This is incredibly helpful. Thank you @dialintrt
just to touch on a few things.
I am keeping a quick “journal” using a memo app every day. i give around 10 subjective categories a numerical value (1-10) so that i can track them real time rather than try to look back and think “how was my sex drive in feb?” … its stuff like how i slept the night before… how high is my libido … motivation … general optimism/outlook … those type things. My sleep has always been garbage all the way back to high school … i am looking back and trying to connect all the dots and maybe back that far i had hormone issues and wasnt aware
Both my test and e are well below range. test was 122 and E was 3.2 about 3 weeks ago
I do appreciate your explanation of how all the various metrics work and interact. I am not number chasing but i do want to make sure i am on the right trajectory.
"feeling chronic fatigue, loss of desire of life, possibly suicidal thoughts, penis and genitals that feel like they are invisible to you and don’t work at all you just might have crashed E2. "
I have that feeling now …
“> I feel pretty normal, maybe a slight hint of tiredness (might just be lack of getting a good 7-9 hours of sleep), not having a raging sexual desire but noticing that when you see a hot woman or smell her you get erected nicely, or a good strong erection from cuddling up against your woman”
the only time i can recall this happening is about ten years ago when i took an OTC “test booster” that i later found out was a PH with superdrol. I have never had a sex drive like that in my life and i never get spontaneous erections like you describe. i dont think that even happened in puberty. When i took superdrol PH i would get the spontaneous erections like you describe. that in itself made me so much more locked in when speaking with a girl. anyway - i have a lean athletic body type but have always been a “hard gainer” and have trouble putting on weight, so i have been told that maybe i have hypogonadism my whole life but am now just realizing it
Here are my labs. Any feedback appreciated
Testosterone, Tot ng/dL 264 - 916 122
Free T (Direct) pg/mL 6.8 - 21.5 6.7
Dihydrotestoseterone ng/dL 30 - 85 7.1
Thyroxin (T4) ng/dL 0.82 - 1.77 1.44
DHEA-Sulfate ug/dL 102.6 - 416.3 418.3
TSH uIU/mL 0.450 - 4.500 1.19
Luteinizing Hormone (LH) mIU/mL 1.7 - 8.6 8.4
Prolactin ng/mL 4.0 - 15.2 10.9
PSA - Serum ng/mL 0.0 - 4.0 1.1
IGF-1 ng/mL 75 - 216 192
Reverse T3 - Serum ng/dL 9.2 - 24.1 20.3
Estradiol, Sensitive pg/mL 8.0 - 35.0 3.2
Thyrogobulin Antibody IU/mL 0.0 - 0.9 <1.0
Thyroid Peroxidase (TPO) IU/mL 0 - 34 9
Triiodothyronine (T3) - Free pg/mL 2.0 - 4.4 3
Sex Hormone Binding Globulin (SHBG) nmol/L 16.5 - 55.9 21.2
