Expectations really. I’m bigger than i’ve ever been (in a good way) but i still view myself as pathetic and small. I’ll probably never look exactly how i want and if i did i probably wouldn’t be happy.
Such is life.
Expectations really. I’m bigger than i’ve ever been (in a good way) but i still view myself as pathetic and small. I’ll probably never look exactly how i want and if i did i probably wouldn’t be happy.
Such is life.
Ahh…the curse of loving bodybuilding/weightlifting.
I think part of this is that every time i see myself with a pump you’ve seen your self bigger and fuller than you currently are. So i always want to be that much bigger.
But then even though i am bigger, you still have a pump and therefore want that. Chicken and egg!
Tired of being tired as well I would like that to improve the most currently.
In life….
Being more social
Being more grateful
Complaining less
In the gym……
Better conditioning
More volume / lighter weights
More variety of movement
This. I’m starting to accept this now, at 41 yrs old. Not saying I’m giving up on progress. I will train with goals until my last breath. But I am coming to realize that I will never be satisfied with my strength or appearance.
At 51 I need to stick to getting lean and at least a 50/50 split between strength and stretching/mobility
You and me both, friend