I’m starting a log, because i’m pissed off at myself for being a fat weak willed pussy.
I’m a former fat ass. I weighed 280 (i’m only 5’11) in 2004 and have come along way since then.
I just finished up a 12 week cut and had great success. I went from 230 to 195 and I looked and felt better then I ever have. However, after the cut I decided swtich to bulding some muscle by incorporating more foods such as fruits, post workout shake, oats etc… but, my former fat boy demons took over and I started eating and drinking shit I that I shouldn’t. Currently, I feel like shit and I have a noticable amount of fat gain. This has gone on for 2 weeks now and i’m putting a stop to it right now.
I’m switching back to diet mode until I drop this flab and then going to re-start my goal of bulding muscle while staying lean.