you called those box squats a weak day? damn.
keep your head in the right place and the rest will follow. I’m a big believer in school. It’s not all fun, and sometimes you don’t get the point but at the end it will open doors.
Where are you?!?!?! 
No updates Nikki? I am disappointment.
I kid, I kid… Where you at?
nikki! you’ve always have had a great haed on your shoulders…you have good intuition as well.
my 2 cents are that you’ll continue to impress me whether you compete or not,…who knows…maybe you can get a lil powerlifting meet instead …wink wink…just kidding…only a lil :)!
Aqua, feeling better afterwards always happens.
Hi Powerpuff, thanks for dropping in! Female Alpha… I dig that.
Strapless sundresses on the To-Do
Maschy, I know you believe in signs so our future together is inevitable.
Wow, ya’ll really like the box squats… well gawsh ;D
Babygirl I missed the “This weekend deadline” 
Can I haz extension and you post pics this week anyway? <3
Alexus, I’m stubborn as all get-out so it was a tough decision not to compete. I have to keep telling myself that it’s not quitting, it’s just post-poning. Eh well
N, yep trying to see the benefits in the long run. Still want my damn pause button for life though.
Sowwy Austin and Greg, I’m bad, I’ll accept my punishment… please? <3
So it’s approaching midnight in a few, but had to get my ass back on TN for a short while at least.
I had to get through the gent’s journals tonight, but my brain is mush so ladies’ will be tomorrow.
I did go to the gym yesterday, shoulders and arms. Nothing to report.
Didn’t go to the gym today, I wanted to but couldn’t get the mojo.
Today officially started Spring Break so I’m using this time to catch up in classes. Which is just basically statistics. Sadly I need to know this shit for psych, but I don’t get it at all. My mom doesn’t like any subjects other than reading and my boyfriend thought that the hardest thing in statistics was averages so I’m alone here ;(
So I’m stressed to the max right now. Almost fought this elder woman at the grocery yesterday. I don’t know why, I’m used to white people clutching their purses around me, but either stress or hormones made me curse her out harshly.
Anyway, the plan for tomorrow is chest/back. I got my bands last week, hoping to try 'em out on bench tomorrow.
Anyway let me get to bed before fatigue will be added to the list of excuses to skip the gym.
Take a week off from the gym. It won’t affect you at all but positively. You sound worn out. Give yourself a break, sleep and eat a lot, catch up on homework, come back with the fire reignited.
Can I get more details on the white woman cat fight!?
Hang in there nikki, youll get through this…
C’mon kid, don’t get yourself all wrapped up in things you can control. Old lady, ignore. Stats, study harder. Training, stay focused.
& I’ve always said to you… Look how far you’ve come! You most certainly have had to hurdle bigger obstacles on this path. You’re close to the finish… Now finish it!!!
^All said in a rah rah coach speak.
Nkki: Statistics will be your bitch. Keep plugging away at it and you’ll find your way out of the rabbit hole in no time. Glad you’re getting some training in.
No details on the lady, just getting tired of people’s mentality here. I never saw color until I moved to Florida.
Thanks for the rah-rahs and support.
I know I’m a bit down, I apologize.
I did get to the gym today, I officially hate benching. I couldn’t use my bands first off because there was no place to hook it up to, and then the tweak I get in my shoulder is making it hard to get any benefits from the exercise, so I might just scrap BB bench altogether… well, I might pull 'em out for egotistical purposes.
But chest and back workout sucked today, but still gotta celebrate the fact that I went.
Right now I feel like dancing because I found a Confidence Interval Calculator on Google that’s helping with homework.
Bless Google’s little motherboard.
I’ll talk with you catz later =D
chest and back for me too today…never really liked/enjoyed benching myself.
good vibes getting through the boring sounding class*** I respect your needs/desires to “post-pone,” your comp…you’ll get there!
Sounds Familiar…Im right there with you!
Tired and you still had time to post in my log…
Smile
thanks Nikki -
btw, most of the world sucks, hang in there with your freinds and Fam, they’re all that matter.
There’s a five guys that just opened up near my place, for some reason I thought it was a car wash – haha. I’ll have to go check it out instead of Chipotle one day. Did I read you are not competing this spring?
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you called those box squats a weak day? damn.
keep your head in the right place and the rest will follow. I’m a big believer in school. It’s not all fun, and sometimes you don’t get the point but at the end it will open doors.
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I KNOW RITE! LMAO.
Nik I think you made the right choice hon no rush you are hella young with many comps in your future I know it.
<3
Now, reading how much errrrryone is missing you is making me uber guilty abandoning my log at my coach’s site. Must go peek in there.
I’m scared and confused
shivers in terror and faints
ah, stats for psychology. the reason i didn’t do a psychology major. the people who can do the stats seem to sometimes get in on publications / pick up extra paid work in virtue of that, so something worth getting your head around if you can. my heart goes out to you grappling with that stuff :-/
Hiya MiM I think your good vibes worked
Thanks doll
Anything to get a smile on your handsome Viking face Edge
LMAO Chi, please don’t go there asking for a car wash.
Chipotle is awesome, one of my favorites, so it means a lot coming from me to say that it’ll be so worth having Five Guys instead of Chipotle.
Yeah I gotta post-pone the show to the one in September. Sucks. Still keeping up with a deficit of course, now just have to tackle the training.
Hal, you SHOULD feel guilty about that missing avi ;D
Ct, the world and statistics are scary and confusing.
Thanks alexus, I don’t really know how I’ll need that crap, and seeing how I’m getting A’s in the homework but have no IDEA what the hell is going on, I’m hoping that stats won’t be a major part of sports psychology.
Ugh, life is scary, I want to stay in my shell.
So, it’s just after 11, earlier than last time (Yay!), still too late though (Boo!)
I was hoping to get something done today at the gym, sadly I didn’t.
I woke up early with good intentions. Did a chapter of statistics. An hour. BF made french toast and waffles and sausages (“made” as in “outta the freezer”… gotta <3 him)
I was using the food for awesome gym energy, then I remembered that I had Astronomy HW. It’s not due for like 4 days, but I knew I shouldn’t procrastinate since there are still 5 other classes to deal with, so astronomy homework, an hour.
Saw one of the fish tanks kinda dirty (lost a guppy plays mournful music on violin) so had to clean that.
Alas, going to the gym just wasn’t as appealing anymore.
Tomorrow, I plan to do at least/most 20 minutes of some sort of activity before visiting my grandparents. I think I’m coming back Saturday so hopefully Sunday I’ll be doing legs in the gym.
One day this shit is going to get easier.
Aaaaanddd end scene;;
I’m off to bed.
I will be patiently awaiting your return