Your whole thread doesn’t make any sense. Act like an adult and stop taking the tren if the side effects are getting to you.
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Yes I guess that was roid rage, was my first time to experience that, even though that was the only time i whited out, I really noticed that I got annoyed much faster with things and tendency to ramble on if in an argument, not good indeed for the image, it definetaly made me think twice before using it again, and plan better.
A regarding the mdma yes it is very different than alcohol, it works on dopamine and serotonin, makes you feel a 100% positive, to me its absolutely impossible to get mad on that, even if someone would talk something or be annoying you’d probably just smile it off or dont take it seriously. Yes thats true an introvert or someone with anxiety would instantly feel comfortable to talk to people and feel close to others etc, for me i guess its the most fun and positive substance, always results in a fun few hours. Also doing it one time with your partner can result in some really amazing bonding like you fall in love for the second time and forgive all your mistakes to each other, pretty nice.
Alcohol is okay to me personally on ocassion, i dont get aggressive on alcohol myself, but I only drink moderately a few drinks when i do, like 4 more or less, i know very well if i surpass a certain amount of drinks ill just feel sick and want to go to bed.
Sure I would only take M if i know it was proper, mostly in the Netherlands they are pure though, but theres easy test kits as well widely available so you can check it.
I don’t actually do that anymore though lately, but I used to party a lot in the past few years ago.
I’ve done both, few years ago, quite a long time ago about 5 years i think, I was really serious with fitness and the modeling thing, my first cycle i remember was very mild 250 test, and dbol, second cycle i think was 500 test with dbol or anadrol, i tried another cycle with different compounds after that with pct i think with eq or mast and var.
when the modeling started to get quite serious and i could earn my bread with it i really had to be in shape, because there were often like shows topless, or for beach something advertisement, or maybe photoshoot topless, the competietion and pressure to be ripped is pretty high in that world as well, not just in bodybuilding but even in modeling a lot of dudes are on gear, the pressure is quite high with castings and stuff, when there are 50 other dudes and they will only choose like 3 for a certain project you have to be ripped and really look good.
I dont remember exactly when but this one time i had to be really ripped in a few weeks and started to run tren mast winny cycle or 2 that year with pct and diet very strict. then i was off for a bout a year or so, got tired of that work, its honestly not even fun anymore at a certain point, i started to enjoy my life with my girl and go to restaurants together, live normally etcetera and started to lose some size of course and lose my cuts, this time i went on a cruise just test and var i think it was or anadrol not sure, quite long.
Then came a time i stopped completely off the gear for 3 years until now, even with proper pct’s my test did not go back to its optimal point, but i did not jump on trt and remained natty these years, lot of things happened in my life and also for some reason got out of the gym life, basically lost almost all my gains, i used to weight about 100 something KGS before lean, at 5’11, which for me is really nice weight, that looks quite jacked on me.
3 years of no more gym life later and I fell back to 82 something KG, lost everything, been living other type of life very busy, but lot of things been going on and decided to get in shape again, hit the gym, its also a great way for me to deal with stress and keep me in a healthy mind, but then of course having experienced gear in the past, obviously i dont see myself working out for 5 years naturally to get a little bit of my shape back from those times, thats why now i decided to go back on gear and do a blast and cruise for once.
This is why i tried deca this time, i ran it for about 6 weeks 400/400 Test, then upped to 500/500 past 2-3 weeks, I thought about maybe doing another 4 to 8 weeks changing it up for the second half, I mean i already chose to be on gear again anyway, so might as well try get my old shape back thats how i think, then probably cruise on T for a while. Gained about 25/30 pounds so far.
I probably done some more cycles back then in the past but dont remember exactly the dosage used and compounds i combined, long time ago
Damn that was long, lol
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Damn, you even outdid unreal with that rambling post. You must be exhausted😂
Yeah, kind of lmao 
Was rambling on and once i clicked reply i was like damn thats long.
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Big_boy_today: Easy killer, it’s not that serious lol. I posted a simple question. Nothing more nothing less.
firstly… hurtful… secondly, his response wasn’t as much a ramble as it was an answer to my questions.
Screaming, threatening, entering personal space? Lol. Where in this entire thread has any mention of that been made? Im more than capable of controlling myself. I’m 35. Not 12. I was just a bit curious as to why I feel such a difference this time running tren than last time. Last time I didn’t feel this way at all. This times just been a bit different but I’m also running a lower weekly level of test with it compared to last time. As I said, it was a simple question.
Are you being facetious?
Why reiterate that the question was “simple”? That doesn’t change my interpretation. When someone comes on a steroid forum and makes a post “why I hate everyone on tren,” that’s potentially a bad sign lol.
What? No, I’m not being facetious
So you’re butthurt for what then bro? I made a joke. Even that guy acknowledged he was rambling lol it was funny.
Wasn’t aware you were joking, if that was the case then consider initial comment about you’re remark being hurtful retracted
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Ah yeah, I guess I could’ve answered shorter about my cycle types that he asked for, but I proceeded to tell a long story about my gear history, since it also added context to some previous posts and comments i made on the forum that he read, hehe
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