A cheat meal? On a bulk? You gotta be kidding me!!! If you have to call it a cheat meal, then you aren’t bulking.
I got hungry last night. I had a shitty workout and ended up pigging out on three big bowls of Count Chocula. I chased it down with some almonds. I don’t know how many almonds. I just ate until I was full. And this was late at night.
Was it ideal? No, and I don’t really care. I want calories. 90% of the time I get them from great sources. Sometimes I don’t. But I’m not going to waste a second of my time worrying about it.
It’s called a bulk for a reason. You’re supposed to eat A LOT OF FOOD!!! If you eat a little too much one day, it’s not going to ruin it! If anything, it’s a better opportunity to lift heavier.
I’m all for keeping track of calories if that’s your thing. I try to do it so that I know about how much I’m eating.
But you are obsessing about miniscule shit. You’ve got a 40 gallon gas tank, and you’re freaking out about whether you have 20.001 or 20.002 gallons of gas in there.
Take care of the important stuff first, not P+F, P+C, C+F, A+Z, or whatever combination you like. This is not the most important thing for you right now. You need calories. Your lifting and cross country will take care of the fat. Eat big first. Then you can start to worry about macronutrient ratios and weight.
Do you realize that if I had the amount (not percentage, but amount) of body fat on me that you do right now, I’d be ripped and have bulging abs? You can’t be more than 15%. That’s not even 20 pounds of fat. It’s nothing, and it will look like nothing if you actually give your body some muscle to work with instead of nickel and diming things.
Why are you so afraid to grow into your fat?