Hello T-Nation,
Despite spending a respectable amount of hours reading informative posts and comments throughout this forum, this is my first personal post; therefore I apologize for omitting a formal introduction if such is necessary.
To briefly summarize what this post is about (in order to prevent wasting anyone’s time), in this post I am asking for advise about whether or not to perform a cycle of steroids, and if I were to do it, can those of you with experience please point out some tips or flaws that pertain to my planned cycle.
First off, I would like to introduce myself. I am the epitome of ectomorphism, the pinnacle of unfortunate (body mass related) genetics. As a senior in high school (age 18) I was 5’11" and weighed in at 115 lbs. I’ve always eaten normally, maintained an adequately active lifestyle, immune system in check, no diabetes, etc. That being said, I’m healthy, just very slim. Shortly after graduating from HS, I began feeling very irritated with myself being so underweight, so I began a dedicated journey into heavy weight lifting and enhanced dieting.
Here I am today, 15 months later with somewhat miraculous yet unsatisfactory progress. I’m still 5’11", but now weigh in at 145 lbs. The first 6 months of this journey I experienced excellent gains, however after those initial few months, I gradually entered a plateau of discouragement.
I have made many attempts to continue gaining more mass, but seen only minimal results. I know it’s my genetics that are creating this nearly impossible uphill battle, because many individuals of my preceding family (including my father) have been similarly underweight. Now I know many of you will say that I’m not eating enough or my workouts aren’t sufficient, and you may be correct. However, I have learned a thing or two about my body in the last 15 months, and I have come to a conclusion that I’m in need of little boost to slow down my ever-ambitious high metabolism, in order to make some effective gains again.
I am strongly considering undergoing a cycle of anabolic steroids in order to give me this much needed boost. In all honesty, I just want to reach about 175 lbs or so in order to look normal at least. I’m not looking to get ripped or huge, just want to stop being considered skinny, that’s it. I know from reading many posts that age-wise (at 19), I’m too young to do any steroids nonetheless I think that my honest intentions justify this as a case of potential therapeutic treatment. As mentioned, my father was similarly slim, some time ago however, he was involved in a severe accident in which he had to spend many months in the hospital. During his stay, his thin appearance concerned doctors, eventually he was administered steroids, since then he has gained and maintained a much fuller physique.
All this said, I am asking those of you who are experienced with steroids to lend me your insight on my situation and what your honest opinion is regarding whether I should perform a cycle of gear.
I have read much articles, posts, comments related to anabolic steroids and have created this plan for my steroid cycle. I understand my list may sound amateur, so I apologize in advance.
Nandrolone Decanoate 250 mg/w
Stanozolol 50 mg/w
Some form of test 250 mg/w
Not sure how long of a duration to keep this up, guessing around 5-8 weeks for a first timer.
PCT:
clomiphene or tamoxifen 50 mg for 2 weeks or so.
I’m not looking to do more than 1 cycle, so I wanted this cycle to be more potent than the cycle of a common beginner. I know this was alot to read, I apologize for writing so much extra info, please enlighten me with what you think about my situation and cycle plan.
