Weird feeling only lasted 4 hours or so in the evening, feeling normal now. Better than for the first 50mg.
Kinda donāt feel like injecting until it has been a week, I donāt know why. I donāt feel good or bad, I hope things will not become awful in a couple of days.
I see the endo may 11.
I think I got 150x6 DB bench again, but I am not sure, didnt really count.
Got 175lbsx1 skullcrusher, itās only the second time I get it I think.
595lbsx1 romanian went okay, wasnt affected by the week before.
Whew, feeling very crappy right now, not sure what is it yet
Why do I feel like I drank too much yesterday without feeling sick
I am slow paced af today
Will a frozen cappucino from dairy queen and a beer help with this?
Gonna inject 100mg today just to see. Donāt have 3 weeks to waste waiting for things to stabilize
Went to the endo today, have some tests result, will talk about it later maybe
so more than 100, less than 120, probably less than 110. Had a large needle
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Dont feel any different than pre-testosterone right now, but the injection of today definitely lifted right away the huge āāblehāā I had when I was 5-6 days after the 65 mg injection.
That was maybe a glimpse of what it is to be hypogonadal for real. I could lift as much weight in the gym, etc, but felt like a marshmallow.
Just went to the gym after the 100mg today, no āātest fluāā as a found out itās called but it was a very bad day, cut it short. No particuliar reason for it.
Found out that 35 mg after 3 day gives me bit less than what I have naturally (11 nmol/L total). Estradiol is 19.6 pg/mL, a little bit lower than what I have usually.
Donāt know yet if that means I donāt aromatize much. Took like a quarter of 1 mg pill of a old expired underground anastrozole I had with the injection of today anyway.
100 more mg today
Yesterday I thought something was happening when the 70ās felt lighter for lateral raises, but finally it was the same.
May 2017: The arrival of the monkey boy
Just monkey-ed the weight for 175lbsx2* barbell skullcrusher. I can hardly do 175x1 normally. It wasnt even skill, which I feel is a big part of how I do, just monkey muscle lift.
+4 reps* for DB hammer with 100ās (14 reps*,I usually stop at 10) just like that.
Didnt help for the tricep dips, which is higher skill and higher weight.
Helped for a bunch of things at the end of the arm workout, I could monkey lift heavier on a bunch of exercises after doing the main things. My body picked the way to do it fast. It isnāt 100% like I normally do.
My traps feel like I could just contract them like that and they would grow, like they are pumped all the time but sort of different.
I am going to try to not contract them right now so they dont grow, even if something makes me wanna go hnnng and do it. I would rather not look like a juicer too much.
Lmao at deluded people who say 200mg is TRT. It is not, never been and never will.
Itās kinda stupid, I still dont see the point.
Are you a hypochondriac?
I donāt think so.
Maybe you think 200 mg is not that much, but those lifts couldnāt have been done just like that, trust me. Rear delt pump out of nowhere is for real.
Itās not that big of a difference but there is definitely something, unlike with 50mg and 100mg.
I am gonna inject another 50mg for this week later so it doesnāt decrease too much like the week before.
Good thing I am old enough not to get too excited about it because I will go back to normal in not too long.
Just checking lol. Youāre like a sensitive, āfeelingsā kind of guy while the only thing I would have noticed was trashy women checking me out if I were you. And the pump. Thatās the nitrogen and shit building up in the muscles. Now would be the time to increase calories. You will gain about 3lbs alone from muscular fluid retention so that has to be accounted for since it will dissipate after cessation of the drug.
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Lol yeah I probably am.
Alright
Today was leg, didnt go for heavier weight than usual but the little monkey helper on my shoulder was definitely there
The monkey helper that lifts the weight for you is steroids.
He tells stuff like ācome on you can do itā āAdd another 10 each side, Iāll lift it for you anywayā, gives you a boost while you are doing the reps.
Sometimes I do 415lbs or so iso-hold on the front squat after my top set on my leg day, or whatever would come next, to prepare myself for when I will be ready to do it. The invisible monkey really thought he could do it straight away, probably would have given it a good shot.
Wanted me to do another top set with another 10 on top of the 2x25ās with 5 plates on the romanian.
Heās going to be gone before he shits around the house too much.
Gotta be careful to not let the monkey do everything for you, you are not going to get anywhere in the long run.
You are not going to become a good cyclist if you let the small electric motor on your bike do all the work.
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50 more mg and thatās going to be it for this week, at 250mg.
Heading to the gym with my pet monkey right now
3rd day in a row, usually it gives a bad day, but guess what, I lifted more weight anyway.
Didnāt even count the reps, because it doesnāt count. I am not going to log any of that as if it was real personal records either.
Havent slept for 36 hours, phased out, etc, went to the gym anyway and had the most ridiculous record day in my life.
Straight from 150x6 to 150x9* DB bench
Bunch of reps more on incline DB press
Hammer incline pec machine maxed out, after 20+reps* with 4 plates instead of between 8 and 11 maybe usually
Did 345lbs* bench at the very end after the usual 325.
Not that excited about it, but itās still ridiculous.
Test. is even more potent for pressing exercises.
Still on 250mg, maybe 300mg right now if I count.
-* means itās not to be compared with the rest
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Felt kinda worn out physically today, not hormonal stuff or anything, but still managed to do PR.
Thought it was going to be it when once again I didnt get 240x2 military press but the rest of the day was all PR.
Not as spectacular as in the last entry, but still not long ago there only existed one kind of PR.
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Been skimming through shadow pro thread on the steroid forumā¦ just lol.
All those guys who want or have been cycling with physiques so weak. Weak on steroids is still weak
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Going to bump up to 155lbs DB bench next week, got 150x10*