6/30/17
If you have LOW expectations, it doesn’t suck as much 
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Good to see you back at it CL
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Thank you, but it’s not really working for me.
7/3/17
I apparently I am too dumb to quit.
Ass rehab
BP
1x5/55
1x5/65
1x8/75
2x6/75
2x5/75
More dumb shit.
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I think a lot of us have this issue.
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Cut that tone out
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Thanks guys! Imma working on it.
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7/4/17
Happy Independence Day!
Ass rehab
Squats
1x5/55
1x5/65
1x5/75
1x5/85
1x5/95
1x5/105
Getting better😁
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shoulder rehab=BPA’s
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I7/6/17
Well, that didn’t go as planned.
I read the article TNation posted the other day about passion flower for anxiety. Asked my lady at the health food store to get me some. Took some. Oh sweet Jesus! What was I thinking? It made me feel really weird and this morning I am SUPER DUPER angry!!! Like… it’s a good thing I am not going to town today, because I might end up in jail angry! Ugh!
Anyway, couldn’t focus on shit!
Ass rehab is all I managed to slog my way thru. Tried to bench, but not happening. GRRrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! 
Damn it! I have been doing so much better this week.
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Is that code for something else…
I’ll never tell 
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7/7/17
Wu
Skipped the rehab
DL
1x5/105
2x3/105
3x3/125
1x2/145
Yay me!
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dont think it was meant to be smoked…
HELLO? Everything alright?
No, not really, but it will pass. It will either be alright or I am going to give myself a stroke… which ever comes first.
And PLEASE for the love of God, don’t tell me everything is going to be fine! Please.
Hopefully be back in few weeks or maybe months, who the fuck knows how long this shit is going to take. Nobody seems to give a damn. So… what the fuck ever!
Well I can tell you you don’t want that.
Ok fine I wont since Im not sure what the whole story is and the fact im just some guy on a forum… But so you know I get where you are coming from. Not to tell my whole life story…Back in 2001 I was diagnosed with severe anxiety disorder …which wore me down and morphed into depression. The following year my 1st wife got a craving for other dick and she left me and more or less my boys. 2009 my second wife and High school sweet heart had a battle with cancer.Most recent shit moment was watching my father slowly pass away from cancer a few years ago…So yeah I get were you coming from.
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Thanks Bulldog. I’m sorry you have had to endure all that.
Yes, anxiety is fucking real, and it’s a fucking bitch. Most the time I am fine. But I have irrational fears. The shredded wheat side of my brain knows it will turn out the way it was meant to be. But the frosted side? Oh the frosted side goes savage. Total fucking mental breakdown. People keep saying it’s going to be fine, and instantly my brain will process a 1000 different reasons why it won’t be. I have tried to explain this but no one listens.
I know it will pass if I can just hold on. Thanks again.
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