For example, on bench press, I get get up to about 185lbs for reps, then after that I can’t hit as many reps anymore in subsequent workouts, week by week I have to drop reps or weight or just deload. I pretty much always just end up deloadong. And once deloaded it takes about a month to work back up to that weight again, then the same exact thing happens. This has been going on for 6 years of training.
The first two years of training I tried to force through it. I was doing a lot more volume than I am now. Eventually my body pretty much broke down and I haven’t been able to sleep very good since. I spent a lot of time at the doctors office, tried anti depressants, sleep meds, and talk therapy. I settled in Trazodone and ambien, and that’s literally the only way I can get decent sleep at night, and it’s still restless. On average I wake up 5-15 times per night.
I took about a year off the weights to try to fix my sleep issue with no luck. For the next 3 years I played around a lot with volume and intensity. I tried my own programming based off of “practical programming for strength training”, tried starting strength; I even saw a starting strength coach. I tried the strong lifts 5x5 routine, and Jonny Candito’s strength hypertrophy program as well.
When I was seeing the starting strength coach, I did so on their diet protocol, which was essentially a dirty bulk. Drinking a shit ton of milk. Even then, I literally stalled at the same exact spot, and I weighed the most I have on my life, 225lbs of pure fat lol.
When it came time to cut, I would lose all my gains almost immediately. Didn’t matter how fast or slow I cut. It just meant losing gains either fast or slow. And by the end I would be back to square one.
After a couple more years of training like this, doing countless hours of research and trying different things I got my testosterone checked. It came out reasonably low so I started TRT. That was about a year ago. I took some time off the gym because I was just really demotivated. Once Covid just started to hit, I decided to get back to it. My strength came up quicker than ever this time, but I still plateaued at the same damn spot, over and over again, just like before. And that’s about the time I said “fuck it” let’s try gear. Just seemed like my only option. 6 years is a long time with nothing to show for it. I’m getting older now, and my dreams of having a good physique while I’m young are starting to not look to optimistic.