Help an idiot please

Im stupid I know…I went about doing stuff without more research and dont have money to get bloodwork done, YES I realize i ultimately wont know whats going on until bloodwork, its not an option at the moment, however I already started a cycle…6’2 180lbs 40 years old …started taking test cyp roughly between 75 and 100 mgs weekly for last few months…this coming up sunday, 4 weeks ago I started 200mg weekly test cyp and roughtly 200 mg deca weekly and 20 mg dianabol daily…was only going to take dbol for 3 weeks for a jumpstart not realizing until after that since I was already on test I wouldnt need it for that reason…3 days before 3 weeks was up i decided to stop dbol…was breaking out bad…and everyday my liver and or kidney on my left side are in bad pain and was worsening by the day, …also just felt not normal… would work 12 hour shifts then not be able to sleep…i felt a smidgen better now being off dbol for over a week but my liver still aces and throbs every now and then and I noticed when im not specifically at work im lethargic also it increased my blood pressure…even if i sleep more than 8 hours i feel burntout…also I have water retention., not to the xtreme so no edema however I stay more than hydrated but no matter how much water I down its ages before I can piss. .and my pee is always super dark too!!I have tamoxifen…anastrozole and clomid on hand… and im taking roughly 5 millagrams every other day of cialis, which is working to reduce blood pressure…im also taking nac,milk thistle,multi vitamen and creatine daily and 1mg finasteride to combat thinning hair…what do you guys think is going on? If you had to guess?? Im leary of the ai’s read not to take if not needed…Should i start tamox… anast… or clomid?? Should i lower my dosage of test or deca??or both??,…please help me im in a bad spot right now…a little reassurance from all well informed community would be greatly appreciated!!!

You don’t have money for blood work but you have money for steroids, SERMs, vitamins, creatine, liver support…

Find the money for blood work.

Better yet, go see your doctor. You might be one of the unlucky ones that fuck themselves up to the point where they need medical attention.

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Dark urine, “liver pain”, fatigue with use of know hepatotoxic drug. Get ya to a doc. But they’ll like tell you the obvious: stop what you’re doing. Do you consume alcohol?

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How about dropping the drugs and letting your body recover.
You can’t just start throwing more/different drugs at this.
If you can’t afford bloods go to your doctor and ask him to pull bloods or if your in as bad as shape as you make yourself out to be you prob should go to the hospital.
Don’t be a moron here man, something is obviously wrong.

Thanks guys!!! I WAS SUPER freaked out after reading your responses. . Went to hospital right away. … got bloodwork everything for the most part looks good I was told by the lab specialist, only exception being something about my aldestorone levels being slightly elevated both my blood serum and 24 hour urine levels, not high eneough to be too concerning was told but definitely elevated, specialist wanted to xheck for something called conn? Tumor or something…x rays all cam back great, I came clean about everything I was on, they refused to talk anabolics with me, also stated my blood pressure is great , but I know for a fact it was high and have just been taking cialis to negate. .was also told I need to flush alot more fluids, that I’m not hydrating enough. Thought I was drinking enough water but guess not. They did mention that certain anabolics make your body hold more( we already knew) and they think my sodium intake was too much. .I drink the hell out of Gatorade mostly for the electrolytes. Just read the nutrition label on one for first time and almost had a heart attack the sodium content in that alone. My diet is extention healthy besides that hiccup I limit my caloric intake but im not at a calory deficet. Plenty but not too much protein… don’t eat processed foods, don’t drink any alcohol, I do however vape concentrated thc which is legit(bought at a legitimate dispensary)

Also last night at the gym I think I figured out the pain that was only on my left side… you guys are going to laugh, Im embarrassed and feel extra stupid … the ab twist machine I use …I would change the weight only… and I would just alternate the direction or angle my knees and body face…Lmao!!! Im a jackass!!! Turns out it fully rotates around to the opposite side so for the last several months, ive been simply focusing on my left side to varying degrees… hit my right side good for first time and after a short while i feel the same pain now in my right side of stomache… I was massively over doing and focusing on my left side this whole time, and the fact that my liver or kidneys are on one side just assumed the worst… after drinking more fluids, and staying away from gaterade, I feel 100% ive also had several days off from work so Ive gotten extra rest…I work 12 hours and work forced overtime close to 60 hours weekly and after a while guess took a toll on my body, new techs hired and I’m now off the forced to work list so I’m going to enjoy the extra and we’ll needed rest than with the juice and working out added in to equation its no wonder I was exausted!!! Think after several months all these things were just building up and snow balling. .as of today im like a new person… from here on out in getting bloodwork done once a month and I’m not not going to be doing a cutting cycle yet, after this one ill be taking a break and researching and gaining the ins and outs of each compound before I ever put in my body that way I’m not blindly going in… thanks guys for your concerns and input!! Besides nat and milkthistle multivitamins are there any other supplements you guys would recommend?,