I Faced My Self

What I got from this thread…
Talking about your GPA is bad.
Introspection is stupid and unmanly.
Calling everything gay is good.
If you talk about things other than random bullshit on the internet or don’t just go around starting baseless arguments then you are a a ‘ghey needy jackass looking for validation.’
I will be sure to add me, being a ‘ghey needy jackass looking for validation,’ to my list of ways I suck.

Thank you all for your time.

lets make fun of people who are focusing on self improvement that’ll teach them.

You knew you were going to get flamed for this, so don’t whine like a little bitch because you did.

[quote]3IdSpetsnaz wrote:
I only want validation from you gangsta-g, cuz I is a brotha on da down-low (and I mean low). So why don’t you let me flip you around and give you some of that smoochy-smoochy-fuckyounigga thug love. You dig?
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Yeah that’s not weird at all, good luck at “Harvard, multi-million dollar business” level.

I’m 20. I feel somewhat bad for a few of my failures. Nothing more really. I think if I wrote down all of my mistakes, I would just say “Well that sucks…now I’m hungry.”

I haven’t dropped out of college, failed a course, been disowned by my family, been fired, or regretted anything. Past that, failures aren’t really important.

Quitchabitchin’ and fix yourself without telling anyone that you’re fixing yourself. People may notice then. Otherwise, they’ll just say, “There’s that dick that thinks he’s so different because he had a revelation.” Everyone has those. They’re called epiphanies.

Edit: Also, my mom told me about a client of her’s whose father died a few weeks ago, wife had a stroke two weeks ago, and mother died today. Has your life ever been worse than this?

Talking about my near 4.0 gpa this semester is not gloating. It’s a fucking fact, just like my and your bench and dl numbers are. I’m a man, and I wear my glories like medals, and I’m not some dude who has to tell everyone, but it’s also not a fucking secret. So nless the reader is some insecure mediocre jealous prick, he shouldn’t see me as a braggart for talking about success. I don’t need to hide that information just to make some beta twinks feel better about themselves.

Just like Matt Kroc ain’t a braggart for lifting big weight or Lee Priest isn’t a braggart for being ridiculous built. If you intimidated by it, give up or step to the level. It’s a choice, I dropped out of high school, and now I’ve stepped to level…instead of being some hater on the sidelines bashing education.

I don’t get why you have to be a crackhead who inadvertently killed both of your parents in a drug induced car crash, to face the mistakes of your past and your failures, dead-on.

We all have failed, if I am this hard on myself when I have failed so little compared to an excon drug addict, then the lessons I am learning WILL take me to the “Harvard, multi-million dollar business” level. Rather than the acceptable mediocrity so many settle with, and genuine fuck-ups see as some sort of profound success.

I don’t know about you guys, but I’m about stepping to the top, and so I don’t think I have to be getting fucked in the ass during a 5 year prison sentence, to start judging the choices I’ve made in my past super harshly. So I don’t repeat them again.

Just me tho, y’all can do whatever you want. Cuz this wasn’t about a validation, it’s a goddamn forum, it’s about communication, and perhaps I just wanted to put this out there to help people face their bullshit and ultimately succeed. As I am personally trying to do. Every man IS my brother and I want him to succeed to the absolute level that he is capable. So we can all meet up in the afterman society, rather than the planet of the apes…and slackers…betas…and twinks. Because I don’t like living around them sometimes, so I want to eliminate them.

My 2 cents tho, that’s all.

[quote]JLu wrote:

[quote]3IdSpetsnaz wrote:
I only want validation from you gangsta-g, cuz I is a brotha on da down-low (and I mean low). So why don’t you let me flip you around and give you some of that smoochy-smoochy-fuckyounigga thug love. You dig?
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Yeah that’s not weird at all, good luck at “Harvard, multi-million dollar business” level.[/quote]
I know you’re a tranvestite and you love me. BUT I AINT LIKE THAT.

I got 99 problems but 3IdSpetsnaz ain’t one.

A failure is just a result that you perceived negatively. I think you should focus more on what you want from the future as opposed to on what results you have achieved from past actions. You got a link to this ‘several step-method’? I’d like to check it out, cheers.

[quote]3IdSpetsnaz wrote:

[quote]JLu wrote:

[quote]3IdSpetsnaz wrote:
I only want validation from you gangsta-g, cuz I is a brotha on da down-low (and I mean low). So why don’t you let me flip you around and give you some of that smoochy-smoochy-fuckyounigga thug love. You dig?
[/quote]
Yeah that’s not weird at all, good luck at “Harvard, multi-million dollar business” level.[/quote]
I know you’re a tranvestite and you love me. BUT I AINT LIKE THAT.[/quote]

Maybe the odd time? Like 2/5 times?

[quote]3IdSpetsnaz wrote:

I feel good about myself because I realize what I am. I am not fucking important. I am just a living carcass, a piece of meat. But I am MY piece of meat, and I’m one of many, but I’m only ONE. So is everyone else. How can some sirloin Queen of England, have more importance than some commoner eyeofround like me, if we’re all just meat? Everyone I complete with is just some butchered flesh, so noone can deny me, surpass me, usurp me, as I am on the same level as everyone.
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WTF?

Every time I masturbate, I tell my penis (in a VERY firm voice): YOU are MY piece of meat!!”

I’ve read this paragraph, no shit, ten times-- each time slower and slower and it gets funnier and funnier. Read it out loud with a “Mike Tyson” voice…

3IDSpaznuts,

You’re fairly new to this site (another '09er for-crying-out-shit), so I guess we should forgive you for thinking this is your normal, social-support group that will blow smoke up your ass because you shared your Stuart Smalley epiphany of self-discovery. This is Testosterone Nation. We are not going to hold a group hug over your accomplishments. Re-read your original post in the 3rd person as a testosterone-laden man and try not to have the same reaction that many of us have had. You claim to not be bragging about your 3.8 gpa, yet you led with that fact. Like it or not, most people are going to look at that and develop a BFD-stance right from the get-go. And trumpeting your self-actualization program on a bodybuilding website is not going to elicit a lot of oohs and ahhs because bodybuilders are self-betterment proponents, by nature. Likewise, don’t expect us to get gooey over your goal of “Harvard, millionaire, bullshit club” or whatever you called it, because believe it or not, a lot of people on here have already achieved that or are well on their way.

So, continue on with your program and good luck with it, but don’t expect us to suck your dick over it and don’t get mad if we shit on you for opening up too much - it’s what we do here. It’s what guys do in a locker room environment (or at least we used to) and it’s actually good for you in the long run - it toughens your nipples. I think a lot of the long-time members here will agree with me that you were not treated all that harshly here.

DB

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you should put this in your gangsta rap.

[quote]SteelyD wrote:

[quote]3IdSpetsnaz wrote:

I feel good about myself because I realize what I am. I am not fucking important. I am just a living carcass, a piece of meat. But I am MY piece of meat, and I’m one of many, but I’m only ONE. So is everyone else. How can some sirloin Queen of England, have more importance than some commoner eyeofround like me, if we’re all just meat? Everyone I complete with is just some butchered flesh, so noone can deny me, surpass me, usurp me, as I am on the same level as everyone.
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WTF?

Every time I masturbate, I tell my penis (in a VERY firm voice): YOU are MY piece of meat!!”

I’ve read this paragraph, no shit, ten times-- each time slower and slower and it gets funnier and funnier. Read it out loud with a “Mike Tyson” voice…[/quote]

LMFAO!!!

[quote]3IdSpetsnaz wrote:

Just like Matt Kroc ain’t a braggart for lifting big weight or Lee Priest isn’t a braggart for being ridiculous built. If you intimidated by it, give up or step to the level. It’s a choice, I dropped out of high school, and now I’ve stepped to level…instead of being some hater on the sidelines bashing education.
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Comparison fail. I haven’t seen Matt K or Lee Priest come on here recently and say how jacked/strong they are.

Maybe we could organise a GPA competition, where everyone goes along and shouts about what their GPA is.

[quote]Hanley wrote:

[quote]3IdSpetsnaz wrote:

Just like Matt Kroc ain’t a braggart for lifting big weight or Lee Priest isn’t a braggart for being ridiculous built. If you intimidated by it, give up or step to the level. It’s a choice, I dropped out of high school, and now I’ve stepped to level…instead of being some hater on the sidelines bashing education.
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Comparison fail. I haven’t seen Matt K or Lee Priest come on here recently and say how jacked/strong they are.

Maybe we could organise a GPA competition, where everyone goes along and shouts about what their GPA is.

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2.61!!!

shit…

[quote]DixiesFinest wrote:

[quote]Hanley wrote:

[quote]3IdSpetsnaz wrote:

Just like Matt Kroc ain’t a braggart for lifting big weight or Lee Priest isn’t a braggart for being ridiculous built. If you intimidated by it, give up or step to the level. It’s a choice, I dropped out of high school, and now I’ve stepped to level…instead of being some hater on the sidelines bashing education.
[/quote]

Comparison fail. I haven’t seen Matt K or Lee Priest come on here recently and say how jacked/strong they are.

Maybe we could organise a GPA competition, where everyone goes along and shouts about what their GPA is.

[/quote]

2.61!!!

shit…
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3.8 baby! let’s get it!

I had a 4.0

In elementary school

[quote]SteelyD wrote:

[quote]3IdSpetsnaz wrote:

I feel good about myself because I realize what I am. I am not fucking important. I am just a living carcass, a piece of meat. But I am MY piece of meat, and I’m one of many, but I’m only ONE. So is everyone else. How can some sirloin Queen of England, have more importance than some commoner eyeofround like me, if we’re all just meat? Everyone I complete with is just some butchered flesh, so noone can deny me, surpass me, usurp me, as I am on the same level as everyone.
[/quote]

WTF?

Every time I masturbate, I tell my penis (in a VERY firm voice): YOU are MY piece of meat!!”

I’ve read this paragraph, no shit, ten times-- each time slower and slower and it gets funnier and funnier. Read it out loud with a “Mike Tyson” voice…[/quote]

This post made me LOL.

On a serious note, 3ID could you post a link to the program? I don’t understand how a 17-year-old can cry and throw up when thinking of his past unless he has gone through some really fucked up shit. But I don’t assume that’s the case with someone posting raps and stuff about his education and self-improvement programs on a bodybuilding website.