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I don’t tell him about the dream I had the night before. Riding in a car full of strangers singing to a song Ive never heard smoking a cigarette when we swerve off the road and hit a tree. I go through the windshield and hit a fence, dislocating my jaw, and flipping me into a wall where my neck gets broken, skull is fractured. I bleed to death in excruciating pain. I will have this dream periodically until I meet the strangers 1 by 1 and introduce them to one another until we are a close group of friends. I will set these events in motion and I will die. But today, in the warm light of the sunset I don’t see that. I just see the sunset. I smile back and shake my head, I have absolutely no idea. I am afraid[/quote]
need more info[/quote]
feeling this more and more lately interpret that as you will[/quote]
sounds like you need answers[/quote]
I don’t really think there is an answer[/quote]
There’s always one[/quote]
I don’t think so necessarily[/quote]
Think again[/quote]
Im more of the opinion that there doesn’t have to be an answer to everything and that its ok that there isnt[/quote]
Whether or not there needs to be one from a personal perspective doesn’t mean that there isn’t one. What you’re saying is you’re content with not saying. Is that correct?[/quote]
I wouldn’t say content, if there are answers I would wish to know them. And If there aren’t, I would be able to cope and drive forward anyway for the sake of driving forward. not meaning to say I would ever stop looking for answers even though I think there may not be any[/quote]
Why do you feel there are no answers?[/quote]
out of the time ive been here everytime I ask a question it only leaves me with more questions, never answers. Ill give you that ive only been here for almost 18 years now but you would think id have at least a few by now[/quote]
Answers have a hierarchy. Answers are composed of questions. That’s the way it is. Not every answer will be in standard form.[/quote]
I don’t expect them to be, I just wish they were. I know I wont get all the answers I want or receive them on a piece of paper all written out for me, but damn I wish it was that way
that girl came over again today, we’ve been going out doing stuff and hanging out for like 4 months and Ive still not even come close to letting me even kiss her shits whack. But for some reason even though I know Ive gotten nowhere physically, I continue to get more and more attracted to her. Other girls hit me up and I don’t even have the want to pursue them all I want is this girl when anytime there would have been an opportunity for something to happen, its obvious she doesn’t want it to and wouldn’t let it. why in gods name am I falling for a girl who doesn’t even like me like that back? Our relationship is very fulfilling and happy just not in a couple way, like she doesn’t want that but I do. is it wrong to continue to pursue a girl that makes me happy even if I know nothing will probably come of it? is it a waste of time when I could probably find another relationship easily that is just as fulfilling mentally and physically?
This isn’t directly to you more of in general pondering[/quote]
To be clear, I don’t think figures outlined on paper is the standard form of an answer. I’ve been in a similar situation myself. It’s difficult and spurs a lot of inner conflict. There’s no right or wrong when it comes to emotion. Feelings just are. They are an environment. Trust your instincts and be willing to test.[/quote]
Sucks when feelings aren’t exactly mutual, I know she cares but not in that way. One day soon I will her birthday is coming up I have a good thing planned, that might prove to be the time to test