That’s great your dad is defying the odds. Others’ expectations are no match for one’s determination.
[quote]HangerBaby wrote:
I walk in and the yawns come in full force, I get tired and start thinking about life. It really gets in the way and gets down on my energy[/quote]
Today was one of those days for me. Got shit loads of assignments to do and need a break really. Also am talking to a girl which is going through a bad time…she’s very confused and I’m genuinely concerned about her health both mental and physical. Started to think about life, love, career and stuff and got really sad. Did practically nothing today…big mistake.
I have performance anxiety. I always perform better without an audience, whether it be lifting or anything else.
For example if I have to bring up an issue to an employer, talk in front of a large group etc.
I choke up, my heart starts pounding, and it feels like I can’t breathe.
I like to sing and play guitar, and have been in a few bands. There is no way in hell I can do it completely sober. It sucks, because it’s my number one passion, and I’m actually pretty good at it. I can be playing in my room alone, and if the thought crosses my mind that someone might be listening from the other room, the quality of my voice and playing drop noticeably.
Thank God for booze.
lol, I guess that turned into a more general hang up post.