Bench: 1x5-65,75,85lbs; 1x5-95,105, 1x7-115lbs; 4x12-85lbs
lateral raises: 7x12-10lb Dbs
DB military press: 3x(8-25lb dbs+10 diamond pushups
curls: 1x5,6,7-20kg
Conditioning: 10min kickboxing on heavy bag
felt decent physically- weights moved well, got a nice shoulder and tricep pump, kickboxing felt REALLY REALLY awesome. I thought my conditioning had gone to shit, but 10 min felt a LOT easier than expected
OTOH, I look unbelievably fluffy and bloated. I’ve seemed to have lost all definition and there’s definitely more fluff around the love handle area. I’m pretty sure there’s a fair bit of water retention from my salt binge yesterday and that it’s nearing that time of month…
HOWEVER, there’s also been times when my BF “stairsteps” and new pockets of fat seem to appear overnight (ie what happened during the pandemic)
Anyways, new plan: 1500 -1600 kcal on non squat/deadlift days, 1800 on squat and DL days. Hopefully that’ll take care of fluff. I need accountability
Final question for now: would you use an approach to eating that allowed for more calories and less activity that resulted in a heavier bodyweight for 6 months followed by a lighter bodyweight for 20 years?
I don’t think any of this gets fixed without a long hiatus from these forums and years of intensive therapy.
This is a life threatening condition we are dealing with here, and many eating disorders revolve around obsessive counting of calories and even if the strategy involves eating more and weighing more, the counting and tracking and obsessing may still be just as damaging.
10 min weighted walk- 25lbs in pack, 3% incline, 2.7mph
10-1 of devils press-25lb dbs, 20alt lunges btw sets, ~16min
15min elliptical
Some handstand practice
planned to do a longer walk, felt good with cardio but neck was acting up, devils press ladder was awesome- went by really quick and got HR up, elliptical is nice
Notes:
Still bloated and soft , I’m still thinking it’s mostly water bc my feet are somewhat puffy. Digestion is also feeling off
as much as I’ve been complaining, my workouts have been feeling pretty great, especially when it comes to cardio. I love the luxury of being able to do 2 a days
I think I might be someone who does better on higher carbs. I’ve been having better energy overall since replacing some of my fats with carbs
I’ve noticed even though I am softer (ie more squishy around the belly), I still LOOK decent. I think ab training is paying off and there’s more definition at higher bodyfat levels. Same with my legs. I can see more separation even though I’m at a higher BF %