My dear, you are normal. It is perfectly normal to have days when you feel down, and 2-3 times a year? Consider yourself lucky that’s it that few. Now, if you frequently have down days that last more than one day, then you’re looking at depression. You don’t have that.
This, too, shall pass.
OK, enough of this shit!
Time for laughter.
[quote]eengrms76 wrote:
Alpha F wrote:
eengrms76 wrote:
Not tryin’ to hate on you Julia, but every post of yours just confirms that women use three times as many words as men.
You have obviously never been to the political forum.
I avoid politics at all costs. I don’t even vote. I’m as much irreligious as I am non-political. I wouldn’t last 10 seconds in that forum.[/quote]
That’s exactly how I avoid arguments, by staying away from religious or political discussions.
antideprecents huh. thats pretty hard core.
how old are you?
[quote]Digital Chainsaw wrote:
OK, enough of this shit!
Time for laughter.[/quote]
haha that was awesome. as for julia, you should all know ive been internet dating her for some time now. we totaly chat online for hours.
[quote]LoneLobo wrote:
julia87 wrote:
LoneLobo wrote:
julia87 wrote:
LoneLobo wrote:
God, this thread is further proof that any woman that says she likes sports is a spy.
Who the fuck injects shit like this into the T-Nation forums? This is womanhood at its worst. “I like hot guys when I’m lifting heavy.” Way to confirm that all women regardless of hobbies or lifting/non-lifting behavior are really just attention whores.
The implications of this statement and this post can be extended to imply that the only reason you post on these forums/weight lift at all is because you love the fawning. Seriously, get a dog?
By god.
First of all, I was being truthful. If y…blah blah blah blather blather vapid vacuous self-absorbed.
In my best mother voice: “Julia, you’re doing it again…”
Remember we had the earlier conversation about keep digging? Case in point. No one cares that you play harp.
We didnt have a conversation honey.
You silly, I know no one cares that is why I said that was the first time I told anybody about it
(but you know I actually got a guy PMing me over it (the harp))
That wasnt my point, I was trying to make a point by mentioning that. You totally missed it and focused on me playing the harp which wasnt even the focus of what I was writing. I just used it as an mere example. And yes, I am self-absorbed but not narcissistic, I am also absorbed with everyone elses selves if you havent noticed.
you sound like one of these guys that has “problems” with women by your emotion-ridden first post that wasnt even really towards me but towards me being a woman.
Now you dont have any more to say so you have directed your attacks onto me because I am a woman and you are using me as the example that women are attention whores no matter what they do in life.
I can be absorbed with figuring you out as well, it is not just about me you mindless piece of corn.
See, you don’t actually understand that no one cares, or else you wouldn’t have mentioned it, nor would you have mentioned the PM you received.
Those are from equally attention desperate guys that think an internet relationship with a girl is confirmation of their virility.
However, before I digress, lets peer deeply into the crystal ball, shall we?
Julia writes:
my old bestest friend in the world Gracen texted me yesterday. I was stoked I couldnt believe it. We had so many good times from childhood to junior year on high school. Then something happened…I started modeling, dropped basketball (we met through basketball) and started dating this really popular football player who always made the excuse of that he was too busy to have a girlfriend and all of a sudden, shes my enemy. But the thing is, she went into modeling like me when I left the school soon afterwards. I just didnt understand, we were SUCH GREAT friends. Seriously. We got into so much trouble and [i]never let alot of people into our circle,[/i] we duct taped the walls plus the doors of the school during study hall once
(4a private school that wasnt all too big at all)
and she couldve busted me for selling antidepressants but she didnt and ended up being the target of blame because she was such a rebel and looked like one too.
Validate yourself much? I feel like you live in a Lindsay Lohan stream of consciousness.[/quote]
I’m the guy that PM’d her about the harp playing. If it’s important for you to know, I am not interested in an “internet relationship” with julia87, nor is my virility in question. As a musician, I just found it interesting and asked her some questions about it. Whatever personal issues you have with her is your guys’ business, but please don’t use my PM as ammo against her when you don’t even know the content of the message or the man who sent it.
[quote]julia87 wrote:
Exactly, I am normally very happy, it is just I will get hit with this intense sadness on a few days a year and everybody will think my dog died and the like.
Like you I say “whatever” a lot when I get down 
but this time was different than a normal “down day”
It isnt like…I can detect it coming…I am also very outgoing but sometimes if I go to parties in these moods Ill seperate myself or not talk say a word to anyone but my closest friend like you said you did also. And then I get her down and she starts drinking depressed and then I feel even more terrible but also kinda comforted because she is in it with me, you know? Thats only happened twice thank god.
Thats why I didnt think it was normal…because its like my brainwaves of happiness collapse and my entire being turns deep blue. When I have a normal down day and go and party I can emulate fun-lovingness, a care-free nature, and then transform into it easily. But…it was like I had a glass wall there, I could see how fun I was normally when looking into it, but I couldnt possibly reach it.
I still am in it, not as severe whereas I am just sitting on my couch staring at the fireplace vacantly, but where I have an appetite for food again, and am going to spend the day putting up malfunctioning christmas lights and yelling at my mailbox. So thank you to all that cared enough to help me through it…most of my friends only can relate to me in this from only knowing of how hangovers feel. Thanks.
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The only thing I can think of is that in high school, my close friends had emotional problems. In college, my close friends don’t. Maybe it’s who you surround yourself with. Then again, my lows came a lot more often than yours.
On the bright side, you’re young. As long as you continue the self-examination, you’ll figure it out. Most other people just don’t have the capacity to change. I’ll toss in a piece of experience here: apathy isn’t the way to go either. I’ve definitely lost the spark in my personality from becoming too laid back. Live in the moment, but don’t live for the moment.
[quote]jana wrote:
I was wondering the same thing. She joined in August & already has over 750 posts. [/quote]
Aw FUCK! Julia’s a troll too.
What IS happening to T-Nation?
“Meow, asshole.”
[quote]julia87 wrote:
Kuz wrote:
lonewolf1952 wrote:
turbogti wrote:
LoneLobo, my hat is off to you sir. You have brought to life what I was thinking subconciously. Bravo.
Second that!
And definitely NOT thirding yet. Seriously, some people need to lighten up.
And another thought… can we ditch the double-standards? Find me a guy on these forums who either doesn’t like it or doesn’t perform a little bit better when a “hot chick” is watching. Sorry julia, I guess your biggest problem for some people in this thread is you’re female.
lonewolf just doesnt like me because I didnt agree to his lifestyle and he PMed me actually and told me that slavery is not dead and that I should get into it and become an Actual slave because I am “spirited”.
I actually had a feeling he was going to post something.
I think that these guys Want to think of me like that for whatever reason, probably due to me angering them by a post somewhere, I argue a lot.
I mean, where is Nominal Prospect? He is the last one that openly dislikes me. Pookie, lonewolf, NP, I cant remember anymore, maybe theyll come here and remind me.
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Pookie’s hilarious
[quote]Easy E wrote:
Digital Chainsaw wrote:
OK, enough of this shit!
Time for laughter.
haha that was awesome. as for julia, you should all know ive been internet dating her for some time now. we totaly chat online for hours. [/quote]
You, you… You’ve been [b]what??!![/b]
julia, I demand an explanation! How long has this been going on?
As for you, Mister “E”, prepare to put up your internet-dukes!
A little Karate Kid action…
And now, a series of boners…
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The end.
When I’m feeling down I just cut myself. Sometimes I worry that my fellow emos are losing their touch. Ronnie Coleman would probably say, "everybody wanna be talkin bout how they havin bad days, but don’t nobody wanna lift no heavy-ass razors… co cut their wrists.
I suggest calling upon Daniel Powter to help you in a time of trouble. I have heard that he has some experiences that may help you if you, “had a bad day,” or something like that. Of course I could not listen to music like this as it would instantly drain my ultra-high testosterone levels but since women are weak, overly emotional creatures (only fit for wolf-slaves? not sure though), you should be fine with that.
In all seriousness though, you aren’t the only one who deals with depression (if that’s what you are dealing with, I don’t know).
I can accept the sleepless nights that will happen occassionally, but I make it a hard and fast rule not to let anything affect my training. If you can’t master your miind, you can’t master you body.
[quote]slimjim wrote:
julia87 wrote:
Kuz wrote:
lonewolf1952 wrote:
turbogti wrote:
LoneLobo, my hat is off to you sir. You have brought to life what I was thinking subconciously. Bravo.
Second that!
And definitely NOT thirding yet. Seriously, some people need to lighten up.
And another thought… can we ditch the double-standards? Find me a guy on these forums who either doesn’t like it or doesn’t perform a little bit better when a “hot chick” is watching. Sorry julia, I guess your biggest problem for some people in this thread is you’re female.
lonewolf just doesnt like me because I didnt agree to his lifestyle and he PMed me actually and told me that slavery is not dead and that I should get into it and become an Actual slave because I am “spirited”.
I actually had a feeling he was going to post something.
I think that these guys Want to think of me like that for whatever reason, probably due to me angering them by a post somewhere, I argue a lot.
I mean, where is Nominal Prospect? He is the last one that openly dislikes me. Pookie, lonewolf, NP, I cant remember anymore, maybe theyll come here and remind me.
Pookie’s hilarious[/quote]
yeah i know, i like him