Hey guys,
34-yo male here, in good shape & always have had a clean diet, never any drug use (PED, recreational, prescription or otherwise). Always have had a high libido & zero ED, but increasingly struggling with depression, moodiness, lack of motivation. Maybe the biggest indicator of T issues was I’ve been lifting for ~5 years but lean body mass gains are minimal, and any fat gained usually gathered around the hips. Worth mentioning that I started going bald (receding hairline, not crown) in my early 20s but that runs in the family too so idk.
Started to follow bloodwork on my own several years ago and found that I have naturally good TT but extremely high SHBG resulting in rock-bottom free T levels. Other hormonal markers seemed middle of ‘recommended’ ranges. The oldest complete bloods I have from OCT 2019 show:
TT: 10.58 ng/mL
SHBG: 74 nmol/L
Free T: 8.5 pg/mL (29.5 pmol/L)
Estradiol (plasma/serum): 33pg/mL
FSH: 7.14 mUI/mL
LH: 1.59 mUI/mL
Prolactin: 7.26 ng/mL
DHEAS: 1950 ng/mL (5308 nmol/L)
Last year some of the symptoms around depression & motivation seemed to get worse, so I started considering TRT as I understand this can be a way to drive down SHBG.
Last bloodwork pre-TRT in May of this year had SHBG at 68.2 nmol/L and free T at 10 mg/mL (34.7 pmol/L). Up to this point I’d been doing everything else possible to reduce SHBG (9mg boron daily + crucifers at every meal) but no real effect so I decided TRT was the answer.
Unfortunately I live in a mega-cucked Euro country where even mentioning T is frowned upon, TRT doesn’t exist and docs usually refuse to prescribe blood tests for T levels. So I am self-prescribing, administering 75mg IM of Test Enanthate every 3 days, so a bit above 150mg/week.
Just got my first blood lab back after 9 weeks on this protocol, here are the results:
TT 14.7 ng/mL (51 nmol/L)
SHBG: 56.60 nmol/L
Free T: 20.9 pg/mL (72.5 pmol/L)
Estradiol: 58pg/mL (213 pmol/L)
FSH: <0.3 UI/L
LH: <0.3 UI/L
Prolactin: 17ng/mL (360 mUI/L)
DHEAS: 2329 ng/mL (6320 nmol/L)
Pregnenolone: 0.3 ng/mL (0.95 nmol/L)
TSH: 1.71 mUI/L
fT3: 3.4 pg/mL (5.2 pmol/L)
fT4: 1.2 ng/dL (15.4 pmol/L)
The rest of the bloodwork (vitamins, cholesterol, platelets etc) all in recommended ranges but I can provide that too if it helps. Might be worth mentioning as well that I’ve been cutting fat during this same period (500-700 cal daily deficit, hit around 20% while trying to bulk and cutting down to 10% again).
Overall I feel good, had the early honeymoon & that dropped off a bit but the depression is gone and biggest impact I’ve seen is results in the gym. That said, my libido is wavering a bit - definitely less horny, when I see hot chicks it’s more appreciating them like art rather than animal desire like before. I’m ready to go once a girl is in front of me but otherwise interest is def down. I used to struggle a bit with porn/jacking off from the horniness, but completely stopped since starting TRT. No ED, but orgasms feel less intense & satisfying and semen volume is down - I know HCG can help with this but I want to focus on just 1 med for now. I also kind of feel a numbness, detachment or lack of focus/drive I never really had before.
I’ve been reading past topics here for weeks now but I’d like some help interpreting these bloods & maybe tweaking my protocol if needed. Main things I’m wondering are:
- SHBG successfully reduced 25% & free T more than doubled, both now within ‘normal’ range but ideally I’d like to drive SHBG down lower and push free T to top of normal range (~40 pg/mL). Would it make sense to bump my protocol to 200mg/week & if so, is that sustainable?
- E2 needs to be higher for these levels of TT, I read elsewhere here that the ratio is important and mine is way out of whack. Could reducing SHBG also help with E2 levels and restore a good ratio? If not, what are my options - and would this maybe address the libido issues?
- FSH and LH are super low, not sure if this is a problem. The prolactin is also at the high end of the range (I didn’t have sex, cum, hug babies or pet any dogs for 48 hours prior to this blood draw). Are these major concerns?
- Thyroid stuff is all solidly in the middle of ‘normal’ ranges as per my lab but I’ve seen people here suggesting my numbers might be high
Since I’m doing this without any doctor’s guidance, you guys’ experience would be a huge help answering these questions, and I’m all ears to anything else that raises your eyebrows as well.