was the opposite when I as a teenager. Silence is usually the correct course of action most of the time for spiritual progression. This is a very rare case where I think God wants me to speak about certain knowledges, not all I know of course, secrets and hidden knowledges should only be attained through God and you would need to keep Gods secrets if you want him to give you more knowledge. Before my inspiration was to be silent and focus on my self improvement and to pray for others if you want to help them and that went on for years. I believe I would have got in trouble if I said these things a couple years ago because the inspiration was to be silent then.
Just to clarify, God has never spoken to me, but he inspires me and he opens doors to knowledge within me. Most people ignore God’s guidance and inspirations.
Also I am just a man, a servant of God, everyday on my knees I seek forgiveness from God for my mistakes, my bad deeds and sins and I abstain from them to please him, and I work on improving myself to please him
I have had inspiration that you all will be treated with information if you are patient, since I am not being censored.
This is my diary, nobody has to read it if they don’t want to.
If anything gets deleted I am to stop posting here.
For those who want the words of God, the following is a translation of the words of God:
[Yusufali 7:1] Alif, Lam, Mim, Sad.
[Yusufali 7:2] A Book revealed unto thee,- So let thy heart be oppressed no more by any difficulty on that account,- that with it thou mightest warn (the erring) and teach the Believers).
[Yusufali 7:3] Follow (O men!) the revelation given unto you from your Lord, and follow not, as friends or protectors, other than Him. Little it is ye remember of admonition.
[Yusufali 7:4] How many towns have We destroyed (for their sins)? Our punishment took them on a sudden by night or while they slept for their afternoon rest.
[Yusufali 7:5] When (thus) Our punishment took them, no cry did they utter but this: “Indeed we did wrong.”
[Yusufali 7:6] Then shall we question those to whom Our message was sent and those by whom We sent it.
[Yusufali 7:7] And verily, We shall recount their whole story with knowledge, for We were never absent (at any time or place).
[Yusufali 7:8] The balance that day will be true (to nicety): those whose scale (of good) will be heavy, will prosper:
[Yusufali 7:9] Those whose scale will be light, will be their souls in perdition, for that they wrongfully treated Our signs.
[Yusufali 7:10] It is We Who have placed you with authority on earth, and provided you therein with means for the fulfilment of your life: small are the thanks that ye give!
[Yusufali 7:11] It is We Who created you and gave you shape; then We bade the angels prostrate to Adam, and they prostrate; not so Iblis; He refused to be of those who prostrate.
[Yusufali 7:12] (Allah) said: “What prevented thee from prostrating when I commanded thee?” He said: “I am better than he: Thou didst create me from fire, and him from clay.”
[Yusufali 7:13] (Allah) said: “Get thee down from this: it is not for thee to be arrogant here: get out, for thou art of the meanest (of creatures).”
[Yusufali 7:14] He said: “Give me respite till the day they are raised up.”
[Yusufali 7:15] (Allah) said: “Be thou among those who have respite.”
[Yusufali 7:16] He said: "Because thou hast thrown me out of the way, lo! I will lie in wait for them on thy straight way:
[Yusufali 7:17] “Then will I assault them from before them and behind them, from their right and their left: Nor wilt thou find, in most of them, gratitude (for thy mercies).”
[Yusufali 7:18] (Allah) said: "Get out from this, disgraced and expelled. If any of them follow thee,- Hell will I fill with you all.
[Yusufali 7:19] “O Adam! dwell thou and thy wife in the Garden, and enjoy (its good things) as ye wish: but approach not this tree, or ye run into harm and transgression.”
[Yusufali 7:20] Then began Satan to whisper suggestions to them, bringing openly before their minds all their shame that was hidden from them (before): he said: “Your Lord only forbade you this tree, lest ye should become angels or such beings as live for ever.”
[Yusufali 7:21] And he swore to them both, that he was their sincere adviser.
[Yusufali 7:22] So by deceit he brought about their fall: when they tasted of the tree, their shame became manifest to them, and they began to sew together the leaves of the garden over their bodies. And their Lord called unto them: “Did I not forbid you that tree, and tell you that Satan was an avowed enemy unto you?”
[Yusufali 7:23] They said: “Our Lord! We have wronged our own souls: If thou forgive us not and bestow not upon us Thy Mercy, we shall certainly be lost.”
[Yusufali 7:24] (Allah) said: “Get ye down. With enmity between yourselves. On earth will be your dwelling-place and your means of livelihood,- for a time.”
[Yusufali 7:25] He said: “Therein shall ye live, and therein shall ye die; but from it shall ye be taken out (at last).”
[Yusufali 7:26] O ye Children of Adam! We have bestowed raiment upon you to cover your shame, as well as to be an adornment to you. But the raiment of righteousness,- that is the best. Such are among the Signs of Allah, that they may receive admonition!
[Yusufali 7:27] O ye Children of Adam! Let not Satan seduce you, in the same manner as He got your parents out of the Garden, stripping them of their raiment, to expose their shame: for he and his tribe watch you from a position where ye cannot see them: We made the evil ones friends (only) to those without faith.
[Yusufali 7:28] When they do aught that is shameful, they say: “We found our fathers doing so”; and “Allah commanded us thus”: Say: “Nay, Allah never commands what is shameful: do ye say of Allah what ye know not?”
[Yusufali 7:29] Say: “My Lord hath commanded justice; and that ye set your whole selves (to Him) at every time and place of prayer, and call upon Him, making your devotion sincere as in His sight: such as He created you in the beginning, so shall ye return.”
[Yusufali 7:30] Some He hath guided: Others have (by their choice) deserved the loss of their way; in that they took the evil ones, in preference to Allah, for their friends and protectors, and think that they receive guidance.
[Yusufali 7:31] O Children of Adam! wear your beautiful apparel at every time and place of prayer: eat and drink: But waste not by excess, for Allah loveth not the wasters.
[Yusufali 7:32] Say: Who hath forbidden the beautiful (gifts) of Allah, which He hath produced for His servants, and the things, clean and pure, (which He hath provided) for sustenance? Say: They are, in the life of this world, for those who believe, (and) purely for them on the Day of Judgment. Thus do We explain the signs in detail for those who understand.
[Yusufali 7:33] Say: the things that my Lord hath indeed forbidden are: shameful deeds, whether open or secret; sins and trespasses against truth or reason; assigning of partners to Allah, for which He hath given no authority; and saying things about Allah of which ye have no knowledge.
[Yusufali 7:34] To every people is a term appointed: when their term is reached, not an hour can they cause delay, nor (an hour) can they advance (it in anticipation).
[Yusufali 7:35] O ye Children of Adam! whenever there come to you messengers from amongst you, rehearsing My signs unto you,- those who are righteous and mend (their lives),- on them shall be no fear nor shall they grieve.
[Yusufali 7:36] But those who reject Our signs and treat them with arrogance,- they are companions of the Fire, to dwell therein (for ever).
[Yusufali 7:37] Who is more unjust than one who invents a lie against Allah or rejects His Signs? For such, their portion appointed must reach them from the Book (of decrees): until, when our messengers (of death) arrive and take their souls, they say: “Where are the things that ye used to invoke besides Allah?” They will reply, “They have left us in the lurch,” And they will bear witness against themselves, that they had rejected Allah.
[Yusufali 7:38] He will say: “Enter ye in the company of the peoples who passed away before you - men and jinns, - into the Fire.” Every time a new people enters, it curses its sister-people (that went before), until they follow each other, all into the Fire. Saith the last about the first: “Our Lord! it is these that misled us: so give them a double penalty in the Fire.” He will say: “Doubled for all” : but this ye do not understand.
[Yusufali 7:39] Then the first will say to the last: “See then! No advantage have ye over us; so taste ye of the penalty for all that ye did !”
[Yusufali 7:40] To those who reject Our signs and treat them with arrogance, no opening will there be of the gates of heaven, nor will they enter the garden, until the camel can pass through the eye of the needle: Such is Our reward for those in sin.
[Yusufali 7:41] For them there is Hell, as a couch (below) and folds and folds of covering above: such is Our requital of those who do wrong.
[Yusufali 7:42] But those who believe and work righteousness,- no burden do We place on any soul, but that which it can bear,- they will be Companions of the Garden, therein to dwell (for ever).
[Yusufali 7:43] And We shall remove from their hearts any lurking sense of injury;- beneath them will be rivers flowing;- and they shall say: “Praise be to Allah, who hath guided us to this (felicity): never could we have found guidance, had it not been for the guidance of Allah: indeed it was the truth, that the messengers of our Lord brought unto us.” And they shall hear the cry: “Behold! the garden before you! Ye have been made its inheritors, for your deeds (of righteousness).”
[Yusufali 7:44] The Companions of the Garden will call out to the Companions of the Fire: “We have indeed found the promises of our Lord to us true: Have you also found Your Lord’s promises true?” They shall say, “Yes”; but a crier shall proclaim between them: "The curse of Allah is on the wrong-doers;-
[Yusufali 7:45] “Those who would hinder (men) from the path of Allah and would seek in it something crooked: they were those who denied the Hereafter.”
[Yusufali 7:46] Between them shall be a veil, and on the heights will be men who would know every one by his marks: they will call out to the Companions of the Garden, “peace on you”: they will not have entered, but they will have an assurance (thereof).
[Yusufali 7:47] When their eyes shall be turned towards the Companions of the Fire, they will say: “Our Lord! send us not to the company of the wrong-doers.”
[Yusufali 7:48] The men on the heights will call to certain men whom they will know from their marks, saying: "Of what profit to you were your hoards and your arrogant ways?
[Yusufali 7:49] “Behold! are these not the men whom you swore that Allah with His Mercy would never bless? Enter ye the Garden: no fear shall be on you, nor shall ye grieve.”
[Yusufali 7:50] The Companions of the Fire will call to the Companions of the Garden: “Pour down to us water or anything that Allah doth provide for your sustenance.” They will say: “Both these things hath Allah forbidden to those who rejected Him.”
[Yusufali 7:51] “Such as took their religion to be mere amusement and play, and were deceived by the life of the world.” That day shall We forget them as they forgot the meeting of this day of theirs, and as they were wont to reject Our signs.
[Yusufali 7:52] For We had certainly sent unto them a Book, based on knowledge, which We explained in detail,- a guide and a mercy to all who believe.
[Yusufali 7:53] Do they just wait for the final fulfilment of the event? On the day the event is finally fulfilled, those who disregarded it before will say: “The messengers of our Lord did indeed bring true (tidings). Have we no intercessors now to intercede on our behalf? Or could we be sent back? then should we behave differently from our behaviour in the past.” In fact they will have lost their souls, and the things they invented will leave them in the lurch.
[Yusufali 7:54] Your Guardian-Lord is Allah, Who created the heavens and the earth in six days, and is firmly established on the throne (of authority): He draweth the night as a veil o’er the day, each seeking the other in rapid succession: He created the sun, the moon, and the stars, (all) governed by laws under His command. Is it not His to create and to govern? Blessed be Allah, the Cherisher and Sustainer of the worlds!
[Yusufali 7:55] Call on your Lord with humility and in private: for Allah loveth not those who trespass beyond bounds.
[Yusufali 7:56] Do no mischief on the earth, after it hath been set in order, but call on Him with fear and longing (in your hearts): for the Mercy of Allah is (always) near to those who do good.
[Yusufali 7:57] It is He Who sendeth the winds like heralds of glad tidings, going before His mercy: when they have carried the heavy-laden clouds, We drive them to a land that is dead, make rain to descend thereon, and produce every kind of harvest therewith: thus shall We raise up the dead: perchance ye may remember.
[Yusufali 7:58] From the land that is clean and good, by the will of its Cherisher, springs up produce, (rich) after its kind: but from the land that is bad, springs up nothing but that which is niggardly: thus do we explain the signs by various (symbols) to those who are grateful.
[Yusufali 7:59] We sent Noah to his people. He said: "O my people! worship Allah! ye have no other god but Him. I fear for you the punishment of a dreadful day!
[Yusufali 7:60] The leaders of his people said: “Ah! we see thee evidently wandering (in mind).”
[Yusufali 7:61] He said: "O my people! No wandering is there in my (mind): on the contrary I am a messenger from the Lord and Cherisher of the worlds!
[Yusufali 7:62] “I but fulfil towards you the duties of my Lord’s mission: Sincere is my advice to you, and I know from Allah something that ye know not.
[Yusufali 7:63] “Do ye wonder that there hath come to you a message from your Lord, through a man of your own people, to warn you,- so that ye may fear Allah and haply receive His Mercy?”
[Yusufali 7:64] But they rejected him, and We delivered him, and those with him, in the Ark: but We overwhelmed in the flood those who rejected Our signs. They were indeed a blind people!
[Yusufali 7:65] To the 'Ad people, (We sent) Hud, one of their (own) brethren: He said: O my people! worship Allah! ye have no other god but Him will ye not fear (Allah)?”
[Yusufali 7:66] The leaders of the Unbelievers among his people said: “Ah! we see thou art an imbecile!” and “We think thou art a liar!”
[Yusufali 7:67] He said: "O my people! I am no imbecile, but (I am) a messenger from the Lord and Cherisher of the worlds!
[Yusufali 7:68] "I but fulfil towards you the duties of my Lord’s mission: I am to you a sincere and trustworthy adviser.
[Yusufali 7:69] “Do ye wonder that there hath come to you a message from your Lord through a man of your own people, to warn you? call in remembrance that He made you inheritors after the people of Noah, and gave you a stature tall among the nations. Call in remembrance the benefits (ye have received) from Allah: that so ye may prosper.”
[Yusufali 7:70] They said: “Comest thou to us, that we may worship Allah alone, and give up the cult of our fathers? bring us what thou threatenest us with, if so be that thou tellest the truth!”
[Yusufali 7:71] He said: “Punishment and wrath have already come upon you from your Lord: dispute ye with me over names which ye have devised - ye and your fathers,- without authority from Allah? then wait: I am amongst you, also waiting.”
[Yusufali 7:72] We saved him and those who adhered to him. By Our mercy, and We cut off the roots of those who rejected Our signs and did not believe.
[Yusufali 7:73] To the Thamud people (We sent) Salih, one of their own brethren: He said: "O my people! worship Allah: ye have no other god but Him. Now hath come unto you a clear (Sign) from your Lord! This she-camel of Allah is a Sign unto you: So leave her to graze in Allah’s earth, and let her come to no harm, or ye shall be seized with a grievous punishment.
[Yusufali 7:74] “And remember how He made you inheritors after the 'Ad people and gave you habitations in the land: ye build for yourselves palaces and castles in (open) plains, and carve out homes in the mountains; so bring to remembrance the benefits (ye have received) from Allah, and refrain from evil and mischief on the earth.”
[Yusufali 7:75] The leaders of the arrogant party among his people said to those who were reckoned powerless - those among them who believed: “know ye indeed that Salih is a messenger from his Lord?” They said: “We do indeed believe in the revelation which hath been sent through him.”
[Yusufali 7:76] The Arrogant party said: “For our part, we reject what ye believe in.”
[Yusufali 7:77] Then they ham-strung the she-camel, and insolently defied the order of their Lord, saying: “O Salih! bring about thy threats, if thou art a messenger (of Allah)!”
[Yusufali 7:78] So the earthquake took them unawares, and they lay prostrate in their homes in the morning!
[Yusufali 7:79] So Salih left them, saying: “O my people! I did indeed convey to you the message for which I was sent by my Lord: I gave you good counsel, but ye love not good counsellors!”
[Yusufali 7:80] We also (sent) Lut: He said to his people: "Do ye commit lewdness such as no people in creation (ever) committed before you?
[Yusufali 7:81] “For ye practise your lusts on men in preference to women : ye are indeed a people transgressing beyond bounds.”
[Yusufali 7:82] And his people gave no answer but this: they said, “Drive them out of your city: these are indeed men who want to be clean and pure!”
[Yusufali 7:83] But we saved him and his family, except his wife: she was of those who legged behind.
[Yusufali 7:84] And we rained down on them a shower (of brimstone): Then see what was the end of those who indulged in sin and crime!
[Yusufali 7:85] To the Madyan people We sent Shu’aib, one of their own brethren: he said: "O my people! worship Allah; Ye have no other god but Him. Now hath come unto you a clear (Sign) from your Lord! Give just measure and weight, nor withhold from the people the things that are their due; and do no mischief on the earth after it has been set in order: that will be best for you, if ye have Faith.
[Yusufali 7:86] "And squat not on every road, breathing threats, hindering from the path of Allah those who believe in Him, and seeking in it something crooked; But remember how ye were little, and He gave you increase. And hold in your mind’s eye what was the end of those who did mischief.
[Yusufali 7:87] "And if there is a party among you who believes in the message with which I have been sent, and a party which does not believe, hold yourselves in patience until Allah doth decide between us: for He is the best to decide.
[Yusufali 7:88] The leaders, the arrogant party among his people, said: “O Shu’aib! we shall certainly drive thee out of our city - (thee) and those who believe with thee; or else ye (thou and they) shall have to return to our ways and religion.” He said: "What! even though we do detest (them)?
[Yusufali 7:89] “We should indeed invent a lie against Allah, if we returned to your ways after Allah hath rescued us therefrom; nor could we by any manner of means return thereto unless it be as in the will and plan of Allah, Our Lord. Our Lord can reach out to the utmost recesses of things by His knowledge. In the Allah is our trust. our Lord! decide Thou between us and our people in truth, for Thou art the best to decide.”
[Yusufali 7:90] The leaders, the unbelievers among his people, said: “If ye follow Shu’aib, be sure then ye are ruined!”
[Yusufali 7:91] But the earthquake took them unawares, and they lay prostrate in their homes before the morning!
[Yusufali 7:92] The men who reject Shu’aib became as if they had never been in the homes where they had flourished: the men who rejected Shu’aib - it was they who were ruined!
[Yusufali 7:93] So Shu’aib left them, saying: “O my people! I did indeed convey to you the messages for which I was sent by my Lord: I gave you good counsel, but how shall I lament over a people who refuse to believe!”
[Yusufali 7:94] Whenever We sent a prophet to a town, We took up its people in suffering and adversity, in order that they might learn humility.
[Yusufali 7:95] Then We changed their suffering into prosperity, until they grew and multiplied, and began to say: “Our fathers (too) were touched by suffering and affluence” … Behold! We called them to account of a sudden, while they realised not (their peril).
[Yusufali 7:96] If the people of the towns had but believed and feared Allah, We should indeed have opened out to them (All kinds of) blessings from heaven and earth; but they rejected (the truth), and We brought them to book for their misdeeds.
[Yusufali 7:97] Did the people of the towns feel secure against the coming of Our wrath by night while they were asleep?
[Yusufali 7:98] Or else did they feel secure against its coming in broad daylight while they played about (care-free)?
[Yusufali 7:99] Did they then feel secure against the plan of Allah?- but no one can feel secure from the Plan of Allah, except those (doomed) to ruin!
[Yusufali 7:100] To those who inherit the earth in succession to its (previous) possessors, is it not a guiding, (lesson) that, if We so willed, We could punish them (too) for their sins, and seal up their hearts so that they could not hear?
[Yusufali 7:101] Such were the towns whose story We (thus) relate unto thee: There came indeed to them their messengers with clear (signs): But they would not believe what they had rejected before. Thus doth Allah seal up the hearts of those who reject faith.
[Yusufali 7:102] Most of them We found not men (true) to their covenant: but most of them We found rebellious and disobedient.
[Yusufali 7:103] Then after them We sent Moses with Our signs to Pharaoh and his chiefs, but they wrongfully rejected them: So see what was the end of those who made mischief.
[Yusufali 7:104] Moses said: “O Pharaoh! I am a messenger from the Lord of the worlds,-
[Yusufali 7:105] One for whom it is right to say nothing but truth about Allah. Now have I come unto you (people), from your Lord, with a clear (Sign): So let the Children of Israel depart along with me.”
[Yusufali 7:106] (Pharaoh) said: “If indeed thou hast come with a Sign, show it forth,- if thou tellest the truth.”
[Yusufali 7:107] Then (Moses) threw his rod, and behold! it was a serpent, plain (for all to see)!
[Yusufali 7:108] And he drew out his hand, and behold! it was white to all beholders!
[Yusufali 7:109] Said the Chiefs of the people of Pharaoh: "This is indeed a sorcerer well-versed.
[Yusufali 7:110] “His plan is to get you out of your land: then what is it ye counsel?”
[Yusufali 7:111] They said: “Keep him and his brother in suspense (for a while); and send to the cities men to collect-
[Yusufali 7:112] And bring up to thee all (our) sorcerers well-versed.”
[Yusufali 7:113] So there came the sorcerers to Pharaoh: They said, “of course we shall have a (suitable) reward if we win!”
[Yusufali 7:114] He said: “Yea, (and more),- for ye shall in that case be (raised to posts) nearest (to my person).”
[Yusufali 7:115] They said: “O Moses! wilt thou throw (first), or shall we have the (first) throw?”
[Yusufali 7:116] Said Moses: “Throw ye (first).” So when they threw, they bewitched the eyes of the people, and struck terror into them: for they showed a great (feat of) magic.
[Yusufali 7:117] We put it into Moses’s mind by inspiration: “Throw (now) thy rod”:and behold! it swallows up straight away all the falsehoods which they fake!
[Yusufali 7:118] Thus truth was confirmed, and all that they did was made of no effect.
[Yusufali 7:119] So the (great ones) were vanquished there and then, and were made to look small.
[Yusufali 7:120] But the sorcerers fell down prostrate in adoration.
[Yusufali 7:121] Saying: "We believe in the Lord of the Worlds,-
[Yusufali 7:122] “The Lord of Moses and Aaron.”
[Yusufali 7:123] Said Pharaoh: "Believe ye in Him before I give you permission? Surely this is a trick which ye have planned in the city to drive out its people: but soon shall ye know (the consequences).
[Yusufali 7:124] “Be sure I will cut off your hands and your feet on apposite sides, and I will cause you all to die on the cross.”
[Yusufali 7:125] They said: "For us, We are but sent back unto our Lord:
[Yusufali 7:126] "But thou dost wreak thy vengeance on us simply because we believed in the Signs of our Lord when they reached us! Our Lord! pour out on us patience and constancy, and take our souls unto thee as Muslims (who bow to thy will)!
[Yusufali 7:127] Said the chiefs of Pharaoh’s people: “Wilt thou leave Moses and his people, to spread mischief in the land, and to abandon thee and thy gods?” He said: “Their male children will we slay; (only) their females will we save alive; and we have over them (power) irresistible.”
[Yusufali 7:128] Said Moses to his people: "Pray for help from Allah, and (wait) in patience and constancy: for the earth is Allah’s, to give as a heritage to such of His servants as He pleaseth; and the end is (best) for the righteous.
[Yusufali 7:129] They said: “We have had (nothing but) trouble, both before and after thou camest to us.” He said: “It may be that your Lord will destroy your enemy and make you inheritors in the earth; that so He may try you by your deeds.”
[Yusufali 7:130] We punished the people of Pharaoh with years (of droughts) and shortness of crops; that they might receive admonition.
[Yusufali 7:131] But when good (times) came, they said, “This is due to us;” When gripped by calamity, they ascribed it to evil omens connected with Moses and those with him! Behold! in truth the omens of evil are theirs in Allah’s sight, but most of them do not understand!
[Yusufali 7:132] They said (to Moses): "Whatever be the Signs thou bringest, to work therewith thy sorcery on us, we shall never believe in thee.
[Yusufali 7:133] So We sent (plagues) on them: Wholesale death, Locusts, Lice, Frogs, And Blood: Signs openly self-explained: but they were steeped in arrogance,- a people given to sin.
[Yusufali 7:134] Every time the penalty fell on them, they said: “O Moses! on your behalf call on thy Lord in virtue of his promise to thee: If thou wilt remove the penalty from us, we shall truly believe in thee, and we shall send away the Children of Israel with thee.”
[Yusufali 7:135] But every time We removed the penalty from them according to a fixed term which they had to fulfil,- Behold! they broke their word!
[Yusufali 7:136] So We exacted retribution from them: We drowned them in the sea, because they rejected Our Signs and failed to take warning from them.
[Yusufali 7:137] And We made a people, considered weak (and of no account), inheritors of lands in both east and west, - lands whereon We sent down Our blessings. The fair promise of thy Lord was fulfilled for the Children of Israel, because they had patience and constancy, and We levelled to the ground the great works and fine buildings which Pharaoh and his people erected (with such pride).
[Yusufali 7:138] We took the Children of Israel (with safety) across the sea. They came upon a people devoted entirely to some idols they had. They said: “O Moses! fashion for us a god like unto the gods they have.” He said: "Surely ye are a people without knowledge.
[Yusufali 7:139] “As to these folk,- the cult they are in is (but) a fragment of a ruin, and vain is the (worship) which they practise.”
[Yusufali 7:140] He said: “Shall I seek for you a god other than the (true) Allah, when it is Allah Who hath endowed you with gifts above the nations?”
[Yusufali 7:141] And remember We rescued you from Pharaoh’s people, who afflicted you with the worst of penalties, who slew your male children and saved alive your females: in that was a momentous trial from your Lord.
[Yusufali 7:142] We appointed for Moses thirty nights, and completed (the period) with ten (more): thus was completed the term (of communion) with his Lord, forty nights. And Moses had charged his brother Aaron (before he went up): “Act for me amongst my people: Do right, and follow not the way of those who do mischief.”
[Yusufali 7:143] When Moses came to the place appointed by Us, and his Lord addressed him, He said: “O my Lord! show (Thyself) to me, that I may look upon thee.” Allah said: “By no means canst thou see Me (direct); But look upon the mount; if it abide in its place, then shalt thou see Me.” When his Lord manifested His glory on the Mount, He made it as dust. And Moses fell down in a swoon. When he recovered his senses he said: “Glory be to Thee! to Thee I turn in repentance, and I am the first to believe.”
[Yusufali 7:144] (Allah) said: “O Moses! I have chosen thee above (other) men, by the mission I (have given thee) and the words I (have spoken to thee): take then the (revelation) which I give thee, and be of those who give thanks.”
[Yusufali 7:145] And We ordained laws for him in the tablets in all matters, both commanding and explaining all things, (and said): “Take and hold these with firmness, and enjoin thy people to hold fast by the best in the precepts: soon shall I show you the homes of the wicked,- (How they lie desolate).”
[Yusufali 7:146] Those who behave arrogantly on the earth in defiance of right - them will I turn away from My signs: Even if they see all the signs, they will not believe in them; and if they see the way of right conduct, they will not adopt it as the way; but if they see the way of error, that is the way they will adopt. For they have rejected our signs, and failed to take warning from them.
[Yusufali 7:147] Those who reject Our signs and the meeting in the Hereafter,- vain are their deeds: Can they expect to be rewarded except as they have wrought?
[Yusufali 7:148] The people of Moses made, in his absence, out of their ornaments, the image of calf, (for worship): it seemed to low: did they not see that it could neither speak to them, nor show them the way? They took it for worship and they did wrong.
[Yusufali 7:149] When they repented, and saw that they had erred, they said: “If our Lord have not mercy upon us and forgive us, we shall indeed be of those who perish.”
[Yusufali 7:150] When Moses came back to his people, angry and grieved, he said: “Evil it is that ye have done in my place in my absence: did ye make haste to bring on the judgment of your Lord?” He put down the tablets, seized his brother by (the hair of) his head, and dragged him to him. Aaron said: “Son of my mother! the people did indeed reckon me as naught, and went near to slaying me! Make not the enemies rejoice over my misfortune, nor count thou me amongst the people of sin.”
[Yusufali 7:151] Moses prayed: “O my Lord! forgive me and my brother! admit us to Thy mercy! for Thou art the Most Merciful of those who show mercy!”
[Yusufali 7:152] Those who took the calf (for worship) will indeed be overwhelmed with wrath from their Lord, and with shame in this life: thus do We recompense those who invent (falsehoods).
[Yusufali 7:153] But those who do wrong but repent thereafter and (truly) believe,- verily thy Lord is thereafter Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful.
[Yusufali 7:154] When the anger of Moses was appeased, he took up the tablets: in the writing thereon was guidance and Mercy for such as fear their Lord.
[Yusufali 7:155] And Moses chose seventy of his people for Our place of meeting: when they were seized with violent quaking, he prayed: “O my Lord! if it had been Thy will Thou couldst have destroyed, long before, both them and me: wouldst Thou destroy us for the deeds of the foolish ones among us? this is no more than Thy trial: by it Thou causest whom Thou wilt to stray, and Thou leadest whom Thou wilt into the right path. Thou art our Protector: so forgive us and give us Thy mercy; for Thou art the best of those who forgive.
[Yusufali 7:156] “And ordain for us that which is good, in this life and in the Hereafter: for we have turned unto Thee.” He said: “With My punishment I visit whom I will; but My mercy extendeth to all things. That (mercy) I shall ordain for those who do right, and practise regular charity, and those who believe in Our signs;-
[Yusufali 7:157] “Those who follow the messenger, the unlettered Prophet, whom they find mentioned in their own (scriptures),- in the law and the Gospel;- for he commands them what is just and forbids them what is evil; he allows them as lawful what is good (and pure) and prohibits them from what is bad (and impure); He releases them from their heavy burdens and from the yokes that are upon them. So it is those who believe in him, honour him, help him, and follow the light which is sent down with him,- it is they who will prosper.”
[Yusufali 7:158] Say: “O men! I am sent unto you all, as the Messenger of Allah, to Whom belongeth the dominion of the heavens and the earth: there is no god but He: it is He That giveth both life and death. So believe in Allah and His Messenger, the Unlettered Prophet, who believeth in Allah and His words: follow him that (so) ye may be guided.”
[Yusufali 7:159] Of the people of Moses there is a section who guide and do justice in the light of truth.
[Yusufali 7:160] We divided them into twelve tribes or nations. We directed Moses by inspiration, when his (thirsty) people asked him for water: “Strike the rock with thy staff”: out of it there gushed forth twelve springs: Each group knew its own place for water. We gave them the shade of clouds, and sent down to them manna and quails, (saying): “Eat of the good things We have provided for you”: (but they rebelled); to Us they did no harm, but they harmed their own souls.
[Yusufali 7:161] And remember it was said to them: “Dwell in this town and eat therein as ye wish, but say the word of humility and enter the gate in a posture of humility: We shall forgive you your faults; We shall increase (the portion of) those who do good.”
[Yusufali 7:162] But the transgressors among them changed the word from that which had been given them so we sent on them a plague from heaven. For that they repeatedly transgressed.
[Yusufali 7:163] Ask them concerning the town standing close by the sea. Behold! they transgressed in the matter of the Sabbath. For on the day of their Sabbath their fish did come to them, openly holding up their heads, but on the day they had no Sabbath, they came not: thus did We make a trial of them, for they were given to transgression.
[Yusufali 7:164] When some of them said: “Why do ye preach to a people whom Allah will destroy or visit with a terrible punishment?”- said the preachers:” To discharge our duty to your Lord, and perchance they may fear Him.”
[Yusufali 7:165] When they disregarded the warnings that had been given them, We rescued those who forbade Evil; but We visited the wrong-doers with a grievous punishment because they were given to transgression.
[Yusufali 7:166] When in their insolence they transgressed (all) prohibitions, We said to them: “Be ye apes, despised and rejected.”
[Yusufali 7:167] Behold! thy Lord did declare that He would send against them, to the Day of Judgment, those who would afflict them with grievous penalty. Thy Lord is quick in retribution, but He is also Oft-forgiving, Most Merciful.
[Yusufali 7:168] We broke them up into sections on this earth. There are among them some that are the righteous, and some that are the opposite. We have tried them with both prosperity and adversity: In order that they might turn (to us).
[Yusufali 7:169] After them succeeded an (evil) generation: They inherited the Book, but they chose (for themselves) the vanities of this world, saying (for excuse): “(Everything) will be forgiven us.” (Even so), if similar vanities came their way, they would (again) seize them. Was not the covenant of the Book taken from them, that they would not ascribe to Allah anything but the truth? and they study what is in the Book. But best for the righteous is the home in the Hereafter. Will ye not understand?
[Yusufali 7:170] As to those who hold fast by the Book and establish regular prayer,- never shall We suffer the reward of the righteous to perish.
[Yusufali 7:171] When We shook the Mount over them, as if it had been a canopy, and they thought it was going to fall on them (We said): “Hold firmly to what We have given you, and bring (ever) to remembrance what is therein; perchance ye may fear Allah.”
[Yusufali 7:172] When thy Lord drew forth from the Children of Adam - from their loins - their descendants, and made them testify concerning themselves, (saying): “Am I not your Lord (who cherishes and sustains you)?”- They said: “Yea! We do testify!” (This), lest ye should say on the Day of Judgment: “Of this we were never mindful”:
[Yusufali 7:173] Or lest ye should say: “Our fathers before us may have taken false gods, but we are (their) descendants after them: wilt Thou then destroy us because of the deeds of men who were futile?”
[Yusufali 7:174] Thus do We explain the signs in detail; and perchance they may turn (unto Us).
[Yusufali 7:175] Relate to them the story of the man to whom We sent Our signs, but he passed them by: so Satan followed him up, and he went astray.
[Yusufali 7:176] If it had been Our will, We should have elevated him with Our signs; but he inclined to the earth, and followed his own vain desires. His similitude is that of a dog: if you attack him, he lolls out his tongue, or if you leave him alone, he (still) lolls out his tongue. That is the similitude of those who reject Our signs; So relate the story; perchance they may reflect.
[Yusufali 7:177] Evil as an example are people who reject Our signs and wrong their own souls.
[Yusufali 7:178] Whom Allah doth guide,- he is on the right path: whom He rejects from His guidance,- such are the persons who perish.
[Yusufali 7:179] Many are the Jinns and men we have made for Hell: They have hearts wherewith they understand not, eyes wherewith they see not, and ears wherewith they hear not. They are like cattle,- nay more misguided: for they are heedless (of warning).
[Yusufali 7:180] The most beautiful names belong to Allah: so call on him by them; but shun such men as use profanity in his names: for what they do, they will soon be requited.
[Yusufali 7:181] Of those We have created are people who direct (others) with truth. And dispense justice therewith.
[Yusufali 7:182] Those who reject Our signs, We shall gradually visit with punishment, in ways they perceive not;
[Yusufali 7:183] Respite will I grant unto them: for My scheme is strong (and unfailing).
[Yusufali 7:184] Do they not reflect? Their companion is not seized with madness: he is but a perspicuous warner.
[Yusufali 7:185] Do they see nothing in the government of the heavens and the earth and all that Allah hath created? (Do they not see) that it may well be that their terms is nigh drawing to an end? In what message after this will they then believe?
[Yusufali 7:186] To such as Allah rejects from His guidance, there can be no guide: He will leave them in their trespasses, wandering in distraction.
[Yusufali 7:187] They ask thee about the (final) Hour - when will be its appointed time? Say: “The knowledge thereof is with my Lord (alone): None but He can reveal as to when it will occur. Heavy were its burden through the heavens and the earth. Only, all of a sudden will it come to you.” They ask thee as if thou Wert eager in search thereof: Say: “The knowledge thereof is with Allah (alone), but most men know not.”
[Yusufali 7:188] Say: “I have no power over any good or harm to myself except as Allah willeth. If I had knowledge of the unseen, I should have multiplied all good, and no evil should have touched me: I am but a warner, and a bringer of glad tidings to those who have faith.”
[Yusufali 7:189] It is He Who created you from a single person, and made his mate of like nature, in order that he might dwell with her (in love). When they are united, she bears a light burden and carries it about (unnoticed). When she grows heavy, they both pray to Allah their Lord, (saying): “If Thou givest us a goodly child, we vow we shall (ever) be grateful.”
[Yusufali 7:190] But when He giveth them a goodly child, they ascribe to others a share in the gift they have received: but Allah is exalted high above the partners they ascribe to Him.
[Yusufali 7:191] Do they indeed ascribe to Him as partners things that can create nothing, but are themselves created?
[Yusufali 7:192] No aid can they give them, nor can they aid themselves!
[Yusufali 7:193] If ye call them to guidance, they will not obey: For you it is the same whether ye call them or ye hold your peace!
[Yusufali 7:194] Verily those whom ye call upon besides Allah are servants like unto you: Call upon them, and let them listen to your prayer, if ye are (indeed) truthful!
[Yusufali 7:195] Have they feet to walk with? Or hands to lay hold with? Or eyes to see with? Or ears to hear with? Say: "Call your ‘god-partners’, scheme (your worst) against me, and give me no respite!
[Yusufali 7:196] "For my Protector is Allah, Who revealed the Book (from time to time), and He will choose and befriend the righteous.
[Yusufali 7:197] “But those ye call upon besides Him, are unable to help you, and indeed to help themselves.”
[Yusufali 7:198] If thou callest them to guidance, they hear not. Thou wilt see them looking at thee, but they see not.
[Yusufali 7:199] Hold to forgiveness; command what is right; But turn away from the ignorant.
[Yusufali 7:200] If a suggestion from Satan assail thy (mind), seek refuge with Allah; for He heareth and knoweth (all things).
[Yusufali 7:201] Those who fear Allah, when a thought of evil from Satan assaults them, bring Allah to remembrance, when lo! they see (aright)!
[Yusufali 7:202] But their brethren (the evil ones) plunge them deeper into error, and never relax (their efforts).
[Yusufali 7:203] If thou bring them not a revelation, they say: “Why hast thou not got it together?” Say: “I but follow what is revealed to me from my Lord: this is (nothing but) lights from your Lord, and Guidance, and mercy, for any who have faith.”
[Yusufali 7:204] When the Qur’an is read, listen to it with attention, and hold your peace: that ye may receive Mercy.
[Yusufali 7:205] And do thou (O reader!) Bring thy Lord to remembrance in thy (very) soul, with humility and in reverence, without loudness in words, in the mornings and evenings; and be not thou of those who are unheedful.
[Yusufali 7:206] Those who are near to thy Lord, disdain not to do Him worship: They celebrate His praises, and prostrate before Him.
So I had my last dose of primo from the vial last night, now I’ve got no more primo left on hand. I have some coming along with the deca and masteron, I’m not worried since I had the dream.
The last dose came to 82mg, which works out to 114.8mg per week, if I’m late for my next primo injection I’ll just compensate with the doseges and catch up, but I reckon I will have the primo on time.
I used a 2ml syringe to get it all out the vial then back filled an insulin syringe. Altogether I injected myself with 10.64ml from the vial, the lab did promise there would be more than 10ml in their vials.
The first dose I had was 50mg, then 72mg thereafter. I did have 40mg in between injections before the fifth week and 100mg on the 5th week instead of 72mg, I was planning to experiment with 140mg per week but I realised that the delivery from the lab would take too long because of the situation so I went back down to 72mg E5D thereafter.
I couldn’t find a lab certificate for that batch of primo so I’m just assuming it was 100mg per ml for my calculations but I think it was probably around 90-95mg per ml.
On another note so far the only thing that’s been inside the air fryer is potatoes lol, I’m thinking to try making some beef jerky this week.
So I received a parcel today… I thought it looked like my HRT medication from the dimensions but inside was 2ml of Rick Simpson oil, extracted from indica according to the seller.
I’m going to experiment with it and i plan to use it medicinally to treat my ulcerative colitis, I’m hoping it could cure me. I believe this is the proper medicinal use of the plant instead of smoking it.
The seller said new users should start with a quarter of a rice grain amount of RSO to begin with and work their way up to 1 whole rice grain, he said to take when needed and 1 hour before bed.
I’ve never tried RSO before but I have had experience with hemp oil and CBD oil so I should know the difference.
But to ascertain if it is truly RSO I’m going to put some in my dynavap tonight after my devotions and see what happens, I’m not looking to get overly medicated but I need to know its real before buying more or attributing outcomes to RSO.
The oil smells a bit like weed, I can’t quite place the strain, Massive vapor production, massive throat hit. it tasted like what was in the dynavap previously (cbd bud).
I feel like I smoked weed. I wouldn’t smoke a joint right now, I feel like I had a whole joint, it’s definitely indica. My body is feeling feeling pumped. I feel good, much more mellow than I was expecting. I can do a vacum now, whereas before I think it was slightly inflamed. even though I wasn’t feeling inflamed or discomfort, I experienced relief and odd as it sounds I literally feel my waist becoming slimmer right now.
It looks like Rick Simpson oil and it definitely has THC in it.
For this experiment I used a small ovoid of wool and went round half of it in small lines using the syringe, the oil had a golden look where it was spread thin and to my eye black where not. I used around half a grain of rice worth of the oil. I put that in the dynavap and heated using my jet lighter as normal, I completely forgot to use the carb hole, thank God. My body has started feeling really relaxed now
So I had some Rick Simpson oil when i got home from work, through oral administration. It had a distinct taste, very different from hemp and cbd oils. I haven’t tried cbd paste to compare.
It tasted like a kush. I liked the taste, much nicer than the cbd and hemp oils I’ve tried.
I had around the same amount of RSO I vaped last night, the effects was much more toned down, hardly noticeable in fact, I think I could have had that dose in the morning oraly if I wanted to without issue, of course I’m not planning to do that, but I might experiment on the weekend. Last night I got red eye almost instantly from vaping, but no red eye from oral administration so far.
I did notice the anti Inflammatory effect on my gut, my waist started to get slimmer on its own, like when I was young.
I’ve taken curcumin with black pepper before and I didn’t feel anything at all and the one I tried was among the best reviewed on amazon, there was no noticeable anti Inflammatory effects at all from curcumin and black pepper. I think no anti Inflammatory medication can compare to RSO and I dont think they can come up with a better medication for inflammation than oral RSO.
At this moment right now I have come to believe this is real RSO. Mind function at work today was better than ever. On another note I’ve started experimenting vaping sage.
I just wanted to thank you all for all the love and positive energy, I feel it from here, its undeniably noticeably from here, I have no doubt. You are all in my prayers.
Rest assured I understand why you’re all quiet here. its fine with me. I just want you all to be well
For those who want to know more about spiritual progression.
Yusufali 2:255] Allah! There is no god but He,-the Living, the Self-subsisting, Eternal. No slumber can seize Him nor sleep. His are all things in the heavens and on earth. Who is there can intercede in His presence except as He permitteth? He knoweth what (appeareth to His creatures as) before or after or behind them. Nor shall they compass aught of His knowledge except as He willeth. His Throne doth extend over the heavens and the earth, and He feeleth no fatigue in guarding and preserving them for He is the Most High, the Supreme (in glory).
[Yusufali 2:256] Let there be no compulsion in religion: Truth stands out clear from Error: whoever rejects evil and believes in Allah hath grasped the most trustworthy hand-hold, that never breaks. And Allah heareth and knoweth all things.
[Yusufali 2:257] Allah is the Protector of those who have faith: from the depths of darkness He will lead them forth into light. Of those who reject faith the patrons are the evil ones: from light they will lead them forth into the depths of darkness. They will be companions of the fire, to dwell therein (For ever).
[Yusufali 2:258] Hast thou not Turned thy vision to one who disputed with Abraham About his Lord, because Allah had granted him power? Abraham said: “My Lord is He Who Giveth life and death.” He said: “I give life and death”. Said Abraham: “But it is Allah that causeth the sun to rise from the east: Do thou then cause him to rise from the West.” Thus was he confounded who (in arrogance) rejected faith. Nor doth Allah Give guidance to a people unjust.
[Yusufali 2:259] Or (take) the similitude of one who passed by a hamlet, all in ruins to its roofs. He said: “Oh! how shall Allah bring it (ever) to life, after (this) its death?” but Allah caused him to die for a hundred years, then raised him up (again). He said: “How long didst thou tarry (thus)?” He said: (Perhaps) a day or part of a day." He said: “Nay, thou hast tarried thus a hundred years; but look at thy food and thy drink; they show no signs of age; and look at thy donkey: And that We may make of thee a sign unto the people, Look further at the bones, how We bring them together and clothe them with flesh.” When this was shown clearly to him, he said: “I know that Allah hath power over all things.”
[Yusufali 2:260] When Abraham said: "Show me, Lord, how You will raise the dead, " He replied: “Have you no faith?” He said “Yes, but just to reassure my heart.” Allah said, “Take four birds, draw them to you, and cut their bodies to pieces. Scatter them over the mountain-tops, then call them back. They will come swiftly to you. Know that Allah is Mighty, Wise.”
[Yusufali 2:261] The parable of those who spend their substance in the way of Allah is that of a grain of corn: it groweth seven ears, and each ear Hath a hundred grains. Allah giveth manifold increase to whom He pleaseth: And Allah careth for all and He knoweth all things.
[Yusufali 2:262] Those who spend their substance in the cause of Allah, and follow not up their gifts with reminders of their generosity or with injury,-for them their reward is with their Lord: on them shall be no fear, nor shall they grieve.
[Yusufali 2:263] Kind words and the covering of faults are better than charity followed by injury. Allah is free of all wants, and He is Most-Forbearing.
[Yusufali 2:264] O ye who believe! cancel not your charity by reminders of your generosity or by injury,- like those who spend their substance to be seen of men, but believe neither in Allah nor in the Last Day. They are in parable like a hard, barren rock, on which is a little soil: on it falls heavy rain, which leaves it (Just) a bare stone. They will be able to do nothing with aught they have earned. And Allah guideth not those who reject faith.
[Yusufali 2:265] And the likeness of those who spend their substance, seeking to please Allah and to strengthen their souls, is as a garden, high and fertile: heavy rain falls on it but makes it yield a double increase of harvest, and if it receives not Heavy rain, light moisture sufficeth it. Allah seeth well whatever ye do.
[Yusufali 2:266] Does any of you wish that he should have a garden with date-palms and vines and streams flowing underneath, and all kinds of fruit, while he is stricken with old age, and his children are not strong (enough to look after themselves)- that it should be caught in a whirlwind, with fire therein, and be burnt up? Thus doth Allah make clear to you (His) Signs; that ye may consider.
[Yusufali 2:267] O ye who believe! Give of the good things which ye have (honourably) earned, and of the fruits of the earth which We have produced for you, and do not even aim at getting anything which is bad, in order that out of it ye may give away something, when ye yourselves would not receive it except with closed eyes. And know that Allah is Free of all wants, and worthy of all praise.
[Yusufali 2:268] The Evil one threatens you with poverty and bids you to conduct unseemly. Allah promiseth you His forgiveness and bounties. And Allah careth for all and He knoweth all things.
[Yusufali 2:269] He granteth wisdom to whom He pleaseth; and he to whom wisdom is granted receiveth indeed a benefit overflowing; but none will grasp the Message but men of understanding.
[Yusufali 2:270] And whatever ye spend in charity or devotion, be sure Allah knows it all. But the wrong-doers have no helpers.
[Yusufali 2:271] If ye disclose (acts of) charity, even so it is well, but if ye conceal them, and make them reach those (really) in need, that is best for you: It will remove from you some of your (stains of) evil. And Allah is well acquainted with what ye do.
[Yusufali 2:272] It is not required of thee (O Messenger), to set them on the right path, but Allah sets on the right path whom He pleaseth. Whatever of good ye give benefits your own souls, and ye shall only do so seeking the “Face” of Allah. Whatever good ye give, shall be rendered back to you, and ye shall not Be dealt with unjustly.
[Yusufali 2:273] (Charity is) for those in need, who, in Allah’s cause are restricted (from travel), and cannot move about in the land, seeking (For trade or work): the ignorant man thinks, because of their modesty, that they are free from want. Thou shalt know them by their (Unfailing) mark: They beg not importunately from all the sundry. And whatever of good ye give, be assured Allah knoweth it well.
[Yusufali 2:274] Those who (in charity) spend of their goods by night and by day, in secret and in public, have their reward with their Lord: on them shall be no fear, nor shall they grieve.
[Yusufali 2:275] Those who devour usury will not stand except as stand one whom the Evil one by his touch Hath driven to madness. That is because they say: “Trade is like usury,” but Allah hath permitted trade and forbidden usury. Those who after receiving direction from their Lord, desist, shall be pardoned for the past; their case is for Allah (to judge); but those who repeat (The offence) are companions of the Fire: They will abide therein (for ever).
[Yusufali 2:276] Allah will deprive usury of all blessing, but will give increase for deeds of charity: For He loveth not creatures ungrateful and wicked.
[Yusufali 2:277] Those who believe, and do deeds of righteousness, and establish regular prayers and regular charity, will have their reward with their Lord: on them shall be no fear, nor shall they grieve.
[Yusufali 2:278] O ye who believe! Fear Allah, and give up what remains of your demand for usury, if ye are indeed believers.
[Yusufali 2:279] If ye do it not, Take notice of war from Allah and His Messenger: But if ye turn back, ye shall have your capital sums: Deal not unjustly, and ye shall not be dealt with unjustly.
[Yusufali 2:280] If the debtor is in a difficulty, grant him time Till it is easy for him to repay. But if ye remit it by way of charity, that is best for you if ye only knew.
[Yusufali 2:281] And fear the Day when ye shall be brought back to Allah. Then shall every soul be paid what it earned, and none shall be dealt with unjustly.
It’s injection day and I have good news everyone… My HRT medication came today, thank God.
I wanted to post a picture but it’s against the forum rules, I was thinking to invert the colours and blur out the branding or something but I don’t want to annoy the moderators. If they let me know its alright I’ll post pictures straight away guys.
I got vials of testosterone, primo, masteron and deca. To my surprise the lab also put some Anadrol in the parcel for me(I thought it was anavar at first lol), which is really nice of them. I wasn’t planning to blast with Anadrol yet but I will research it and make a decision, I might end up blasting it medicinaly next year or something.
So far I haven’t been able to find lab certificates for anything. I’ll look some more later and I’ll contact the lab to see what they say.
I changed my plans today, I planned to inject myself with the deca tonight but since I’ve started using the Rick Simpson oil I’ve been feeling really good, my hand is feeling better today, I’m thinking to wait at least 2 weeks to gauge the efficacy of the RSO and then make a decision on when to incorporate the deca into my HRT protocol
I know you guys want to see more pictures, my current profile picture was taken on the 7th of February, on the 4th day after injection, I was injecting 0.20 ml from my first vial of testosterone E5D for 4 weeks.
I would guess I was around 72kg at the time. I was doing around 300 push ups a day, most days, at that time. I think incline and decline push ups was bad for me but im feeling better, thank God.
The picture was taken zooming into a mirror with bad lighting and holding the phone lol. All I needed to do was move the kitchen light bulb lol.
Yesterday I opened my 2nd vial of primo, this one is 200mg per ml. I think its probably really around 190-195 mg per ml, I decided to dose it at 0.40ml E5D for now. I was feeling good in the week.
The liquid looks very clean and for the lack of a better word, appealing looking, maybe visually or subconsciously, I’m not sure.
Yesterday I reintroduced rice into my diet, approximately 200g twice a day with my chicken and veg and a big portion of air fried potatoes once a day. I tried meal prepping air fried potatoes but it doesn’t taste the same after heating in the microwave. I’m feeling good so far on the rice, I’m using microwave white and jasmine rice.
It seemed to go down well the jerk chicken I made yesterday, it came out just right, the first time I used the whole jar of jerk marinade lol, and the 2nd time half the jar lol, yesterday I used one tbsp and some jerk sauce too and it wasn’t too spicy/chilli for me lol, it tasted like it was from a restaurant. I’m currently eating approximately 700g chicken breast per day most days unless I have fish.
I know you’re not getting a lot of comments but this is an interesting read thanks for being consistent
Awww thank you for the feedback. If I miss anything out or you want more details about anything, everyone is welcome to approach me and let me know. Also if anyone wants to offer me their advice I’m open to hearing them out
How can you tell if it’s off by 5-10mg?
Hi @swoops39, I’m just guessing actually, Because i’ve never seen ugl primo at or more than the stated dose per ml and because I believe the lab I’m using is good, I’m guessing it’s 190-195mg per ml.
