Alpha's Work IV

Thanks man! Kindness and respect (as in ‘looking after eachother’, not the blanket term that is shouted mindless these days) is a rare value on the interwebz. Nice to see you and many posters on your log showcase these values daily.

Don’t feel obliged to check them out, they just were great influences on my development. If you, or any reader here ofcourse, can find some inspirition in them, makes my day.

I hope you will be long around! I’m now reading through your earlier logs to get some ideas for my training. The all-roundness intriges me deeply.

Panopticum

I’ll look into them! I remember you saying you weren’t much into fiction. I read Dune a few years ago and loved it just because the Fremen were tough as nails. Have you read Resilience by Eric Grietens? I’ve heard good things about it but haven’t have time to pick it up.

On another training related note, I know you do a lot of conditioning. Was that always the case, and where did you first get the idea for the inserts/extracts? It seems pretty unorthodox, but I loved your reasoning of doing something hard, doing the job, and then doing something hard again.

Edit*

I really appreciated your answer the other day, I don’t think I conveyed that well. I hadn’t gotten a chance to play with those ideas yet, so I didn’t have much to say.

I’ve been “practicing” overhead squats throughout the day with one of my soon-to-be-farmers-walk-handle pieces of pipe, and it’s really highlighting my weaknesses. It’s not a lift I’d ever really tried doing before. Gave them a shot again with a bit of weight today, and everything broke down pretty quickly after the first couple weight jumps.

Even so, that little bit of work helped with the presses today, so that’s pretty quick for results. Can definitely see how getting better at these will be good for me.

The second big thing that made a difference was lifting more aggressively/explosively. When I was working with those touch-n-go sets of 5, both the pressing and the pulling, I had to switch toward more steady even reps, since I responded better that way. However, seems like with these, where I’m using multiple sets of doubles and triples, they need to be lifted explosively. Not something I’d considered until you mentioned it.

And then that analogy of pushing open a window helped. I “knew” to do that, but I hadn’t visualized it well enough for it to be an effective cue. I still had a little bit of trouble combining that idea with lifting explosively (where I’m push the bar a bit forward and up), but I’m sure I’ll get it figured out.

So thank you. It’s not quite a night and day difference, but it’s a pretty significant improvement compared to last week’s sessions.

I just wanted to let you know I tried my first Alpha workout (conditioning,strength,conditioning). It was brutal, and finishing the insert and thinking “I’ve gotta do this again in a few minutes” is just tough. You’re an inspiration. I’m really thinking about writing up something and giving your style of programming a shot next week. It felt good to go home knowing I worked as hard as could.

emskee: Thanks for the email brother! I sent you one back, let me know you thoughts.


pano: Thanks man! I feel the same way about this log. When I go to other areas of the forums, I inevitably run into a lot of negativity. The people who post in here tend to be very respectful of each other and their opinions. Even if we don’t agree on something, everyone goes about the discussion in an adult manner. I really appreciate that and that is one of the main reasons why I don’t really consider this to be “my” log. Sure, I post my workouts here, but everyone gives input and we all learn from each other. I really like it.


Roran: I can’t say that I am familiar with “resilience” but I will google it and see what it is about.

As far as the conditioning…For the type of work that I do, if you can’t shoot and fight then you are an oxygen thief…Because of that, conditioning has always been part of my workouts. But even more so for me with the fighting stuff that I do. Nothing in the world is worse than getting tired in a fight. I have been involved in some sort of martial art for the better part of 20 years now and lungs always play a part.

I got the idea for the inserts/extract portions of the workouts by basing my training on how really life happens. Whenever you are called to do something extremely dangerous, you either need to sprint to get to the situation or find cover - or your heart rate shoots through the roof - your sympathetic nervous system kicks in (fight/flight/freeze) - and you may be strong for 30-60 seconds, then you are ridiculously tired.

Once you are there, you need to take care of the situation (do the work) no matter how exhausted you feel.

Then you need to get back out safely.

That is why I call my programming “Warrior Athlete” and base the workouts toward military, police, fire, ems vocations. I have never been a firefighter, but if you think of a real life situation for them…They arrive on scene and are told that there is an individual on the top floor of a structure. They sprint into the building with their adrenaline maxed out (Insert), have to find the individual, recover them (The Work) and then get them out of the situation as fast as possible (extract). If they have been doing workouts similar to what I program, i hope that they would be better prepared to perform at their best. If they just focused on strength, then they may not have the stamina to get in and back out, and if they only focused on their conditioning then they may not have the strength to pick a lifeless body up and carry it out.

I used to just program the same conditioning for the insert/extract and it was all gym equipment based. Now I try to keep the insert a little lighter, but a flat out sprint and then use events and strongman equipment for the extract. Mainly because the use of odd implements are more applicable to real life. Anyone who has ever tried to move/carry a lifeless 225lb man will tell you that it is the heaviest 225lbs you will ever feel.

I can’t say that it is the best programming for a world class powerlifter, because I don’t train any world class powerlifters…But I have noticed that Mark Bell, Chris Duffin and Stan Efferting all swear that conditioning work makes their totals go up. I still learn new things every day and try to apply them to my programs. I am not sure what my workouts will look like in 5 years, but if you go back through my logs, you will see a defined evolution from where I started to where I am now. That has all been from me using myself and my clients/co-workers as test dummies, throwing out what is useless and adding things that benefit our cause.

I hope that answers your question brother!


LoRez: I am REALLY glad to hear it brother! And thank you so much for updating me. It make me feel like I have some small idea of what I am talking about. Keep working it and keep updating me man. I have no doubt it will have you breaking PRs in no time.


Roran: Awesome job brother! Now you know why I say they build as much mental toughness as they do muscle! I think it is awesome that you gave it a shot man, let me know if you have any questions about the programming along the way! I am not lying when I say that training in this manner will change your life and your entire outlook on things.

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“It’s not hard to decide what you want your life to be about. What’s hard, is figuring out what you’re willing to give up in order to do the things you really care about.” --Shauna Niequist

WEDNESAY, 08APRIL2015 - Work For Today
Wave 1/Week 5/Day 3

AM: 2 Mile Incline Ruck with a 50b Weighted Vest

PM:
CONDITIONING - Get as Far as possible in 9 Minutes
Begin in a standing position.
Drop and Complete 1 Push-Up
Return to a standing position
Drop and Complete 2 Push-Ups
Return to a standing position
Drop and complete 3 Push-Ups
Return to a standing Position
…Continue to add reps for the entirety of the 9 Minutes

STRENGTH GIANT SET - 7 Rounds
1 - 50 Foot Sled Drag/Row: 300lbs, 350, 400, 550 (PR), 620 (PRR), 500, 400
1 - Log Clean & Press: 205, 245, 265, 285, 300, 265, 265
1 - Farmer’s Handle Deadlift: 410, 590, 640, 700, 640, 640, 640

EVENTS - 5 Rounds
50 Foot Atlas Stone Carry - 225lb Stone


NOTES:

  • I am pretty stoked to have hit the numbers I did on the sled drag. I don’t do these too often, but my previous best was 530lbs x 50 feet. Today I hit 550 and then 620 right after. They are in the vid below.
  • First time I have touched the log since the competition. Was glad to hit the 300 but it was pretty slow and ugly.
  • Farmer’s felt like a truck. Not happy with the at all…

Vid of the Explosive sed drag/rows 550lbs & 620lbs both x 50 feet

Hey Alpha

First of all, apologies in advance if this is the kind of question you don’t want asked - and obviously feel free to ignore if so.

Was just curious how your (amazing) level of strength and conditioning compares with that of the guys you work with. Are you pretty much par for the course (hard to imagine) or are you the Alpha of that group also?

I know they’re the bad guys but I almost feel sorry for the poor fuckers your team comes up against!

I just saw read the first page od this log, and it baffled me.
How in the name of Pete do you start with pretty heavy conditioning, do 1 or 2 giant sets with heavy weight (even pretty heavy for you if compared to your maxes), and end with hard conditioning!?!? Warrior athlete for sure:)
Thats just beyond me. Unbelieveble stamina for a big guy. But sessions which take so much hearth led me to the following :

How many times a week is this sustainable for you, with grappling included?

And do you go ‘balls to the wall’ most sessions, or do you keep your cool? Mental attitude can make a workout far more taxing, some great coaches say an athletes on a high frequency high intensity program should be quite mellow working out.
You talked about the initial adrenaline rush in stressfull situations. Is your way to delay the fatigue to learn to fight through the fatigue, or keep the adrenaline down?

Btw I just checked out your continental clean and press vid.
I can hardly give enough credit to a guy who did something so hard so effortless while listening to bastille’s flaws!
No death metal:) Awesome band btw.

Thank you for the answer! I love the real world inspiration and application, and I agree that it promotes the right mindset. It certainly seemed to me to change the mood of my training on Wednesday.

On the programming, I don’t have any big questions yet but we’ll see how these next few weeks go. Thank you!

justrob: That is a hard question to answer. I will say, that with EVERY occupation, you have your bottom 33% who do absolutely nothing and you will always question why there are in the job they are and how they got there. Then you have your middle 33% who could go either way. They get the job done, but they are not a person you would like to rely on much less trust your life in their hands. Then you have the top 33%. These are they guys that do the real work and pull more then their weight. They are professionals at what they do and work hard to prove themselves every single day and are always pushing for never-ending improvement. Not to sound cocky, but I would put myself in the top 33%. I am better than some of those people at somethings and they are better than me at others. But we work as a team and get the job done to the best of our ability. I work with some absolute monsters in all areas of strength, conditioning and fighting. Guys in that top 33% will do their best at anything they do and will strive for perfection and beyond. It doesn’t matter if it is knitting, strongman or hunting bad guys…They will always be competing to do the best and will never accept that they couldn’t have done a job better…

As with many of top performers in their own professions, it is not the lack of will or talent that keeps us from doing our jobs to the best of our ability, it is a lack of leadership and forward-thinking in our supervisory and above levels. If they were to allow us to just cut loose and do what we are trained to do, the world would be a much safer place. But, politics and a lot of other shady things won’t allow it. It is never as simple as, “there is the bad guy, go get him.” There is a paper trail, chain of command and other BS that won’t allow us to engage. I am sure that people in other professions deal with the same stuff just with a different focus. For me personally, no matter what I set out to do, i will fall in the top 33% or work my ass off until I get there. Then I will work even harder every day to prove that I still belong there. If I decide to take up dish washing, I will read, study, practice and compete until I am in the upper echelon. This mindset isn’t innate, it is something that I have to work on every single day, no matter what job I am doing.

So with that said, I am not the best, I am not the worst. But I will continue to work hard at it every single day until I am in the undescribed top 1%. I hope that answers your question, sorry for the pontification…


Pano: It really isn’t that impressive if you consider how much time I have spent doing it, your body will adapt to whatever stress you put upon it. And I know a lot of big guys with excellent conditioning…The only common denominator is that they also have spent a lot of time developing their mental toughness. Big guys like to be big and that gets them through most of their lives just fine. But when/if you ever get challenged, you find out that big and strong is just not enough. You have to be able to do something with all of that meat. If you are all “show” and no “go” then it is worthless. (in my opinion)

  • Sustainable question: I have found that this is very sustainable (for me) 5-6 strength and conditioning workouts a week, along with grappling/mma practice 5-6 days a week, along with half hour weighted hikes 6 days a week. This is actually a low amount of volume for professional MMA fighters…It may seem impressive, but if you say the schedules of many professional athletes, you would be blown away.

  • Intensity question: It is both. If I am doing conditioning, I try to be as mellow and as bored as possible. Even to the point where I will deadpan my face or even smile because the physiological change in your face directly correlates to psychological states of the mind. If you are smiling, things that are bad become easier. If you are bored, you will feel less pain. It is just a simple trick of the mind that pays physical dividends. But if I am going for a 1RM on a strength movement, I get pretty dark in my head. I never scream, jump around or have someone slap me as i believe that is more for the spectators then it is for the actual athlete. I get pretty hyped in my head while my outside looks relatively calm. But my walk, breathing and eyes change. If I get the weight, you will never see me celebrate. I am very happy to have gotten it, but honestly, my mind almost immediately moves on to the next challenge. However, if I miss the lift, I am very, very angry with myself and it is best not to talk to me for the next few minutes. I don’t even know if I would call it anger, it is more like I built up all of this energy to complete a task, and if it isn’t spent on actually getting it done, it has to bleed out somehow. I am a super emotional and competitive person and my disappointment in myself and my performance isn’t something I hide well. It is definitely one of the things I need to work on.

-Music: Yea man, I am not very extrinsically motivated, so music doesn’t really matter to me. I like having something with a beat as background, but during the lift there is just too much going on in my head with following my cues. I honestly don’t even hear anything when performing.

Hope that answers your question brother, sorry for the book.


Roran: Glad it helped explain things and I am even more glad that you found it helpful with your mindset. That is really what I am trying to change with people. The physical changes are just a great byproduct.

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“No citizen has a right to be an amateur in the matter of physical training… what a disgrace it is for a man to grow old without ever seeing the beauty and strength of which his body is capable.” --Socrates

THURSDAY, 09APRIL2015 - Work For Today
Wave 1/Week 5/Day 4

CONDITIONING
2 Mile incline ruck with a 50b weight vest with 400 meter sprints throw in randomly.

Then, In as little time as possible I did:
20 Burpees
200 Push-Ups
100 Jumping Squats
100 Weighted Sit-Ups


NOTES:

  • Today was pretty much an off day. Had a lot of tax stuff to take care of with new business so I just fit this in.

I was just looking back through this log and the last one, trying to figure out when and why you started doing farmer’s handle deadlifts regularly. You seemed to do them here and there about a year ago, and then, probalby october-ish, you started doing them pretty regularly.

Just wondering why you started training these, in addition to conventional deads. What do you get out of these that makes them a staple?

Thanks for the insights and the opinion Alpha - fascinating stuff. And scary to think that there are guys you think are bigger badasses than yourself!

BTW I work for the govt also - in a corporate regulatory role. Certainly share your frustrations about being prevented from doing our jobs as effectively as my colleagues and I know we could by red tape, total risk aversion, and internal and external political game playing at the senior levels of my organization. I of course appreciate why we have to have some checks and controls in place - but sometimes us operators get the impression that the best friends the bad guys have are working right alongside us! Just get the hell out of the way and let us do our jobs already.

Hey alpha, if ya don’t mind me asking, what do you do? Been following your logs since Alphas Work 3, never heard ya speak much about it until now. Some sort of Defense job? I’m actually reporting to the Naval Academy July 1st, and have been using your workouts as some inspiration for my training, would be kinda excited to learn you were not only a badass in the gym, but in the field as well.

Side note, tried to own Alpha style conditioning yesterday… Nearly cried, but it was great

Hey Alpha,

I’m all with you with the mindset during work. I notice that keeping your face relaxed, pretty blank, and just keep everything in perspective makes life as a whole easier. I guess this has also something to do with emotional attachment. I will try to find a great article for you about that. 10 minutes read that changed my whole perspective on life.

I was always told that big guys gas the fastest because they carry so much muscle that needs oxygen. This makes them far less efficient. However, now you mention the mental aspect: most

heavyweights dont have the same fight in them as smaller fighters. It even seems that the shorter fighters like Fedor en Cain have more fight in them than taller ones. Maybe the effort factor is indeed far more important.

Btw thats pretty darn much work in a week, although low for professional fighters. Well they aren’t pros because training is something they do besides life, they are pros because training is their job. Still impresses me! The body adapts to every task, seems pretty much like notourious ’ Bulgarian method’ . We just have to keep pushing, things will get better. We’re not as fragile as we think, it seems:)

Everybody has a different relation to stimuli when training. Some music gets me in the zone like there’s no tomorrow (especialy clubbangers/guilty pleasure stuff haha, I wouldn’t be suprised if my mom asked herself if I liked men growing up. I loved to sing YMCA and Ricky Martin songs when I was a kid at karaoke games…I sang them with passion. lol ). But If you ‘zone up’ without much, just a beat in the background, great focus, probs for you.

Good luck brothers!

Great post Alpha, that first section really helped me out with some stuff that has been going on in the last few weeks.

Also on the subject of intensity I agree with you. I always tried to keep a cool/calm/collected demeanor for several reasons. I always thought it just seemed more professional/manly (as weird as either of those sound), and “pretending” to be cool/calm/collected helps me to feel that way. Finally in my limited martial arts experience the guys to look out for were the ones who never really seemed hyped, but at the same time never seemed tired or worried or much of anything. They just seemed as if getting punched, choked, winded or whatever wasn’t a big deal and didn’t bother them. That’s the kinda guy a wouldn’t want to fight. The one who looks like it’s all a regular part of his life.

LoRez: Yea man, I cannot remember my exact reasoning off the top of my head, but if you said it was October-ish then it was probably using them to help out with my car deadlifts at either Nationals (October) or Maryland?s Strongest Man (November). I have really been using them pretty regularly because they seem to have some carryover to my conventional deadlift as well as help with my car deadlift, farmer?s walk, Frame hold/walk and axle deadlift. It really seems to build up my grip strength also, which is never a bad thing. They just help out too many different things for me not to use them as a staple. You should give them a shot, brother!


justrob: Yea man, the pool of badassness runs quite deep and I often find myself in the shallow end. If you even look at my performance in the gym. i might be decent compared to the average lifter but I am light years behind the top guys. It is really hard to conceive just how good some people really are.

And I hear you about the celebration of mediocrity that surrounds governmental leaders?drives me nuts.


adambiethman: Hey brother, sadly, I do mind. The Mods had to delete my very first log because i talked about my work a little bit too much. I don?t usually even address questions about my job, that is why you haven?t heard much. I am ?in the field? as you put it. That is about all I can really share. And that is awesome about you giving some of the workouts a try, I am glad that you are finding them challenging! And congrats on making it into the Naval Academy, my gym is only about 1.5 Hours north of there, hit me up when you are on leave sometime and maybe we can train together!


pano: It is true that the more mass you carry, the more oxygen it takes to move all of that muscle and I would agree that it is inefficient, but having the strength to fall back on when the other guy’s technique is better than you is always a good thing…

but I’m gonna have to disagree with you when you said that heavyweights don?t have the same fight in them as smaller fighters. You have to look at it from a different perspective. A heavyweight has to manipulate as well as get hit by much bigger, heaver opponents. Consider doing barbell complexes with 265lbs as opposed to 135lbs. same movements, but when you have manipulate a much heavy weight (your opponent) then the energy expenditure is higher so they tend to get tired faster. Also every shot you take from a pro heavyweight fighter is like doing 20 burpees. It exhausts you, most people don’t know that.

At my fight gym, I see heavyweight guys train with smaller guys all of the time and the bigger guys don?t really get smoked or out worked, but the smaller guys do. However, if you stick a heavyweight with another heavyweight and both guys have trouble lasting into deep rounds. Consider every punch that you have to absorb from another heavyweight is like getting hit with a 20-40lb baseball bat. Then 265lbs gets slammed down on top of your sternum tot he point you can’t breathe and you are trying to bench press it off while it is moving all around. If you are lucky enough to stand back up it is either max effort power clean (fighting for take down) or getting hit in the head with that 20-40lb baseball bat again. A human body can only handle that for so long before it gets tired. Little guys are fun to watch because it seems like they are really going at it, but in reality they are grappling with and getting hit by half of the weight. This is why knockouts are pretty rare in lightweight while heavyweight fights can end at any second.

A normal person would tapout if they just got put in side-mount by a heavyweight who knew what he was doing. I don?t think you are giving those guys enough credit. They are just as mentally tough as the smaller guys. Just my opinion and i totally respect yours but? Compare house cats and tigers. both are cats, both attack in similar ways. House cats will fight longer than tigers. Did the tigers quit sooner because they were mentally weak and physically tired or because of the brutality and significance of the blows. i can’t say for sure because I am personally not a tiger, but I digress…

As far as saying that pro fighters don’t do anything but train because that is their job: No disrespect, but You are very wrong here my friend. The MAJORITY of fighters still have to hold full-time jobs because they don’t make any money on fights. Even a lot of guys in the UFC still have to have part-time gigs to pay their bills. Fighting as a full time job, in reality, probably only makes up about 20% of the top pros. That is like saying professional bodybuilders, powerlifters and strongmen don’t need regular jobs. There is just not much money in these fringe sports.

NOT DIRECTED AT YOU OR YOUR POST:
I hate when people say things like, “well of course they are that good, they are a professional, training is all they have to do all day.” It is not a true statement and it sounds an awful lot like an excuse for not putting in the work. If the majority of professional fighters, powerlifters and strongmen are all still holding down full-time jobs, why do we feel like it is impossible? Not to mention the fact that they have been a professional for a very short period of their careers. So how did they reach that level? Not too many had the luxury of just quitting their jobs and going for it.

This is something I cannot seem to comprehend. Most people spend more than 20 hours a week in front of the television or on the internet. Maybe if they took some of that time and applied it to training rather than wasting it then maybe they could be a professional as well. But people would rather rip down a professional athlete?s work ethic like it is easy for them. If you even want to get to the crossfit games you will be training 6+ hours a day. Go on youtube and check out “a day in the life” of some of the the top crossfit competitors and you will see them waking up at 0400, working out, training clients, working out, running classes, working out, eating in the gym because they don’t have time to stop by home… And that is for a $250,000 prize or something lame like that. I am not a huge crossfit fan, this is just an easy way to illustrate my point.

Most people could be so much further along if they actually invested the time and effort into their passion rather than worrying about overtraining or what their macros are. Don’t look at what the top athletes are doing right now, look at how they got there. Most of the time the regimens are insane.

A lot of people will look at the amount of work I do and the weights I do and think it is extraordinary, but in reality it isn’t that impressive. It is all relative. To me, when I look at the guys who are performing how I want to perform, I am a little above average in strength/skill and work sorta hard by comparison. The only reason why i made the jump from where a lot of guys in this forum currently are and where I am now is because i refused to believe that next level guys were more genetically gifted or on roids, or whatever other excuse I could come up with for why I wasn’t there. But the truth was that I just wasn’t working hard enough/pushing my self far enough and wasn’t putting in the amount of time needed. When i made the change in my mentality and my workouts, I entered a different level. Right now I am just trying to figure out what i need to do to get to the next one. But one thing I know for sure is that I am not going to get there by doing less, working less hard/smart and giving into all of the reasons why I cannot achieve that level.

Sorry man, like I said, that little rant wasn’t about you or what you said, it is just something that I needed to get off my chest. I appreciate you posting in here and sharing your thoughts!


Roran: Thanks man, and yea I feel the same way. i don’t know who said it, but the quote is something like, “don’t celebrate, act like you expected to perform that well.” That is what I always try to do. The celebration after every play in professional sports makes me ill. I know that a lot of guys do it because it gets the fans into it. But that is like an accountant jumping up and screaming because he added 5 numbers correctly. It is your job. You are expected to do it well. If you make the playoffs, win a championship, win a big fight, break a serious record then let the emotions flow. But for regular everyday plays and just doing your job, i think you should act like it was easy for you. Again, just my opinion. That said, if I win the National Championships, I am going to scream and jump around like a little girl!

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“The pain of discipline is nothing like the pain of disappointment.” --Justin Langer

“Remember this: your body is your slave; it works for you.” – Jack LaLanne

FRIDAY, 10APRIL2015 - Work For Today
Wave 1/Week 5/Day 5

CONDITIONING - Did this with 405
Minute 1: 1 Speed Deadlift
Minute 2: 2 Speed Deadlifts
Minute 3: 3 Speed Deadlifts
Minute 4: 4 Speed Deadlifts
?Continue this pattern for 12 Minutes.

STRENGTH
5 Sets of 2 Squats @ 550lbs
2:00 Minutes Rest Between Rounds

Then threw on OLY shoes and hit singles at
550
585
615

CONDITIONING
9 Minutes of walking lunges with a 50b weight vest on.

First,Whoops, sorry if I touched a nerve there. Didn’t know about that.

And second thank you! I’m really excited to be going, been my dream for a long time now. Once I get through plebe summer and get settled in, I will definitely try taking you up on that offer! Looking to play rugby for the academy (never played a day in my life, but I met the coach last summer and he was great, and it’s been really highly recommended to me by a SEAL officer on base I’ve been talking too), so they should be whipping me into some pretty good shape for that!

Oh I forgot to add this on but I was gonna ask what your thoughts are on supplements. Specifically vitamin D. I don’t take anything now besides whey protein and occasionally zma. But I’ve heard promising news about the supplementation of vitamin d and calcium.

Alpha, no problem brother. You ventilate your thoughts very motivated and polite.

Very glad you think heavyweights are such beasts. I happen to be one at 6’8 and 250. I guess you are atleast partially right. Mass increases faster than many other abilities. A guy of 260 lbs deadlifting 3xbw commands far more respect than a 130 lbs guy doing the same thing. Absolute strength goes up very much along the lines of BW, but developing the same relative strength as a big guy is usually far harder. I think the same goes up for durability (as in taking blows). A guy of 260 can take a far harder punch to the face than a 130 lbs guy. But if the big guy gets hit twice as hard in the face, he will be more affected than the smaller guy taking the half of the force.

Although, in another sense, I still believe big guys have less fight in them on the average. All guys I know taller than 6’5 just can’t get mad, or you have to really harrass them alot. Personally I have a hard time getting angry about anything. Small skinny guys seem to be more agressive than us tall goons. Maybe because they needed to fight for their position, instead of having physicality to gain respect.
Nothing to do with mental toughness, just with all-over temper.

About the professionals thing. Rant away bro, it’s your log;)
I’m not making excuses, I hate people who do. I just say pros usually have far more planned time/access to coaches to train hard with, than most of us. They have because they worked hard and made sacrifices to become pro’s. Egg or the chicken…
Well, I love fighting, but I know i wouldn’t want to go pro.1) Im probably to much of a pussy to be happy with that life style, no excuse, just a conclusion. 2)I’m not really planning on taking that much damage needed to become a pro, altough I have amateur goals I try to work to. I know I can get a job I need all my brains for, and letting people bang at my life insurance just isn’t really a thing I plan on. Not really hardcore, I’m aware, I just hope to make my wife and childeren later in life, and I need a job to do that.

Btw. Here are the great articles I talked about:

Karate based, but very I apply to my whole life. This stuff changed me alot, more than most of the great thinkers I studied in school.

Keep it up, man. If I say something wrong, tell me right. Mistakes are just lessons if we make them.