Not at all. I’m still having a hard time managing my feelings around the Minneapolis thing, and I was up in the night last night fretting about that along with everything else. I’m usually very emotionally separate from this sort of thing - shootings and other sad stuff - but I can’t seem to separate those two women from my close lesbian friends, who go to protests and seem so alike to those two women. The “fucking bitch” keeps echoing in my head while I picture her smiling at the guys just moments before. I read my book for a bit to stop the thought spiraling, but then the protagonist got killed and that was sad, too, so I decided to put that down and check in here, read some logs. I was tagged, so I went to the thread, and just felt sick at more “fucking bitch” stuff.
I have to be functional at work. I do not have to be functional at TN.