[quote]John S. wrote:
antideprecents huh. thats pretty hard core.
how old are you?[/quote]
not old enough to be taken this seriously.
19!
I wish that guy would just give me a break.
He knows nothing about me at all and he is making this big production of some…wait
I have the pictures hahahaha!
Well, he brought it up so I guess Ill show him my homecoming picture of that guy I was talking about and then gracen hahahaha
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[quote]julia87 wrote:
yeah i know, i like him [/quote]
So that’s how you deal with depression, you change your avatar?
Whatever works.
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Well… i though you where 35 lol. No one takes you seriouse b/c you sound like you expect some magic answer. Oh and btw antideprecents arnt shit if you where trying to sound like a b.a. you failed.
[quote]julia87 wrote:
hahaha he asked for it, if he wanted me to talk about my high school experiences…I could even continue my blog on here…“what happened that homecoming night” mmm…[/quote]
Wow. Are you trying to imply that attention should be dropped from the term attention whore in regards to you? Seriously.
I had no interest in seeing that picture - I pointed out the line about the guy to mock you, because despite being concerned about other people/innocent/always the victim, you dated some guy (read: got fucked at a house party on Homecoming) because he was the quarterback.
You also stated that you and your friend were obviously cool because you had an exclusive group that you didn’t let others in to. How much more Mean Girls could you channel? Did you and Gracen keep a burn book?
The depressing part is that I’m only 18, and will some day grow out of my misogyny. You will continue to float along in your dream world until the botox or silicone leeches into your brain.
[quote]John S. wrote:
Well… i though you where 35 lol. No one takes you seriouse b/c you sound like you expect some magic answer. Oh and btw antideprecents arnt shit if you where trying to sound like a b.a. you failed.[/quote]
I dont understand any of that last part but they were definitely the shit when I was on them, trust me.
No one takes me seriously!!! Are you Joking?! Look at this entire thread, obviously some people do-thats why anger was even in this thread. And I wasnt looking for any “magical” answer, my god, I didnt even know what was wrong with me in the first place…you are fishing for problems with me arent you? Just like that other guy. No wonder you agreed with each other you sick little rodents.
If those people werent mad about
something pertaining to women and used me and my trying-to-cheer-up playfulness starting with seriously considering the ridiculous post of “i like hot guys watching me lift” when I explained I was really thinking only about my trainer which is evident by my posts of him before that he was without a doubt on my mind. (sry…run on sentence hahaha)
Then he kept trying to fuel his tiny fire against women, justifying himself with all these little puny jabs at me, who is depressed in the first place, but oh, dont think about that, the entire thread is just called “Brooding”
It is ludicrous. I thought it was going to get just a dumb little “youll feel better tommorrow” responses, which was what I wanted anyways damnit.
nobody else gets heat for posting about their idiotic girlfriend problems or them still being a virgin and not knowing what to do about having sex with sluts, or how they felt after having sex the entire weekend and then going to the wieghtroom on monday and feeling really pumped in the wieghtroom when staring at a girls ass when she was doing dl’s.
(sorry to use that exact example sodium)
Or whatever the hell. Sorry this wasnt about football or the newest James Bond man but you couldve easily of recognized it wasnt by looking at the name of the thread. So sit in that toaster, you stinkin breads.
[quote]LoneLobo wrote:
julia87 wrote:
hahaha he asked for it, if he wanted me to talk about my high school experiences…I could even continue my blog on here…“what happened that homecoming night” mmm…
Wow. Are you trying to imply that attention should be dropped from the term attention whore in regards to you? Seriously.
I had no interest in seeing that picture - I pointed out the line about the guy to mock you, because despite being concerned about other people/innocent/always the victim, you dated some guy (read: got fucked at a house party on Homecoming) because he was the quarterback.
You also stated that you and your friend were obviously cool because you had an exclusive group that you didn’t let others in to. How much more Mean Girls could you channel? Did you and Gracen keep a burn book?
The depressing part is that I’m only 18, and will some day grow out of my misogyny. You will continue to float along in your dream world until the botox or silicone leeches into your brain.[/quote]
Well, they were exactly like Mean Girls. Loved that movie.
You know that movie was based on a book called “Queen Bees and Wannabes” explaining the psychology of girl-bullying. We did key peoples cars, but no, no burn book, sorry. I was just reminiscing on it all, we had fun!
It is MY blog.
"because despite being concerned about other people/innocent/always the victim, you dated some guy (read: got fucked at a house party on Homecoming) because he was the quarterback. "
He was a tight end actually. And Im never always the victim at all, I never said that. And Im not innocent at all, I never said that either. And I never got fucked at a house party on homecoming, I was crying on his couch because my dad took away my car because he saw my diary .
Well, you being a year younger than me, it is obvious that you Are younger
sticks tongue out
Wow. None of this made any real sense till I read your 19 and suffer with depression.
I’ve got a 19 year old sister, and have known many girls around that age that sound very similar to you. Astoundingly similar at some points.
Just want to state that I’ve seen many others feeling extremely similar, with a similar mindset, around the same age. Best of luck, anyways.
Man to the haters out there. Lay off of her. She had a bad day and wanted to vent. If you want to take out some aggression because you didn’t get to fuck the prom queen in your glory days go do it elsewhere.
Yes she is immature. She’s nine-fucking-teen. She should be. Hell I wish I had an excuse to be.
julia87 three things i want to tell you.
First that quater back was the scrawniest football player i have ever seen.
Second Your such a tool… OMG ANTI DEPRECENTS, If you want to look like a bad ass on drugs why not go out there and try some real shit. your not impressing anyone.(no one takes those seriouse there pussy drugs.)
third ties in with the first one. Why the hell did you just open urself up to bieng called a whore!?
Well, well. “e-Jealousy” and “My e-penis in bigger than yours” has officially appeared on the thread.
Congratulations. You’re a tool.
[quote]
Second Your such a tool… OMG ANTI DEPRECENTS, If you want to look like a bad ass on drugs why not go out there and try some real shit. your not impressing anyone.(no one takes those seriouse there pussy drugs.)[/quote]
You spelled anti-depressants wrong.
And yes they are semi-serious drugs. STFU unless you know what you are talking about.
And secondly who the hell would be impressed by “I take COCAINE/METH/OTHER SHIT”. And why are you comparing drugs used for rehabilitation to ones used for “recreation”? {and I use that term VERY loosely since all these drugs do is destroy.}
Let me ask you a question: Does it really matter to you? Why do YOU care?
And did you do a spell check before posting this shit?
For you first thing. yes i admit that was a error in judgment i shouldnt have started that pissing contest.
now normaly you would be write about the anti-depressents. but she was using them recreationaly so that puts them in the same catagory as weed/back pain med’s exct.
[quote]Zap Branigan wrote:
Alpha F wrote:
Kuz wrote:
So, yeah, I’m wondering what’s happening to T-Nation too since it seems we are getting too many boys and not enough men.
I want to give you an internet hug and kiss for saying that:
((((*))))
Your artwork looks more like a fat ass with an asshole. [/quote]
That is because as an artist, there was a deeper message I was trying to convey with that:
That internet affection is totaly anal.
Ha!
; )
[quote]John S. wrote:
For you first thing. yes i admit that was a error in judgment i shouldnt have started that pissing contest.
now normaly you would be write about the anti-depressents. but she was using them recreationaly so that puts them in the same catagory as weed/back pain med’s exct.[/quote]
Just because you think you are write about the situation doesnt necessarily mean that you are totally write in all regards…write???
[quote]Easy E wrote:
John S. wrote:
For you first thing. yes i admit that was a error in judgment i shouldnt have started that pissing contest.
now normaly you would be write about the anti-depressents. but she was using them recreationaly so that puts them in the same catagory as weed/back pain med’s exct.
Just because you think you are write about the situation doesnt necessarily mean that you are totally write in all regards…write???[/quote]
LOL
Basicaly, the thing that would normaly upset me the most about this sily situation, is the fact that this girl is being emotionaly and psychologicaly tortured. Realy, I can’t understand why any socialy adjusted person with nominaly significant inteligence would want to do such a thing. Or maybe the speling is just horrificaly mutilating the English language.
[quote]Steel Nation wrote:
Easy E wrote:
John S. wrote:
For you first thing. yes i admit that was a error in judgment i shouldnt have started that pissing contest.
now normaly you would be write about the anti-depressents. but she was using them recreationaly so that puts them in the same catagory as weed/back pain med’s exct.
Just because you think you are write about the situation doesnt necessarily mean that you are totally write in all regards…write???
LOL
Basicaly, the thing that would normaly upset me the most about this sily situation, is the fact that this girl is being emotionaly and psychologicaly tortured. Realy, I can’t understand why any socialy adjusted person with nominaly significant inteligence would want to do such a thing. Or maybe the speling is just horrificaly mutilating the English language.
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I dont know if I read your post right but I have to defend myself anyways so I feel better. 
I didnt want any of this to happen, and I stated in my first sentence that I hate anything negative and then they were basically attacking my person with negativity-what do you think I would do
being a little dramatic by saying I am being emotionally and psychologically tortured lol
I got sad bc I was stuck in a no-win situation-those two guys wouldnt listen to me-were just beating at me-I wanted to leave bc I was already sad-I didnt want to put up with anymore of it.
Fight or Flightish I guess. I got to the point that I got flighty.
Ugh.sick of this.
[quote]julia87 wrote:
I didnt want any of this to happen, and I stated in my first sentence that I hate anything negative and then they were basically attacking my person with negativity-what do you think I would do
being a little dramatic by saying I am being emotionally and psychologically tortured lol
I got sad bc I was stuck in a no-win situation-those two guys wouldnt listen to me-were just beating at me-I wanted to leave bc I was already sad-I didnt want to put up with anymore of it.[/quote]
Did you watch that movie/documentary dealie called “The Secret”?
Its a blockbuster version of the Classic Book “Think and Grow Rich”.
You can’t fight negativity and you cannot actively push it away. Because the second you do, more of the shit comes. Usually from people and sometimes yourself.
Best thing you can do is ignore it completely. Get away from the people/situation and ignore completely.
The second you acknowledge it exists you give it power and so it comes out of people.
Suddenly you have people like Johnny spouting shit all over the forums.
Write?
PS. If you would like the moviementary, PM me and I’ll send it to you.
[quote]John S. wrote:
For you first thing. yes i admit that was a error in judgment i shouldnt have started that pissing contest.
now normaly you would be write about the anti-depressents. but she was using them recreationaly so that puts them in the same catagory as weed/back pain med’s exct.[/quote]
Who in their right mind uses “back pain med’s exct.” recreationaly?
And WTF is “exct.”?
Tell me if I’m write about all this.