today was misc day. I headed to turbo gym to have ssb squat. I’m going with the bar being 65# so the wt’s will be with included.
150x5, 160x5, 170x5, 190x5, 200x2, 210, 220, 225, 230, 235, 220x2, 210x3, 200x5, 190x6, 180x7, 170x10
between sq’s I did some snatch grip mp’s 60x8,x7, 65x7, x7, 70x5, x4
some misc stuff too–a few rows with a safety bar that’s different then the one I used --no padding
ghr’s closer to full range of motion x7
I’m really feeling positive about my ssb squats. Because they are completely different, my ego’s been checked at the door and really won’t even apply…I really am happy with the numbers I got today. If I were back squatting these numbers–be it with shitty form even-- normally I’d be dissapointed. Doing it this way I feel much better then before.
Also for watching all the oly vids I think I found a que/tip that I actually can use and benefited from quit a bit today. I’m sure all the other tips do work but I’ve not been able to get it in my head to line em up. It might just be this bar or it might just be me. Probably both. I’ve come up with this conclusion thus far:
tips that don’t work for me: head up, sit back, arch you back, spread the floor. I still lean, reverse accordion it up
tips that do work for me :wt on heels, look forward, and the ssb bar itself makes me push out my knees with my elbows a bit.
So I’m pleased. I’ll continue doing this. I might just have to ride the special bus from now on–ssb and fronties for my squatting needs because of the damage I’ve done in the past. I’m ok with that as long as I keep the feeling I have right now–strong.
This last year and 4 months or so has been a hard and trying training. I tred water and bobbed about in my efforts. obsessed with past levels of hard core dietary disciple, better numbers on lifts, wild abandon I can’t muster anymore. Then depression, wt gain, injury, intense inner strife, body clock rebellion, severe disappointment in all of the above and other aspects of myself I’d began to become. But its changing and I feel the change. Numbers don’t show it, but I do- I feel stronger.
