I got my blood test back from my Doctor. I’ve done two weak cycles in my life, ie like 2-3 weeks on oral dbol, nothing major or to be honest worthwhile. Pretty stupid actually.
Anyways, my last cycle was last November, until early weeks of December. I took dbols everyday startin (I’ve gotten this written down somewhere) but I believe 5 mg and getting up 15 mg and then weaning down to half pills and quarter pills in the last week. I thought I was wise.
Anyways, right after getting off cycle, I got a blood test, and my test was @ 100, super low. I took the advice of many guys on these forums and some guys at my gym, who said “Well you just got off cycle a day before, the test will come back in two or 3 weeks, so I wouldn’t worry about it.”
Well, I didn’t worry about it. In fact I waited till 2 weeks ago to worry about it again, when I went to see a doctor to get a follow up on blood work 10 months later…my cholesterol levels, alkaline levels, and estrogen levels have evened out. Unfortunaely…my test is @ 211 now, when it should be between 240-900, and for my age group, I should be at about 400 or so at least.
I feel like shyt, my doctor told me to set up a consultation. He said the options are to put me on test, or wait it out. He prefers to wait it out, he says if my levels are not in range by a year from my first blood test, then I really should get treatment. The last thing he wants to do is decalibrate my test levels again. He also says, he can kick off my pituitary gland using some treatment, to basically get my brain sending messages back to my balls, but unfortunately, he says chances are slim to none my insurance will pay for that.
I feel like killing myself. I had no idea I’ve been a walking girl man for a year now, that has thrown off my sex life and personal life. However, I don’t feel weak, unconfident nor non-aggressive. I feel peaceful honestly. Last May, during this whole period and after my steroid use, I competed in a power lifting tournament, so I don’t understand how my test could be this fucking low.
This is just brutal, I mean you’ve got guys who do this for years and years, and I do two SMALL cycles, and now my balance is RUINED.
The only other thing, maybe that my test has been naturally low, which could make sense. I was always physically and high bf since I was 14, in fact when I was 14 I was basically obese. Luckily, I believe I have a blood test prior to steroid use from when I was 19, and one from when I was 17 I believe, as a control group. My doc will look at this and be able to make some assumptions. I really wished, I’d never fucked with it, I remember when I was 19, I was just fukking naturally anabolic, I was like a goddamn bull, jesus, fuck.
What are some literature, and resources I can look at to 1) naturally raise my test levels, 2) treatments that restore my pituitary kicking to my balls, 3) Possibly, recalibrate my body’s test levels either through another cycle or some sort of other method.
Please help guys, I’m pretty much lower than I’ve ever been.
