I hope this is the right spot? Even if it is, I probably have too dadgum many moving pieces for anyone to make sense of it, but at least I have labs.
Trying to figure out how to get things back to a more normal state. Guys who donate blood, you know how you feel in the hours right after you do double reds for HCT management? I’ve felt like that for a good week now, and no sign of recovering.
The background:
41, on TRT for ~3 years. I’ve dabbled with bigger doses, played with peptides, done one anavar cycle, but all more than 2 years ago.
I probably didn’t need it, in hindsight, most of my symptoms were likely down to my thyroid issues - which I’ll get to.
Also have familial hyperlipidemia, which…may well be exacerbated by the thyroid, who knows.
Maybe 3 months ago my sleep went wonky in such a way that, in hindsight, seems my adrenals may have been in the toilet? I’d crash at night immediately, wake up at like 4AM poorly rested, clenching my whole body, can’t get back to sleep until 8ish. Eyes were sensitive to light at night off and on.
My life stress is through the roof, I fully expect my adrenals to be putting in work. That’s getting worked out, will be back to normal in a few months, but beyond the thyroid and life stress, my neurochemistry is otherwise very boring and ordinary.
Blood pressure has been…hard to manage, I’m inconsistent yet not totally absent in the gym, but I eat…really healthy.
At any rate:
I’d been running 150mg/week of Test, split into 5 doses (0.15ml Enanthate every weekday from a 200mg/ml vial, prescribed), HCG 500IU/wk split into 2 doses.
Libido went to hell, upped Test to 200mg/week based on no bloods or anything else, 0.25mg Adex with each jab. A colossal “meh”, no real improvement, and my energy generally was fairly lackluster. My suspicion is my thyroid probably finally started running out of juice here, and I would have resolved all symptoms getting on thyroid meds (with a doctor obviously). But I didn’t. I assumed testosterone was the solution to everything.
Time to donate blood came around, out of curiosity I went and got my bloods just to see where I sat. I also got a full thyroid panel because my “pep” was still…down, and I was curious if it was worse than the first time I ever tested it. I knew thyroid meds were going to happen sooner or later, but I honestly didn’t feel bad enough to justify it, so I thought. Either way, good to know since it runs in the family, mom is on synthroid + armour, and has been since the 60s (she’s a twig, and healthy as a horse).
Got the lab draw, donated before I got the results, but isntead of doing double reds I did something different (I’m a rare type, I want the blood people to have what they need!). This first set of tests from Quest was very limited, I specifically wanted to see these few things (no CBC, no CMP, I wanted to see my Test, and if my PRL was high - it wasn’t, so I omitted).
5/22/2023 - Quest:
HCT: 53.3% (HIGH)
TSH: 5.33 (range: 0.40-4.50mIU/L) (HIGH)
T4 Free: 1.3 (range: 0.8-1.8 ng/dL)
T3 Free: 4.0 (range: 2.3-4.2 pg/mL)
Reverse T3: 29 (range: 8-25 ng/dL) (HIGH)
Estradiol (Ultrasensitive LC/MS): 24 (<= 29 pg/mL)
TT: 1571
FT: 315.6
5/25/2023: donated plasma, platelets, RBC
This was a mistake. First came what felt like a full on adrenal crash. Literally bumps in the road evoked a brief feeling of terror. Then on top of that came what my mother used to get when she didn’t take her thyroid meds - the “weepy for no reason” feels. And then finally the symptoms you get either when your HCT/RBC are too high, OR, you’re anemic - hitting a wall, fatigue, feel like a swollen tick, tightness everywhere. I’ve never felt this bad in my life. I figured it was just dehydration form donating plasma, but it’s persisted.
I managed to get ahold of a prescription for Armour from a doc that was willing to write it as a one-off. That actually had an immediate benefit in terms of stress/adrenal sort of feelings. I had no idea my neck was so swollen, until it wasn’t. Suddenly I have a jawline, water weight is dropping off like crazy.
I’ve probably lived with a crappy thyroid all my life - we actually have T4 => T3 conversion issues, but as of yet I show no Hashi’s antibodies
I got with one of the popular telemedicine, “mens health” providers to get help with my thyroid, and they asked for additional labs. This is what stood out to me (everything else is in range and/or boring - the DHEA-S I’ve never tested before but I guess it’s useful for adrenalinformation?).
6/6/2023 - LabCorp:
HCT: 47.7%
Hemoglobin: 15.3 g/dL (range: 13.0-17.7)
RBC: 6.0 (range: 4.14 - 5.8 x10E6/u) (HIGH)
MCH: 25.5 (range: 26.6 - 33 pg) (LOW)
RDW: 16.9 (range: 11.6 - 15.4 %) (HIGH)
DHEA-S: 263 (range: 102.6 - 416.3 ug/dL)
Lipids: absolute crap
That’s the background info. What’s scary to me is the anemia-like fatigue, and the fact that my RBC is still so high right after donating blood. I’m guessing I effed up donating blood the way that I did, and I should have stuck with double RBC.
How do I get this back to normal? I’ve ordered a lab panel that includes all of the interesting iron tests, I’m about to head out for that blood draw. I know that thyroid “conversion issues” often get exacerbated by inadequate iron.
Those MCH and RDW numbers, from what I read online, suggest mild anemia, and my symptoms jibe with that, BUT, my RBC numbers are high.
So I’m not entirely sure how to get this back in balance.
- Do a RBC donation?
- Drink lots of water, try not to die, wait, and then do a donation?
- Why did the plasma donation crush me so hard?
- Am I not taking in enough iron and therefore I can make RBC, but they’re all disfigured abominations?
The TLDR:
I’m hoping the iron labs come back and show my iron/ferritin/TIBC/etc are all normal range. If so, I would think donating RBC would be not only ok, but advisable. But if it’s genuinely low, how on earth can I bring it back up without my RBC going into the danger zone?
I’m going back to 150mg/week of Test, I had no HCT issues then and I barely had to touch an AI. If I can ever get all of this to go to a nice healthy state, I do absolutely intend to try one or two “cycles” after a while, but that’s…not in the immediate future. I want to see what 150 + thyroid meds can do for my physique, general health, but especially cardiovascular health.
But before that I need to be able to climb a flight of stairs without getting gassed - which…I was lifting and walking no problem before the blood donation. Right now I feel like I used to feel in the immediate hours after doing a double RBC donation, only, I feel like that almost all day. Yall know the feeling.
No suggestions are stupid suggestions. I may not take them, but I do appreciate the brain dump. I even appreciate the “you’re an idiot for doing X” commentary, it’s educational if nothing else.