[quote]eatliftsleep wrote:
[quote]Yogi wrote:
[quote]eatliftsleep wrote:
yeah man im about to end a cruise in a week (FINALLY) lol felt like forever, b and c does not interest you? I know you said you have basically reached your goals and going to stop cycling soon, but what are you going to do after? maintain forever?[/quote]
I dunno mate, the industry I work in (I run a gym and am a personal trainer) means that walking around at like 250lbs would actually lose me business (99% of my income is fat loss clients and they get scared off by bodybuilder types), so it’s not like I really NEED to BnC, but I’ll be 30 next year so I reckon my PCTs’ll start to get harder. I reckon I’ll have to choose between just staying off and trying to maintain or the BnC lifestyle.
Honestly, I’d have started BnC years ago, it’s just the fertility thing that scares me. I’m not even desperate to have kids anytime soon, I would just hate myself if I had to tell my girl that the reason I couldn’t give her a family is because I liked having the best physique at pool parties! And I realize that the fears are probably way overblown, and that boards like these are full of stories about dudes getting their girls knocked up when they were running like a gram of tren, but knowing my luck I’d be that one dick head who got fucked over.
But I dunno. It’s a decision that’s going to require a bit of pondering.
How’s your training going? You still planning doing a show?[/quote]
I would think as long as you get a good reputation going it doesn’t matter how big you are and if so, just wear a big ass shirt and hide it best you can lol. Maybe you will get more of a different type of customer anyway. Who knows. I would not be worried about that, those things kinda have a way of working themselves out.
I can see why you’d be concerned about fertility. Freezing sperm is definitely a good idea for anyone who wants kids and also wants to b and c. Kinda wish I would have done this because i’m sure i’ll change my mind about how I feel about having kids later on down the road, but as of right now, kids scare the shit out of me. I don’t want to deal with that responsibility, at least not right now that’s for damn sure. I do believe simply coming off and running an extensive pct and some other drugs you will have a very good chance at having some potent sperm.
Traning is going great, adding weight every week and hitting prs on just about everything, really liking what curt has got me doing, sitting at about 223ish so about 9lbs up since i did that very short/minor recomp. Just cruising right now until I get my bloodwork taken on friday by my endo. Then it’s blast off time, prolly just keep it simple with some test and npp and that’s about it. Maybe throw in an oral depending on bloodwork.
But yeah I definitely am going to do a show in the future, just don’t know which one yet since this is my first time and I have no idea on the timing of things or anything like that. Getting up on that stage is gonna be the hardest part for me, Ill suffer all day every day for months training and diet wise, but getting on that stage i would consider my biggest obstacle, I’m sure once i’m up there it won’t be as bad. But right now just focusing on adding as much quality mass as humanly possible!
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AS the gym gets more established then yeah, being a big freaky meathead might not be too much of an issue, but for the time being I’ll stick with being a physique athlete looking mo fo.
Yeah I hear you on the kids thing. The thing about freezing sperm is there’s only like a 20% success rate for insemination, so it’s not really all that much of an insurance policy. Think if I’m having kids I’m doing it the old fashioned way. More fun that way anyway.
As for competing, think of it like this: how many first time show threads have we seen here where people wished they had more mass. You’ll always wish you had more mass! Don’t let that scare you man. Get yourself a posing pouch, tan up and unleash hell!