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[quote]brucevangeorge wrote:
julia87 wrote:
I didnt want any of this to happen, and I stated in my first sentence that I hate anything negative and then they were basically attacking my person with negativity-what do you think I would do

being a little dramatic by saying I am being emotionally and psychologically tortured lol
I got sad bc I was stuck in a no-win situation-those two guys wouldnt listen to me-were just beating at me-I wanted to leave bc I was already sad-I didnt want to put up with anymore of it.

Did you watch that movie/documentary dealie called “The Secret”?

Its a blockbuster version of the Classic Book “Think and Grow Rich”.

You can’t fight negativity and you cannot actively push it away. Because the second you do, more of the shit comes. Usually from people and sometimes yourself.

Best thing you can do is ignore it completely. Get away from the people/situation and ignore completely.

The second you acknowledge it exists you give it power and so it comes out of people.

Suddenly you have people like Johnny spouting shit all over the forums.

Write?

PS. If you would like the moviementary, PM me and I’ll send it to you.[/quote]

For the most part I agree with you, however regarding this point:

“The second you acknowledge it exists you give it power and so it comes out of people.”

When you acknowledge it, it does allow you to identify people’s true intentions. Then you can simply ignore those people in the future. It can be a valuable tool when used occasionally. For example, this thread identified/confirmed 2 idiots. It will allow me to put their future posts in the correct context, or ignore them completely.

Anyway, Julia it’s a new day and I hope you’re feeling better. All the best.

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[quote]julia87 wrote:
Steel Nation wrote:
Easy E wrote:
John S. wrote:
For you first thing. yes i admit that was a error in judgment i shouldnt have started that pissing contest.

now normaly you would be write about the anti-depressents. but she was using them recreationaly so that puts them in the same catagory as weed/back pain med’s exct.

Just because you think you are write about the situation doesnt necessarily mean that you are totally write in all regards…write???

LOL

Basicaly, the thing that would normaly upset me the most about this sily situation, is the fact that this girl is being emotionaly and psychologicaly tortured. Realy, I can’t understand why any socialy adjusted person with nominaly significant inteligence would want to do such a thing. Or maybe the speling is just horrificaly mutilating the English language.

I dont know if I read your post right but I have to defend myself anyways so I feel better. :slight_smile:

I didnt want any of this to happen, and I stated in my first sentence that I hate anything negative and then they were basically attacking my person with negativity-what do you think I would do

being a little dramatic by saying I am being emotionally and psychologically tortured lol
I got sad bc I was stuck in a no-win situation-those two guys wouldnt listen to me-were just beating at me-I wanted to leave bc I was already sad-I didnt want to put up with anymore of it.

Fight or Flightish I guess. I got to the point that I got flighty.
Ugh.sick of this.
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I was actualy making fun of the guy that speled like a therd grayder, and I was having trouble thinking of more words with a double L that were even remotely relevant to the discussion.

Julia, the internet is like the zoo. There should be warning signs saying “DON’T FEED THE TROLLS.”

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First off if you have ever seen someone who is addicted to pills you will usually find back pain meds on the top of there list. See when you snort a back pain pill you start going out of your mind.(but I am sure you know all about that, you only questioned me to look cool right?).

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these are my other friends Moe and Lisa

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aah this guy makes me laugh every time i look at him

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First off:

  1. Expressing emotional issues on T-Nation = Out of place.

  2. Ripping on a 19 year old = Insecure.

  3. Arguing with a 19 year old = Immature.

  4. PMing a 19yo for friendship/love = Deperate.

Shall I continue?

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my beloved little kitten, isnt he darling? I call him love muffin, little potato, mushroom, and food dispenser.
He throws up a lot.

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[quote]Rockscar wrote:
First off:

  1. Expressing emotional issues on T-Nation = Out of place.

  2. Ripping on a 19 year old = Insecure.

  3. Arguing with a 19 year old = Immature.

  4. PMing a 19yo for friendship/love = Deperate.

Shall I continue? [/quote]

  1. Agree
  2. Sorry this was a error in judgment.
  3. Again sorry error in judgment
  4. Agree.
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[quote]Rockscar wrote:
First off:

  1. Expressing emotional issues on T-Nation = Out of place.

  2. Ripping on a 19 year old = Insecure.

  3. Arguing with a 19 year old = Immature.

  4. PMing a 19yo for friendship/love = Deperate.

Shall I continue? [/quote]

well, everybody else is emotional here so I didnt think it would be that out of place.

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[quote]John S. wrote:
See when you snort a back pain pill you start going out of your mind.[/quote]

I’ll take your word for that.

[quote]
(but I am sure you know all about that, you only questioned me to look cool right?). [/quote]

I questioned you because half the stuff you write is retarded. That and you have the grammar skills of a 13year old teenage girl who spends to much time on messenger.

So its really hard to take anything you have to say seriously without thinking that you’re either a very young kid or a dumbass adult.

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[quote]julia87 wrote:
my beloved little kitten, isnt he darling? I call him love muffin, little potato, mushroom, and food dispenser.
He throws up a lot.
[/quote]

Why are you posting all of this crap?

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[quote]julia87 wrote:
Rockscar wrote:
First off:

  1. Expressing emotional issues on T-Nation = Out of place.

  2. Ripping on a 19 year old = Insecure.

  3. Arguing with a 19 year old = Immature.

  4. PMing a 19yo for friendship/love = Deperate.

Shall I continue?

well, everybody else is emotional here so I didnt think it would be that out of place.[/quote]

Rise above it.

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[quote]John S. wrote:
Rockscar wrote:
First off:

  1. Expressing emotional issues on T-Nation = Out of place.

  2. Ripping on a 19 year old = Insecure.

  3. Arguing with a 19 year old = Immature.

  4. PMing a 19yo for friendship/love = Deperate.

Shall I continue?

  1. Agree
  2. Sorry this was a error in judgment.
  3. Again sorry error in judgment
  4. Agree.

[/quote]

Manning up like this is a good thing!

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Yes I know I have horrible spelling. But calling half the stuff I write retarded? Now maybe in some other topic I pissed you off and if I did I apologize. Now I am going to end this before we start having a internet flaming war.

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[quote]brucevangeorge wrote:
julia87 wrote:
my beloved little kitten, isnt he darling? I call him love muffin, little potato, mushroom, and food dispenser.
He throws up a lot.

Why are you posting all of this crap?[/quote]

Because! Its my thread and I have a star.
Wheres your star? You cant be in my crowd if you dont have one.
Also to totally disgust FightinIrish if he ever comes back.

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[quote]julia87 wrote:
my beloved little kitten, isnt he darling? I call him love muffin, little potato, mushroom, and food dispenser.
He throws up a lot.
[/quote]

His blue eyes are beautiful.

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[quote]julia87 wrote:

Also to totally disgust FightinIrish if he ever comes back.[/quote]

words to live by

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[quote]julia87 wrote:
brucevangeorge wrote:
julia87 wrote:
my beloved little kitten, isnt he darling? I call him love muffin, little potato, mushroom, and food dispenser.
He throws up a lot.

Why are you posting all of this crap?

Because! Its my thread and I have a star.
Wheres your star? You cant be in my crowd if you dont have one.
Also to totally disgust FightinIrish if he ever comes back.[/quote]

I’m not disgusted. I’m just wondering when or why you turned schizophrenic and changed your whole profile and started posting pictures of people in costumes.

You are a crazy bitch.

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[quote]slimjim wrote:
julia87 wrote:

Also to totally disgust FightinIrish if he ever comes back.

words to live by[/quote]

How are these words to live by?

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There could definitely be other things going on, but I think the big thing is mastering your emotions. I know it’s easier said than done. Right now and I am only guessing I sense that you get huge rushes of emotions and complex ones at that and you have no idea half the time what to do with them. Sometimes you try to ignore them such as making a post of a kitten possibly? Sometimes you let them envelope you completely hence the negative downs and the ecstatic highs.

Of course it’s hard for others to understand I think your emotional receptors are a bit higher, you even pick up the background noise of emotions that many people just blot out. I think it’s tough but with a bit of time and self-awareness (you are already surprisingly aware of much of your actions and reactions) you can see emotions for what they are. You understand yourself well, I guess it is left to understanding others even if you dislike their position. I am also guessing but when you have these flood of emotions you may not want to feel “alone” in them, hence the reaching out for others attention? When growing up where you free to express how you felt et cetera?

I don’t really know how people can get “mad” at her posts, they may notice contradictions but they don’t come off malice or purposely hurtful. I don’t see it as all that rare either there’s many women and men who act similar. It comes off a bit quirky and charming to me but that’s just one opinion.